Dream you never existed,
For my life that you made twisted,
You'll go to hell,
I am dumb but I can tell,
These nightmares chase my shattered soul,
No matter if I sleep with open eyes, cold,
Chases me every single second of my life,
Flashing scenes like a grave of dreams and strife,
Used to wonder why adults want to die,
But as I grew, I feel it—like a silent cry,
This sad life,
Depressing smiles, fading like withered light,
My heart can end itself anytime...
...drowning in veins of sorrow and fading rhyme.

Watching over me,
Feel my soul flee,
Wanna trap inside a dream,
Insecurity in reality,
Reality is grave of dreams,
People staring,
Feels scary,
And here is me,
Fed up of reality,
Oh I plea,please,
Let me sleep peacefully,
My world is just...my dream and me,
Please,set me free.

The rain is not stoping,
Clouds are just moving,
Why is it so gloomy,
Raining lifts my burden,
Stars are now fading
The sun is sad
after loosing the sunshine it had,
Sugar is mixed with salt,
Is it my fault?
Am I right or wrong?
I think the sun can shine again,
There is a hope of light,
Where I can see no pain,
Rain might stop,cause,
I can see a hope,
stars are blinking again,
sky is clear,
No sign of rain,
Truely! Pain is temporary.

The hush of broken stars blares,
A child of dust can’t absorb,
The untamed earth’s breath gathers the hush,
As an echo, heaven wails.

Why is it always me,
Enduring-Crying-Fearing-Hearing,
But never,
Endured-Cried for-Feared-Heared,
Yes it definitely hurts,
I am never the first,
Invisible like a particle of dust.

I am tired of making friends,
the cycle never ends.
I want attention,
LIKE HELL !
What do they have
that I don’t?
I want attention.
I need attention.
Call me selfish—YES!
YES! YES!
You’ll never understand.
I’m tired.
Really tired.
But still…
a part of me
keeps dreaming
of a happy ending.
It just hurts—
to be the one
always ignored.

Your smile is sweeter than honey,
Your eyes are brighter than stars,
Your presence to me is like sun in dark,
You have a royal place in my heart,
My love for you will always last,
Even if the universe blasts,
If you are North plole, I am south-of a magnet,
Having you is the best plan of my fate,
I will always miss our days together,
Cause no one else could ever be better.

Walking over sea,
Floating in the wind,
Soothing in fire,
Diving in the earth,
Water burns,
Lightning sets me apart from this world,
Rainbow takes the red of my heart.

Can I stop making mistakes,
'Cause it's what makes me hate
myself....more and more.
I know it's in my nature, but
there's a creature
crawling inside my brain.
I want to hold myself,
scratching my skin to the bone.
Can I just vanish in dreams
and never return?
I am scared of everything.
The question always lingers:
What if I can't make it?
What if... I can't?

I am going through something,
Something that feels like nothing,
A smile hides it well,
But eyes always tell,
Body wants to lie down
on fluffy clouds,
Soul wants to elope and shout,
Heart wants to drown,
Mind whispers sins-
Urges me to commit fouls,
But Heart howls:
"JUST DROWN",
I am going through something,
Even forgetting to breathe