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I tried to close my eyes and walk through life blindly. I often stumbled, fell, cried and got lost. I heard many honest people lie through their teeth. I've felt the rough hands of a hardworking mother and father. I've learned the meaning of patience, hope, charity and sincerity.

When I opened my eyes I asked myself; "Now what have I missed?". I expected to see hardship and disaster. A world run by liars and held entirely on the backs of the innocent, broken and bruised. Yet I forgot my most important lesson. Hope.

It came in the form of the birds singing their mellifluous songs in the trees. A trail of sunshine falling through the fluffy white clouds. The bright and ignorant smiles of the passersby. Yes, the world is ugly. But I have learned to see the beauty in between; I have learned to look.
The things that happened to me before you
weren't yours
but they weren't mine either
The things that happened to me because of you
were all yours
and those weren't mine either
~much love
I wanted to divulge
start over and say love
and I really could have
yet instead -
my nails poured into the blue
velvet of our dining chairs
my head a cloud, grey, dark,
storms around that shouted
at you and -
I really should have
saved and said
while you -
nothing, looking or
did you try anything
Don't even recall
Only the sinking
my nails in the blue
and you blaming me
not a grownup not responsible
an I-love-you would have
protected
yet instead I held
nothing more at all.
Dear Lily, do you remember
Of the days of laughter and joy
When swings used to give us wings
And the meadows a lush jungle.
How is your brother doing these days?
Is he still writing songs of love
That he would sing for us
On the sunniest of days?
We should meet again someday
At the sad, old weeping tree.
It was always weeping in misery
And I was always crying for hope to settle
Until dawn rose over the golden hills.
It and I are quite similar in the way
That it never stopped weeping
And I never stopped crying.

A last goodbye from your dear friend.
 Dec 2019 Michael Messinger
Maddy
You
How I wish you were here to see how far we have come
Where I have been
Where I am going
You left too soon
The scar has long healed
The hurt and pain over losing you never has
So, if by chance you see this
I miss you more than ever, Daddy.
Times such as this when I should be proud and celebrating
Part of me knows that I have never been the same since 1973
Part of me is that 15 year old still hurting
You are going to be a great grandfather again
You never met your sons in -law or grandchildren
Graduations, Holidays, and too much to mention
So many things I do in honor of you

C@rainbowchaser2019
 Dec 2019 Michael Messinger
Maddy
She is as bright as she can be
Her days are short though her spirit stronger
Her shadows remind us that longer days will come
Her sister May will bring sunny days and beautiful sunsets
Though we wish she were longer
Her temperatures warmer
She brings families and friends together to celebrate
Love and Joy.
May I wish all of you those two glorious things all year through.

C@rainbowchaser2019
 Dec 2019 Michael Messinger
Maddy
A sweet stuffed toy bear with soulful eyes
People were ignoring him
He didn’t want to be at this amusement park
He wanted hugs and a home
He has that and more
He is a beloved friend who still gets to me with those beautiful eyes
Hugging him makes the worst days so much better.

C@rainbowchaser2019
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