Dear myself,
Thank you for surviving all these years, even if we know that we're struggling.

Thank you for being strong, to face all the problem, even if we're the only problem.

I know you're tired, me too.
I know you're hurting, me too.
I know you're barely breathing, me too!
I know you can't even show your smile anymore.

But, thank you for already survive these hard years.
Thank you.

The Debt comes first,
When i live my life like a surf.
Up and down,
Rose blooms in black,
Lose something who never come back.
I read on your epitaph,
It said "the beloved one".
But i think it must be "the most loved."

I just can't lift the weight
I'm too tired.
I need a little break.
I hate to admit it.
I was weak.

This girl I know
She is just ... like a book.

Her cover is so beautiful
And yet ... forever changing looks.

But this girl's beauty
Is unlike any that you've seen.

It really comes from all those pages
Those pages in between.

Each page tells a story
Some of sorrow oh so sad.

But for every one of those that you read
You'll find one of better time's she's had.

This girl I know
She rules a realm that no one ever see's.

This girl will never show it to you
And she will never show it to me.

This girl is tough
And dauntless and strong.

This girl she sings
The most beautiful songs.

This girl will never let you see her cry.

This girl will never answer you why.

This girl she doesn't need wings to fly.

Because this girl ... She is the sky.

You will find her overhead
Every day and every night.

Her sun will warm the hardest heart
And her stars they shine so bright.

If you should ever catch her and open that book
You'd better read as fast as you can.

Standing still in any one place
Is never in her plans.

But, this girl I know isn't running from something
And it's not that she's some bird on a wire.

She isn't blindly running through time, you see
This girl I know ... She has a world to set on fire.

I'm here everyday
through so many days and night,
just for you.

I'm here every time
through the second, minutes, hours
just for you.

I'm here for every tears you shed
through every pain you feels,
but you still get along with him.

Now you were here,
with me.
you don't need to be worry,
its safe now.
the pain has gone,
now you will be an angel in heaven.

i'm not drowning in your love,
But i'm drowning in your tears,

Broken boy
what would you do?
if your sister
your bestfriend
your girlfriend
and your family left you behind?
what would you do broken boy?
I only had a few days left in here
i can't take care of you anymore, broken boy
3 years we've been through, together
through the hangover and laugh
i'm sorry my friend, I'm sorry if i let you down
but, life would get better.
You will not get abused again by your father anymore
You will have a gf and a sister who loved you just the way you are.
Forgive me, for what i did to you..