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 Jan 2019 Ash
youcancallmesierra
i tend to use so many words
this time i'll be blunt
i don't love myself
and don't believe anyone else does
 Mar 2018 Ash
adriana
It just rained
Bullets
Puddles in the streets
Blood
Water falls down
Tears
 Feb 2018 Ash
kyleigh g
psych ward
 Feb 2018 Ash
kyleigh g
constant paranoia
sleepless nights
bustling hospital halls

trust me
this is nothing less than horrific
after attempting to end it all

"take me home"
i whisper to no one
through my silent tears

staying in a psych ward
for just one week
felt like several years

all i can do
is worry
about if anyone will care

i think they believe
that they would be better off
if i was no longer there

my week in the hospital
was heart-wrenchingly
bleak

everyone says
it made me stronger
but i feel immensely weak
i apologize for pouring my heart out. but it's very therapeutic.
 Feb 2018 Ash
Chandni
High School
 Feb 2018 Ash
Chandni
"The best four years of your life"
more like four whole years of stress and strife.

It's like an inescapable cage
filled with people who can't act their own age.

Hearing all the kids trying to sound cool,
When in all honesty you just want to see their blood pool.

Fake love, fake people, unsure of who to trust,
but apparently, in school, popularity is a must.

Going through seven classes a day,
wishing you could just make the pain go away.

I want to give up, just get up and fly,
but perhaps a better solution would be to just die.

— The End —