Packed in vials sublime 
Untouched pure in time 
Their base Property lyrical,

Reactants , The Thoughts and Emotions, 
To balance the emotional equation,
Poetic are the words omniscient,

Combustible the thoughts, fragile the emotions ,
Cold storage processed, refilled 
Magnanimous, distilled 

take my outstretched hand,
when you feel so painfully uncertain
when you can't hold back your tears,
when you're screaming inside,
and gripped by your darkest fears.

when your spirit is weeping,
seems there's no comfort in sight,
energy depleted too weary to fight,
if you've depleted your blessings
and the box lays bare
and angels are no longer there.

If you feel you have no value,
to most you're just there
just a shadow of a person,
can't bring yourself to share,
no point in talking
just deeply,

to find a solitary place to hide,
shut out the noise block out the light,
lie anxiously in wait prepare for the flight
into the deep and endless night,
you don't have to go there alone.

i'll try not to falter or stumble
though unsteady shaky I may be,
we both may take a tumble
but we'll get back up you and me,
next time we'll be stronger, 
though bruised well.

should write 
About how I lied and got away with it, 
How you got caught with
Your hands tied and no one to blame. 
About how it was over before we waved the white
Flag, and I know what it means now
To hold onto a sinking ship.

I've never had anything to die for. 
I should speak about how I've never wanted
Something so much that I devastated it completely.
We loved in harsh conditions, under sun and darkness and
I don't know how to talk about how 
The love didn't save us. 
I don't write about letting go as much as I need about,

Holding on, and I want
That to change. 
I don't want to write hurt just to feel it. 
The next lyrics I scribble about you  will be
About me.

About how I held on and how I let go.
It won't be about your love, it will be about 
Mine. It won't stop me from hurting, but
It is how I make it out
Of my love alive.

what hurts because I think it will 
Stop me from hurting. If I put these words on 
A page then they will be easier to digest. 
Poetry isn't curative by creation, it is
Just confession. Still, these remedial
Lines are what I turn to when I am holding
Too much in my hands.

Right now, I feel 
Like I am overflowing onto the ground below me.
For the first time, 
I don't want to write about what hurts. I want
To keep it inside of me and let it burn me. I want
To carry it in my palms for as long as I can.
About how we've said goodbye so 
Many times that it turned into a threat, a weapon
We made with our tongues. 
🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥🌺📝🔏

🔥🔥🔥

I recognized your touch from a thousand years ago.
I have recognized you among the world.
When your soul came to me late at night in a dream.
Gently with a special thrill kissed my lips.
Leaving a pleasant feeling inside after waking up.

I did it by gazing deep into those brown eyes full of tenderness and love.
It's magical.
It's incredible.
It's mesmerizing and for a moment I forgot how to breathe.
When my foggy mind after your sweet kisses illuminates the realization that is you.

The one amd only one my special and most beloved person I've been waiting for so long.
Touch, kisses and caress.
Be gentle and also passionate.
Inhale my smell desire and become over yourself not overbearing.

How nice is to fall asleep on the chest of a beloved person.
Do you miss this feeling?
Do you lack kisses?
You are alone and lack tender kisses and tender hugs.
I looked for you and find you lying in my bed.
You were never lost you just became isolated without my passionate love for you.

25 minutes too late 🥰

My personality is constantly shifting.
I am the most humble i act different scenarios.
Different characters place in this world.
A piece of me i can share.
But while you hiding your true self.

I am over protective of my hear will not allow you to touch the surface.
Like an insecure girlfriend who knows the hiky.
First you flirt behind my back.
You just another one down the line.
You let me have left overs.

While the whole world had the best of you.
I turned my back on family and friends for you.
How could you play me like an instrument's?
Your name was drag me to hell.
What more did you wabt from me?
I gave you my heart and my time but i was not enough for you .

How did i end up falling for you?
Like a puppy i followed you into the pit.
You asked me if i liked when you cry?
But those crocodile tears where just a display of your cheating habit.
Did you ever considered my feelings when you lie and cheat?

Honey i am sorry?
Are you joking.
I took you in and sacrifice myself to slave for your happiness.
It clearly shows you choose to ******* yourself around.
Although my heart feels thankful when you hold it.
I wish you can just send me away to the grave.

