He has heard somewhere that "the road you take to avoid your destiny is the road where you meat your destiny"

And, Everytime he choose the road to her, she was never there...

Countless journeys you make
For someone else's sake
Sharing world's of wisdom
But of someone else's kingdom
Silent you remain
Never ask for any grain
Taking burden of answers
for the questions you never ask
Bearing everyone's pain
But never have any complain
If all seem gone
You never left me alone
Because when the world won't listen
You are always there for the coalition

The color yellow is
Overwhelming
The color yellow is
Heavy and hard
The color yellow is
Panic and pain
The color yellow is
Nightmares and not
Being able to breathe
The color yellow is
Images glued to the
Inside of my brain
The color yellow is
Drastically changing
The color yellow is
Transforming into
         Sunshine
Instead of
                         Rain

Genuine like a child
Candid like an open book
Exotic like The Wild
Reassuring like a second look