Being stuck in a loop of "I promise" and not committing to fulfilling my promises, longing for comfort but kicking myself to become strong through adversity.

Wash me with snow, hail and water
maybe then, I'd feel pure
maybe then, my cravings would crawl away
maybe then, my sins would sway away

and perhaps then I could unstitch my lips
and let out the years held of silence

Today a tree was stripped naked
the autumn wind cleansed the streets from its gloomy expressions.
a touch
like never before
the sky is filled with joyous poems
for the unheard

The art of touch
feels like the galaxies colliding
where even in the wild
you feel safe

I've painted a picture
with the memories of pain I used to feel when you left
Now the war inside me is over but I can't seem to sleep

A woman in my heart
I feel butterflies everywhere

your lips taste like the poetry i wish i could write

U
p
I flew
Like a rocket
When you looked deep in my galaxy eyes.
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i     i      i     i       i     i   i      i          i      i       ii         i        i
i      i   i       i    i   i     i  i   i  i    i  i   i     i i   i      i    i       i
i  ii       i     i    i       i  i         i     i   i    i  i      i    i       i
i      i        i         i   i          i        i     i    i      i
ii     i    i    i         i     i        i            i        i    i i i i      
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^
(the smoke under a rocket about to launch )

Oh paled skin, you don't see what kind of love I have for you
The things I can't express I let my poems do.

I
miss
you
and
I
don't know what to do anymore

A man's heart is the ocean filled with many boats
but he only keeps one afloat

and in that single second
came an eternity of sorrow

Is
a
sadness
trying
to
sound
Beautiful

Sometimes
poems
make
me
want
to
write
in
a
crowd
of
only
one
person.

With the wind, I run
with the rain, I sob
with the noise, I break
With the ocean, I take
you're the light I wanted to take but you choose to be dark
with the air, you fade