Into the dagent i keep feeling sad.
You told your friends you don't love me.
You said you sorry it was a mistake.
Now i am here your undevoted feelings are for another man.
I figured maybe i always been a fool in love with you.

Like a *** you marinated me on the fire with deception.
You made me feel so insecure and weak.
You come 25 minutes too late.
Saying to forgive you and give your a second chance.
Go to the man that you whisper his name when you are sleeping ?
You find yourself calling for me.

25 minutes too late.
You knew this is the type of ******* that can **** anyone who love you more than life.
As i load this gun with 3 remaining bullets.
My pride will not allow me to deal with this anguish and betrayal.
My finally words to you.
Hope your consciousness will **** you like the day you put me second to the world.
You cry in the darkness alone and cold in this cruel world.
You just send me away to my ancestors with a bullet in my head.
🔥🔥🔥🔥💐💐💐

Imperial

One day i will not need love anymore.
I will not rise to open the door cause that sound i am hearing is all in my heard.
You loved him the way fragile kids love candy.
You wrote songs and letters about him.
You still sleep with his shirt  to smell the cologne on it.
Anxiety will not let me breathe.
Because i was a fool in love.

When i caught you cheating.
You made my heart bleed.
I attended a nearby funeral procession.
I joined mourners there to cry my heart out.
Than i realized i never loved you.
I felt pity for you and couldn't let you go.
You were suicidal and lost everyone close to you.
I did not want to see you in that dark place.
So i stay to keep watch on you.

It became a devil snare for me.
I got trapped in a situation where you always came first.
I tolerated your toxic behavior.
I had to support your childish trait.
Find myself accepting your drunkenness.

I really wanted it to be you.
I so badly wanted it to be you that i will walk with the the alter.
Until i understood i was never in your plans.
I was your cry shoulder in your darkest moments.
You had someone to entertain you daily.
Until you get bored and came running to me with your problems.

I was never a boyfriend in your eyes.
You loved me because i reminded you of your father.
So instantly i was a father figure you wanted to uplift you..

I loved you when no else did.
I sacrificed my sanity to se you smile.
I can't put into words what that did to my heart.
I was hurt so deeply that i thought i will never love again.

Now that the dust has passed and settled.
I found somebody to help me find myself.
Who appreciate and values my love for her.
I bought a dress and a wedding ring for you.
This person will wear them in your behalf.

I saw that's there's nothing painful like regret.
Wondering what could have been.
In this love month you are sending me messages for forgiveness.
I am preparing a wedding for myself.
I can't worry about spilled milk.
While i have a platinum in front of my eyes.

Finally i realized that i was never asking for too much.
I was with a wrong person to give me affection.
You were with me because i was your therapist.
I am with someone that love and support me whole heartedly.
You gave me a lesson in life..
That don't stay in a relationship because you are afraid of what will happen to another person.
Stay in a relationship because you are loved and appreciated.
Knowing someone out there is praying for you.
I am a living testimony of it.
I have found that one whonis os dearest to my heart and soul.

🥰

My personality is constantly shifting.
I am the most humble i act different scenarios.
Different characters place in this world.
A piece of me i can share.
But while you hiding your true self.

I am over protective of my hear will not allow you to touch the surface.
Like an insecure girlfriend who knows the hiky.
First you flirt behind my back.
You just another one down the line.
You let me have left overs.

While the whole world had the best of you.
I turned my back on family and friends for you.
How could you play me like an instrument's?
Your name was drag me to hell.
What more did you wabt from me?
I gave you my heart and my time but i was not enough for you .

How did i end up falling for you?
Like a puppy i followed you into the pit.
You asked me if i liked when you cry?
But those crocodile tears where just a display of your cheating habit.
Did you ever considered my feelings when you lie and cheat?

Honey i am sorry?
Are you joking.
I took you in and sacrifice myself to slave for your happiness.
It clearly shows you choose to ******* yourself around.
Although my heart feels thankful when you hold it.
I wish you can just send me away to the grave.

Into the dagent i keep feeling sad.
You told your friends you don't love me.
You said you sorry it was a mistake.
Now i am here your undevoted feelings are for another man.
I figured maybe i always been a fool in love with you.

