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2d · 16
Tired hate
Set me free
from this world,
Let me love
myself,
I'm tired of hatin everything,
My expectations were high
so high,
that I cried for whole nights.
A version of me just died,
tired of my dumb side,
wanna sit on my couch—
studying, watching anime and some fun for hours,
This is what I'll call life.
It's better than having people,
When anime is love of your life.
You healed my inside,
You revived my world—
Its only colourful when you are with me.
I am tired of hating somethings...Now I don't care and I am trying to love and improve myself more and Anime is something that healed me when I was anxious and overthinking...and it still do help.
I hate some teachers,
They are the worst creatures,
You'll say they help us learn,
but what about the mental trauma
they give in return.
You made me cry
I cried-cried-cried,
Causing pain in my eyes.
I wish I could see the same pain
in your eyes.
I will never forget,
How you made me dead,
Still getting nightmares in my head.
Students go through this,
Isn't it sad?
Why these adults don't understand?
OUR PAIN!!
to be a perfect student.
Why can't we live our dreams?
forced to do what makes money.
We are human,
But not treated as one,
Isn't it funny?
Its about all my those teachers who crushed my confidence,who made me cry for a whole day, who don't even know how to teach and yet blame us for complaining about it....its also about those people who have a pressure to be a perfect student and can't live their dream...for those whose teachers are friends with devil and never leave their chance to give trauma....most of teachers dont understand that Even a single statment of their words can traumatize a student for the rest of life.... I also got dreams( kind of nightmare) twice related to something that happened.

To those who might say that i am disrespectful.... please let me tell that i wrote it for those teachers who are bad towards
us students... not all are same..as i have a teacher who is the best for me.
Jun 15 · 51
Mistake in me
Can I stop making mistakes,
'Cause it's what makes me hate
myself....more and more.
I know it's in my nature, but
there's a creature
crawling inside my brain.
I want to hold myself,
scratching my skin to the bone.
Can I just vanish in dreams
and never return?
I am scared of everything.
The question always lingers:
What if I can't make it?
What if... I can't?
Pain, anxiety, emotions
I am going through something,
Something that feels like nothing,
A smile hides it well,
But eyes always tell,
Body wants to lie down
on fluffy clouds,
Soul wants to elope and shout,
Heart wants to drown,
Mind whispers sins-
Urges me to commit fouls,
But Heart howls:
"JUST DROWN",
I am going through something,
Even forgetting to breathe
Written in a moment I couldn’t escape—a memory that still breathes in my silence.
Jun 8 · 75
Why not me?
I am tired of making friends,
the cycle never ends.
I want attention,
LIKE HELL !
What do they have
that I don’t?
I want attention.
I need attention.
Call me selfish—YES!
YES! YES!
You’ll never understand.
I’m tired.
Really tired.
But still…
a part of me
keeps dreaming
of a happy ending.
It just hurts—
to be the one
always ignored.
May 31 · 99
Why me ?
Why is it always me,
Enduring-Crying-Fearing-Hearing,
But never,
Endured-Cried for-Feared-Heared,
Yes it definitely hurts,
I am never the first,
Invisible like a particle of dust.
May 31 · 132
Cosmic tears
The hush of broken stars blares,
A child of dust can’t absorb,
The untamed earth’s breath gathers the hush,
As an echo, heaven wails.
May 28 · 163
You, Always
Your smile is sweeter than honey,
Your eyes are brighter than stars,
Your presence to me is like sun in dark,
You have a royal place in my heart,
My love for you will always last,
Even if the universe blasts,
If you are North plole, I am south-of a magnet,
Having you is the best plan of my fate,
I will always miss our days together,
Cause no one else could ever be better.
I dedicate it to my english teacher.
~Thank you so much mam...for everything♡
May 23 · 190
Dreams don't judge me
Watching over me,
Feel my soul flee,
Wanna trap inside a dream,
Insecurity in reality,
Reality is grave of dreams,
People staring,
Feels scary,
And here is me,
Fed up of reality,
Oh I plea,please,
Let me sleep peacefully,
My world is just...my dream and me,
Please,set me free.
My bestie(kangaroo) gave me the topic insecurity to write..so here it is...how fictional is peace when reality gives insecurity.
May 22 · 115
Emotions in weather
The rain is not stoping,
Clouds are just moving,
Why is it so gloomy,
Raining lifts my burden,
Stars are now fading
The sun is sad
after loosing the sunshine it had,
Sugar is mixed with salt,
Is it my fault?
Am I right or wrong?
I think the sun can shine again,
There is a hope of light,
Where I can see no pain,
Rain might stop,cause,
I can see a hope,
stars are blinking again,
sky is clear,
No sign of rain,
Truely! Pain is temporary.
May 22 · 130
Why did I write this?
Walking over sea,
Floating in the wind,
Soothing in fire,
Diving in the earth,
Water burns,
Lightning sets me apart from this world,
Rainbow takes the red of my heart.
~Read it if you’ve ever felt like you didn’t match your own element.

"I didn't plan this.I didn't think.I just..... wrote
May 22 · 282
Open-eyed replay
Dream you never existed,
For my life that you made twisted,
You'll go to hell,
I am dumb but I can tell,
These nightmares chase my shattered soul,
No matter if I sleep with open eyes, cold,
Chases me every single second of my life,
Flashing scenes like a grave of dreams and strife,
Used to wonder why adults want to die,
But as I grew, I feel it—like a silent cry,
This sad life,
Depressing smiles, fading like withered light,
My heart can end itself anytime...
...drowning in veins of sorrow and fading rhyme.

— The End —