You turned and looked at me
Eyes full of tears
By the time the clock was ringing
I was trembling in fear
Fear, not of the unknown
I remembered really well
The deal, in which they'd come
To drag me down to hell
Hell hounds were unleashed
Lashing out at me
Ripping off my skin
Until I couldn't breathe
You held me in your arms
Refusing to let go
Kept calling out my name
Hoping I'll respond

Le monde réel et mythique ensemble
sont entrelacés en harmonie totale
La danse invisible et, sans doute, séduisante
qui consiste à un mystère vraiment formidable !

A forced smile
Stitched to my face
Faking content
But what was really lying underneath
Was pure contempt
Contempt for all those insensitive people
With senseless hearts
No expression, no sensation
Nothing but a never ending void
And I was no different
No different at all
Since I was drowning in it too
Drowning in this void that we created
Based on insensitive people
With senseless hearts
And I was hoping, longing
For someone to reach out
Pull me out of this void
To show me the rest of it
The better side of it

Within a moment a heart stopped beating
No blood left to pump through veins or arteries
No source of life to keep you breathing
to keep you standing
to keep you fighting the endless fight
that is life.

Sweet sorrow
Paralyzing pain
Deadly drugs
Venom in my veins
Burning through my mind
Leaving me aflame
This sentiment of loss
Is driving me insane
Paranoia is taking hold
Drowning all my thoughts
How long will I go on
With all these open sores?

My eyes begin to tremble
Is this another dream?
Inside my friend, the devil
was lying underneath.

No, it's not a dream
Nightmares never cease
The beast that stood before me
saw nothing more than feast.

A feast consisting of my flesh
and drenched into my blood
My heart enfeebled in my chest
as his face began to rot.

Here I'm laying on the ground
next to the soldier, uttering his vow
"Swear that you'll stop your adversary
by building a wall with your own body"
And so he did in the name of his creator
since noone would wish to be named as a traitor.
He grasped his weapon, an iron sword
prepared to **** and keep his word
Onward he marched to the field of the battle,
waiting to fight the "evil incarnate"
but instead of encountering ferocious beasts
he espied young men with weapons like his.

In the corner, over there
in his car He drives around
waiting to see him now
with a look full of despair

He's hoping to find his mate
in the place where he works
but He's afraid of the worst
when He sees the fire and flame

The bookshop is set alight
and without even blinking
He rushes in the building
praying that he's alright

He wanders around the room
a longing gaze in his eyes
only for him to realize
that his friend is gone for good

Sitting there, feeling lost
among the books which are on fire
He gives a cry of pain and ire
for the friend He loved the most

Nobody hates us more than we do
The punishment we subject ourselves to
A prison cell made for us, by us
Bars made of guilt
Sturdy lock of self-pity
Will this be enough to set us free?
Convert pain from mental to physical
See what we feel
It feels pure in a way
Make the pain visible
Put it on display
And drown in it
Drown in its misery
And only at the brink of the cliff
we discover the key to our salvation
which can lead to our redemption
forged of tears, ire and whimpers
with a silver coating of forgiveness

Like a torch, my soul is burning
To the pit you just condemned me
Fire is spreading, like a rash
Until there's nothing left but ash
For help I scream, I'm at a loss
Waiting to hear something in response
But the silence is defeaning to my ears
Gave more space to intensify my fears

You were supposed to lead the way

But in hurry you left

Leaving me alone to pray

That you get what you deserve

Sick of pretending
Feigning
Hiding what I'm thinking,
What I'm feeling
Clenching my teeth
To claim otherwise
What a filthy mask!
Turns oxygen to poison
Smothering me
I want to tear it
Rip it to shreds!
A beautiful fantasy
I only put into words
Makes no difference
Since all they want
Is a big toothy smile
That screams "I'm fine"
And if I don't mean it
I fake it!
Fake it till I make it
Or else they reject me
Ignore me
That's how much they care.

Running down the road
Hands intertwined
Locking eyes with you
Made my really shy
Cupid's bow in place
Getting deeper in my skin
With every experience shared
By only you and me
The sweetest death of all
To get struck by love
A pretty picture indeed
That does no longer exist