Like a *** you marinated me on the fire with deception.
You made me feel so insecure and weak.
You come 25 minutes too late.
Saying to forgive you and give your a second chance.
Go to the man that you whisper his name when you are sleeping ?
You find yourself calling for me.

25 minutes too late.
You knew this is the type of ******* that can **** anyone who love you more than life.
As i load this gun with 3 remaining bullets.
My pride will not allow me to deal with this anguish and betrayal.
My finally words to you.
Hope your consciousness will **** you like the day you put me second to the world.
You cry in the darkness alone and cold in this cruel world.
You just send me away to my ancestors with a bullet in my head.
🔥🔥🔥🔥💐💐💐

Where do this road takes me?
My hopes and my worries leads me to where?
Make me an appointment in the middle of the dawn.
My love why is this heart feeling lonely?

Why does everything seem so distant to you?
The blizzards of separation may never reach out to us.
I wanna go through life with you side by side.
So that two destinations live in one harmony.

My love i feel good with you nearby.
There is a wonderful sign on earth that said..
To meet your love in the middle of the dawn.
Make me an appointment somewhere in the middle of hope and in the middle of the dawn.

Love is a complex feeling.
Difficult to find.
But very easy to lose.
Love is not an external feeling.
It is a moment of happiness.
I want that feeling of happiness.
I want to breathe deeply, i want to dance with happiness.
I wanna feel like a small child to enjoy every moment.
Give me this feeling of happiness.
Because my heart chose you to care for it. 😊😊😊

😍😍😍

Why did the blonde die in a helicopter crash?
She got cold and turned off the fan.
What do you call a blonde with half a brain?.
Gifted 😍😍

Dear my future bride.
I dream of the day when you and I will be alone together.
Imagine in the evenings alone together.
How i will take you a beautiful place where everything exists just for the two of us.

Those hours will be the happiest and most beautiful moment for us.
I want to plunge into your arms.
Forget all the world noise and enjoy your presence moments.
Do you think you could hold on and not kiss my lips?.

Don't you want to hold me in your bosoms?
If ever this happens.
It will be the happiest day of my life.
I will listen to your needs.
I will help to sooth your feelings after a long hard day..
I am ready to prove my worth to you.

Her breath tranquilised my soul.
This glutton glass is filled.
Her smile is all over.
Half consumed by need.
Half filled with wine and love.
Blood rising to the lips.
Flooding my head with her thoughts.
She can never read.  . .
she is filled with love tears.

I think of the moments we gently stole.
From a curious eyes of crying soul.
Fiding the universe in our palms and we stare it unfold.
Driving the distance to escape our own.

Her thoughts and i,
Waiting for someone.
We stay awakened.
Hoping for something to numb the heart in sorrow.
Needed to tending.
With a pinch of divine and that platinum lining.

Seeing the empty seats in a car.
Is taken by her absence .
Her memories warm the gear shaft.
Without our fingers twined .
Is bare striped of our nakedness thoughts.

When rain comes to me.
It floods my inkheart.
For a drizzle noon.
It is parked within .
Behind a sheet of rain and ink pouring out.
Our tongues were mating.
Like lost out love puppies.
We could shed love tears. 🔥🌹🌹🌺

'Skeletons in my closet '

We don't decide who makes our heart race.
The corners of your lips just upturn so suddenly.
Until the love fades away.
You start weeping.

You start causing your own doomsday.
With war and rampage.
Brings forth depression and tears.
You resent that you once loved and cared so much.
Then you finally melt into an illness.
Dripping into one after another.
Until you are unrecognizable.

The day i fall in love with you again.
It's the day you know you will live for ever.
Not in this life but in the love that I could not seem to grant myself it.
Which I can give you all of it.

I will make you cry and happy the same time.
You will cry tears of happiness.
Your happiness will glow in the sky cause my heart chosed you.

Honey bee you lied when you said you loved me😊

I had no course to doubt you about the rumours,
I rather continue hearing and bearing your lies.
Then to go on living without your love and you. 🌹

Another event is deserted and I am covered all over with emptiness all around me.

If you will not come back to me, they can bring the white linens down.
Close the coffin with a nail and use the soil to cover me with it. 😊

Why have i been your favourite all along?

Because with you i cannot seem to add or utter words.....

Wow really?? 🌹

Yes cause the way you show that you love me, that you care for me. You can't live without me is absolutely amazing 🌹😊😍
It melted my heart away each time i can a glimpse of you.
Your like a morning star shinning my day.
My moon that becomes gloomy at night.
You love is like the entire galaxy star 🔥

Rainbow 😍😍😍😍

I want to sink in your gentle hands.
In your hot kisses.
I want to feel your sweet smell.
I want to look deep in your eyes.

I wanna feel you are really my woman.
I would want to feel your hot passion and love.

I am a sweetheart.
If you get a taste.
You will not forget the taste ever.
I am shy and inexperienced.
I want to get lost in your arms.
I want to kiss your lips and be mesmerized by them..
I wish we could unite and stop chasing a rainbow.
So that we can finally say to each other "my love".

To know me is to love me.
To love me is to know me.
To love me and to love my pets.
I need you to complement me.
Support me.
Understand me.
To make life and love so much better and easier.

🌹🔥

Today i watched a movie about love it made think of you.
I will cook your favorite dishes for you.
You will be the best friend of my heart.
Every time you go somewhere take a piece of me with you.
I am ready for happiness this times around.

Every time i missed you i look at your picture and my heart always rejoice.
I once saw the most beautiful couple that had a few hours left to enjoy the time because one had a brain tumor.
It made me shared tears thinking if i had the same hours what can i do to keep you alive in my memory and heart.
Each day could be our last.

Decided that our home should be filled with happiness.
Honey if you feel the same tell me to stop writing poems for you.
Let's leave ourselves only with each other and our future.
If we put efforts to making it work it could be beautiful and smiles will fill our house with tears of joy.

Be my music.
Let the lyrics of your heart synchronize with my feelings.
I know i don't say it often.
I want you to know my opinions are still intact.
I love you with every fiber of my being.
I wish to spend the rest of my life beside you.
Caring and loving you immensely.
I love you yesterday.
I love you today, tomorrow and forever.
You are just simply the best gift ever gifted to me by Mother nature.
You're my happiness and sunshine.

I consider myself fortunate to have met a woman like you.
With whom the world has become more interesting daily to live in.
With whom i smile more often with.
I was gifted to meet you.
You are my necessary.
You give me support and tenderness.
You are my shoulder to drown my tears.
You are my long awaited rip that was missing.
Thank you for being my music.

You're a huge distraction.
I've not gotten anything done.
I've been thinking of you so much.

Let us sin with you and run away in a dream.
To a planet of intimate pleasures.
So that this sin can be sophisticated!!

Love me passionately and dearly.
You can also carelessly.
I fly away with dreams into the clouds.

You are my sweet dream in the night.
I give you the keys from my heart.
My name is written in your heart.
Thats a sign for you to follow.

Talk to me like a child.
I can cry so much when a see a street kitten.
You have magical hands.
That works miracles.

Inspiring peace.
I am stuck in a a cloud of feelings and i can't get them out there.
I am afraid of dependency of love 🌹🌹

Its not all the time someone cares for you.
Never ignore the effort of love.
Once you found that special love never let go of it.
They will never be anyone like her.
Books were written for your name.
Slowly you become a piece of me.

Find me in entangle sheets.
Weep for me with love gesture.
Wipe out the tears of sadness in my heart.
Let not my fading love taunt you away.
In this crazy world you are my home.
Where i can heal my wounded and tired soul.

My greatest moments.
Have always been by your side.
right after i had give up on life.
You put all the pieces back where i needed them to be.
Like an oasis's for my deserted weary spirit.

In another life.
I promise i will find you.
Maybe i had love you in another life.
Without my subconscience realizing that.
Pulling me in various ways.
Until i found you to rest in my heart.
I do know that I've felt you more than one lifetime has allowed.
You come rushing in my life unexpected.
Like a dream fading away you become a reality.

You were that someone i didn't have to translate my soul for.
You were my love language inspiration.
My burden barring.
You were out of my side but never out of my mind.
I can inscribe my things about you.
Even this page could never be able to contain the beauty that's you. 😻🔥💐

Acrimony ☄☄☄

Due to covid i kept my distance from you.
While i thought your new job was stressful..
Gave you much more than space to fix yourself..
How could you do this to me?

I sacrificed my time to keep you happy.
When you lost your loved ones i was there with you.
When people insulted you and said you were worthless i was there defending your honor.
Apparently the worthless one in your eyes was me.

You spoke in riddles and you said it like a joke.
But those were loopholes that needed to be filled.
While i was planning our engagement and to celebrate our two year anniversary.
You were celebrating a year relationship with someone else.

The liver you had to visit me and kept getting butterflies in your stomach.
They were all a smoke flame to get me out of the way.
Finally someone confirmed it that every time you came home you always had someone by your side.
You even said he was the last person love of your life.

So what was i too you?
A fall out guy.
Someone that has to be there for you in your dark days.
I applaud you for taking me for a ride.
You don't have remorse you kept calling me and making plans with me.
You don't know that all your cheating schemes have come to the lime light.

I even introduced you to my circle lately.
You were even excited to meet them.
But geez i was a dam fool.
You made me weak as clown.
Finally now that i know the truth.

I decided to drink all night.
But alcohol couldn't make me drunk.
I kept me anxieties feon it.
I remember everything and how awkward suddenly you were acting.
I can't sleep and something inside me is eating me a live.

Thinking about all the girls i turned down.
Thinking about the opportunity i let pass by so that i can support and show you love.
You don't have even an once of mercy to tell me its over and that you have moved on.
You keep coming back to me.

What is it that you want?
You said you always have to have options available.
Well since you don't want to meet me.
Let me write this letter and make sure since I am your option.
I am not going to confuse you anymore.

But letting you visit me ever again.
I don't want to be your friend..
Let alone to fix whatever you called what was happening between us.
I have never felt so hopeless.
Don't know whether to run or cry.

You stole my time.
You wasted my dreams.
You made me a laughing clown in your friends.
You made me a puppy in your family.

I used to read about it on social media.
That being cheated by someone you love more than life can make you lose weight in seconds.
Here i have become a testimony of it.
Life has no regrets.
Time waits for no one.

I regret that I can not get you out of my mind.
Your face linger in my mind..
You played me like a prepared soup Oprah.
I can't get out of bed.

When i look at the guy in your pictures.
I only pity you.
Because you will never get a love back from me even a second chance.
Its over between us.

Although the heart doesn't want to accept.
I made my mind.
To start again and find someone that will mend this broken man.
So that i can start to love again.

🌹🌹🌹
When i told you it was over?
My honey i have lied.
I have been running from my visible shadow.
I am sinking ship that burning.

I'll leave an autograph on my chest.
How i am supposed to love you?
When i cant stand tje man i am.
It does not matter who you meet on the way.

Believe in me.
The heart is the best photographer.
But i don't forget what you felt next to me.
With a feeling in the soul of emptiness.
Teach me to live as you do.

Taught me to be different.
From a fragile ego man.
So as not to feel the pain.
So that i forget about all my worries.
To think of only how adorable and wonderful you are.

Could this be too emotional for you?
I want you to recognize me and love me.

You were the moon  
Dancing among the stars.
Radiating in the blue sky.
The shadow that waxed and waned.

Like a full moon .
You shone brightest.
Without me by your side.
When she the moon .
She became oceans wave.

When her voice is a song.
She is thundering tempest.
Sweet caress in a melody.
How could i think i will be ever enough for you?

Ah for a mere second .
You turn me into a believer.
I believed in romance between Queen and mormon.

A speck among stars.
Of your universe so vast.
A love to final last.
But it cannot be uttered by mere words.
Only actions can save this drizzles.

When i first saw you.
You were lying alone in bed.
I watched you praying in silence.
I asked myself whats happening?
I heard whispers in the corridors that you have limited time.

I stole your numbers from the information desk.
I drove the whole day questioning myself.
How can a beautiful creature like you deal eith that.
I return to drop you flowers .
But you were sleeping.

I gather courage to call you everyday.
To check up on you.
To take you out and travel with you.
Filled my heart with joy.
I knew you were alone in this battle.
Seeing you smile and appreciate my gesture i inew it was never enough.

I should have entered the room that moment you were praying.
I should have cried with you in silent.
I could have hug you and promised everything will be alright.
How stupid of me i did not grab the opportunity.

When you kept on postponing the news you wanted to tell me.
I knew you brain tumour had taken its tall on you.
I did not want to face this alone.
I wanted the chance to be part of you.
When i arrived with two tickets to Paris and flowers.
I saw people crying in the room.
I felt faced down with shock.
I was too late to spend another minute with you.
You were gone too soon my Queen. 😦😦😦💌🙀🙀

We are in the end of the line.
Talking a while.
Dont let me go.
When you are the only one.

Baby i can be your only prize.
Even if a fall back.
You always believed i tried.
She keeps me from holding her hands.
You can light it up.
You could be a symphony, so that i can learn to play it.
You could be able to utter the words i love you.

Life its not like that.
Obstacles are everywhere.
She took my only heart i cant return it back.
I just lie always.

& with the moon’s bedazzled touch
A special magic is intricately spun

Captures soft pastels of pink, orange & blue
Or vivid hues of dramatic imagery
To bring to life the portrait presented to you

Wretchedly bleeds in coal-black bouts of despair
Spilling ink from the pit of their soul
Each heart wrenching limn is their sorrow stripped bare

Hotly simmers in desire-infused maroons
That swelter frenzied steam
Arousing incandescent passion-monsoons.

💐💐💐

Troubles occurs easy when i am with you.
There's danger in your smiles.
There's pleasure right now.
How do you make this beautiful.
Don't wanna leave you never.
I need you here while its still day light.
Can't you see that in my eyes?

I didn't want to go to you.
I didn't want to go at all.
I just got out of the December days.
I did not expect you in my  one sided fate.
I barely know you, so why did we get all of December?

You don't call at all.
So why would i look for you?
Neither the wax in blue water.
Not the rain outside the window.
Nor the steel in the surface ofbthe sea do not predict you to me.
Even waiting for you is difficult.

In the silence in the endless fog.
In the tiresome passage.
I'm running away from you.
I like you, but i don't......

I wanna hold your hand in public places.
I wanna laugh at your silly jokes.
I wanna snuggle on the couch with you everyday.
I wanna gaze into your eyes and look deep within.
I wanna lay in your chest and vent my soul out.
Lastly i wanna kiss your lips until they become sore.
One thing i know i cannot control the time we have with each other.
But the love i have for you will be separated by the grave.
While i am with you these words you have to hear them when you sleep and wake up.
Because you are part of my heart.

I will build my life upon your love.
It is a firm foundation i am looking forward to it.
I will put my trust in you alone.
I will not be shaken by my insecurities and doubts about us.

It took only for your lips to rest on mine.
My life improved every minute by the day.
My heart could not decide for me.
The dream was still haunting me.
When I whispered someone stole my heart.

You kept on smiling and you asked who it Was?
It was the girl that saved me from drowning.
I could see his face crystal clear but was this a dream?
As you pushed me to the deep water and kissed me.
I believed it was real.

You were the one who stole my soul.
You were the one I keep falling in love with all over again.
When our lips met I knew.
That you were the one for me.
You gave away you immortal life to be mine.

I sacrificed everything I have so that we can be together.
When you asked me to marry you.
I was stunned like a frozen food.
But tears told me I want to do it.
I always want to be close to your heart.
Cause you are every fibre of my living body.
I could be here without you the girl of my dream.
That's rescued me from slipping away.🔥🌹🌺✈

I take a glance.
escaping from her.
I see my darkest dream.
As i become a captive in her eyes.
Cause her spell has imprisoned me.

That has become an oasis's of lost love.
Splendid of osmosis of her moon.
It glimmers blue in the night fall.
Lonesome felt like a midnight train moving away.

You turned out to be a potential paseing lover.
Your persistence showed you were worthy.
But you seduction was poisonous.
It captures the mind and failed the heart.

Blue moon you love sting liked a bee.
It could kiss anyone and made them feel the pain.
But for those who missed the opportunity of feeling the kisses.
Their hearts will forever remain lonely. 🔥🔥🔥🔥

The love i have inside me for you is an overdose of drugs.
Trying to take you slow.
Under the bed sheets.
Unprotected from it.
So weak i cannot resist the temptation.

The tingles and the chills i am getting.
That sensational feeling running through my spinal cord.
The reason to **** just awoken like lust.
To eat the forbidden fruit.

As we burn in eternal fire of passion.
Connection of the after death.
It cannot be contained.
What i have for you.
As our minds synchronized in a sweet classic melody.

Nothing can beat that rhythm of our song.
Fighting the corresponding temperatures of temptation.
You turned out to be ny everyday paranoid.
The fear of someone snatching you from my arms.

I get shy when i see you.
The love and passion i have for you is an overdose.
Of getting what i want from you.
In my dreams i hear your name calling.
Soberly nobody can predict my thoughts.
That run deep like a lake of fire.

Wondering if i am all alone in this.
Or your heart is feeling the same about me.
Honey i am living with this lingering thoughts every day and night.
I mourn your voice when you are not around.
Orchestrating our perfect wedding in my mind.
Hope you can make it to the alter in time.

Express the same feelings to the entire world thwt i am yours.
Cause i can see us colliding in eternity of love.

This is not an act from my side but an overwhelming overdose that cant be controlled.
I am masquerading your attire with me next to your arms.
So much i wanna say to you.
But too much drinking of five roses make me turn my tail and vanish in space.
Cause you are my own drug overdose that makes me woke up each day.
Without you i am a shadow lost in tombstone.
You my reason for breathing.
My soul snatcher.
My reflection mirror.
My disease that does not need cure.
By most of all my smiles bringer.
My sun glower.🔥🌹🔥🌹

Lets walk the beaches of Caribbean holding hands.
Watch beautiful sunsets together.
Explore the seven wonders of the world.
As we also explore each other minds.

Why am I so quiet?
There is a storm brewing in my heart.
When I spoke you interrupted me.
My voice is soft and supple.

Your interruption are so predictable i've stopped trying.
I am worried what you may think of me.
Anxiety makes my mind blank.
My tongue numb.
Sometimes I want someone who will listen. (Really).

I don't want to be noticed.
I just want to be appreciated.
What if I had fallen on my knees.
On a cold iced water and I could not breathe.
Screaming on a top of a mountain.
Asking for a chance to move on.💌🔥💌🔥

Its alright
Sometimes the sun does not shine .
And Its alright
There's time
When my nights are lonely and gloomy
Its alright .
My life aint great sometimes I just need a date with him
But its alright.


That is my own heart lingering.
But its alright
I got a bright new head start.

My ownlove.
Gives me glitter of blush. and Its not an ordinary butterflies crush and i am alright.
Cause my sorrows fades away.
Gazing through the soul of his eyes.

With his words
She holds me tight
Im his baby girl.
With his lips my whole body surrender to him.
Resting on his chest all my insecurities vanishes.
He's its alright.

Without his tender kisses i am in vain.
His dark brown eyes tell me i am the only one.
His dimples smiles at me and i feel the love is ours
But its alright.

Do not forget.
But until then.
On how true beauty.
Comes from within.

From the sparkles of your eyes.
To the pitch of your laugh.
Even the colour of your hair.
Someday I will love you.

I will love every part.
From every wrinkles.
To every crinkle.
But honey listen.

They will try to tear you down.
To make you frown.
To make think you're not worth it.
To be cherished daily.

From the way you walk.
To the way you talk.
You will be mocked for it.
Don't pay attention to it.
Cause the can never fill in the shoes you wear with pride.

From your weight.
To your height.
You are just perfect for me.
You are all wonderful to me with those scars.

One day you will see.
The beauty I see in you.
The way you were created.
So beautiful and perfect in every angle.
🌹🔥🌹🔥🌺💝💌

I felt affection for you.
I adore your beauty daily.
I worshipped you day and night.
I cared for you on your weak moments.

I was partial for you only.
I was keen to give you more chances.
I was fond of your behavior.
I was evolved with because of your charms.

I fancied you the minute you walked inside the room.
I was attracted to you by the way you spoken.

I was devoted to the way you handle yourself.
When I was near you the passion got awaken.
You were so dearest to me.
Your lips tasted like honey comp.
Your fondness destabilized me completely.
You sweet words gave me into you for good. 📝💌🔏

If you are hurt.
I feel your pain and sorrows.
While you have problems.
I make them mine and your family problems become mine.
Then know you are loved.

When you start to have wrinkles.
I will be by your side.
When your grey hair feels like a wig.
I will love you eternally.
When you no longer able to do things for yourself.
I will carry you with pride in my back.
I will love you until you retire to no man land.

Cause the feeling I have cannot be put to words.
Cause with you I cannot thrive on bitterness.
Cause I know you love me with your whole being.
I am proud to utter this words to you.
Cause you gaze in my eyes taught me inspiring lessons.🌹🔥🌹🔥

Need you . . . .

In the dark, lonely night
I needed you.
So I kept waiting for you.
But you were busy.

With other in your circle
Now you asked me?
Why I have turned into a cold person.
Cause you wasted my time.
Alone every day praying for your safety.

Yes I get jealous
The only difference  . ..
You call it" possessiveness "
To me its fear of losing you.🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥💌

You see tears.
That i failed to cry.
You'd see the demons
That consumed my head.
I failed to free them.

Finally my heart will be revealed.
That still bleeds and bleeds.
You will see the face I've failed to show back then.
You will be able to read a book that you never wished to touch or read again.
Cause of all the failed promises .

I wished your heart were not made of stone.
So that my words couldn't hurt you.
Hoped you were cold as ice.
Then maybe i will not be this lonely.

But you are only flesh and bones.
My words have left you bleeding.
You heart has been reaped apart .
Its a wonder its still beating.
Of all the failed promises to fulfil.

I will fix the broken heart.
Some how glued back together.
What we shared is in the past.
Time to write a brand new chapter.

You made up your mind.
Give me your final answer.
It may never feel the same.
It'll bare this scar forever.
You have failed in your vain promises.

But i am not angry or bitter.
I'll be strong ,I'll be alright.
Pity i cant turn back the clock.
Though i am not hard as a steel.
In time my heart will find peace  . .  And heal in time.

heart of mind once 
I'm slowing down now 
Gone and got myself married.
This so wonderfully.
would be drowning, my head under completely
and my oxygen quickly depleting. 

If confusion was cold, 
My fingers would be numb and I wouldn't even
have a coat to ward off the freezing. 

If youth was you,
It would be slipping away by the second,
And I can't get a hold to stop it. 
I'm shivering to the bone, 
and can't keep a hold on.
But, this is only a poem

late at night, i lie awake
thinking of things i should have said
all the mistakes i've made
and signs i should've read

then think about what i can't live without
you, front and center in my mind
sometimes it feels like halfway love
almost, but not quite

still, parts of you make me whole.
i think of love letters that weren't torn up
feelings of blue and green

when i'm without you
blank page, artless innocence
i realize how dependent i've grown to you
and feel the need to create a distance. 

but still couldnt forget you,
number five

Me who loved everyone of you 
but you left me wanting more,
was being loved.
but not anymore.

Show me you are different.
Show me you will not leave bruises on my throat from holding me close to you too tightly.
But show me you want me.

tell me, not my inner thighs.
Because I want to show you I want this.
I want to be there when you look at the sunset and realize it is the most beautiful thing on this earth.

I want to be there when it is hard to breathe because sometimes this world only does bad.
Show me you want this too.🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹📝

🔥🌹🤗

Highlight the lines that makes you feel something,
Get me a book as a gift,
Your favourite book.
Make a note on the passage that make you laugh.

Mark down the things that make you cry.
I wanna see exactly what kind of a person you are.
Let  me read what makes you special and unique.

There is an art in your heart.
Painting pictures when I lat down.
Singing lullabies,
There is a poem I  your tongue.
It taste like honey when I kiss you.

You are my jaded eye.
My tortured steroids ,
I hear whispers when you dont talk to me.
They can only be one for my heart.

I chose you above the running train.
You make me blush in my dreams.
You take away my sorrow and sadness.
With the tip of you smiles I see heavens. 🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹

When I look in your eyes I see a love restrain.
I wrote a poem in my birth.
Another at my own burial.
If you wanna love me?
Honey don't refrain.

A melody of my confessions.
A drawing of my love To you.
A song for my charisma to your heart.
My own creation lived in your heart.

I see you with your platinum tears.
I gaze at your fragile hearts.
Never mind the pain we can still find the way.
Although memories live on.

I see you and I care for you.
I am a flower and you are the see.
Let me be with my memories.
Cause you will always be there keeping me awake.

I don't want to wake up one day and say.
I am in love with another woman.
All I want to do is hold you deep in my arms.
Cause you are the melody that I want to wake up next to.