Its alright
Sometimes the sun does not shine .
And Its alright
There's time
When my nights are lonely and gloomy
Its alright .
My life aint great sometimes I just need a date with him
But its alright.


That is my own heart lingering.
But its alright
I got a bright new head start.

My ownlove.
Gives me glitter of blush. and Its not an ordinary butterflies crush and i am alright.
Cause my sorrows fades away.
Gazing through the soul of his eyes.

With his words
She holds me tight
Im his baby girl.
With his lips my whole body surrender to him.
Resting on his chest all my insecurities vanishes.
He's its alright.

Without his tender kisses i am in vain.
His dark brown eyes tell me i am the only one.
His dimples smiles at me and i feel the love is ours
But its alright.

It's you.  . . .  
I am glad I got to know you.
Cannot get over your smile.
This probably looks boring.
But there is just so many things I can't explain when I am in your *****.

As I write these lyrics .
You are always the one I think about.
Get inspiration from your eyes and smile.
There is nothing that can be better than that.

Why I love you this instance.
Thinking about it I am glad it's not a dream or myth.
You are a true reality for me.
There are so many things I am thankful for,
I count you as one of those.

When I compliment you.
Your constant smile always leave me weak on my knees.
You got a valuable smile.
I can stare at it until sunset.

Your body gestures stunned me all the way through my spine.
I get lighter every time I hugged you.
It's as if I should beg you daily to stay longer.
I will never let you get away from me.
You have captivated me will your warm embrace.

You started drifting through my mind.
When the first time I gazed at you.
That's when I knew.
This feelings grew stronger when I was surrounded by you.
Every thing felt like climbing a mountain each time.
You melted my heart away.
In a glimmering way melted honey for your your love.🌹🌹🌹💝

heart of mind once 
I'm slowing down now 
Gone and got myself married.
This so wonderfully.
would be drowning, my head under completely
and my oxygen quickly depleting. 

If confusion was cold, 
My fingers would be numb and I wouldn't even
have a coat to ward off the freezing. 

If youth was you,
It would be slipping away by the second,
And I can't get a hold to stop it. 
I'm shivering to the bone, 
and can't keep a hold on.
But, this is only a poem

late at night, i lie awake
thinking of things i should have said
all the mistakes i've made
and signs i should've read

then think about what i can't live without
you, front and center in my mind
sometimes it feels like halfway love
almost, but not quite

still, parts of you make me whole.
i think of love letters that weren't torn up
feelings of blue and green

when i'm without you
blank page, artless innocence
i realize how dependent i've grown to you
and feel the need to create a distance. 

but still couldnt forget you,
number five

Me who loved everyone of you 
but you left me wanting more,
was being loved.
but not anymore.

Show me you are different.
Show me you will not leave bruises on my throat from holding me close to you too tightly.
But show me you want me.

tell me, not my inner thighs.
Because I want to show you I want this.
I want to be there when you look at the sunset and realize it is the most beautiful thing on this earth.

I want to be there when it is hard to breathe because sometimes this world only does bad.
Show me you want this too.🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹📝

In a forgotten town settled over with ash.
I was searching for what i had lost.
Though you prayed with reddened eyes and hushed voice.
I was plugging my ears.

Rather than reach out lets hide instead.
We will point at the fructured skies.
Laugh with childlike eyes.
I will sleep here bathed in the light that peeks.

Through the gaps of the night.
Together with you.
Now lets get started.
Leave your sorrows behind.

Flowers of joy are blooming.
From you know where it is.
The light starts to illuminate the sky.
Towards where the clouds drift.
Hey. Darling i am not afraid of anything suddenly.
Because you are here with me.

Wipe away your tears.
It is the song of a new morning.
A blindingly bright shining.
Quiet melody of love.
Without any hesitation.
You reach out your hand.

Hope hovers over an eternal isle.
Towards you know where.
Thats bright sparkle starts to illuminate the future with your heart in it.
Over dried tears stains.

Falling in love with someone.
Its a trap engraved into our blood streams.
My desires are already all fired up.
Look there thing happen to our once pure hearts.

They get infiltrated and crushed.
Do not touch me!
Let me touch it, your heart.
Wrench it open
Punish yourself more for letting your heart go astray.

Your nerves give in one by one by falling in love.
Love and enjoy the tranquillity of peace.
I want to know everything you want.
Lets reach out towards our dreams.
By giving me all your love.
But please give it all to me.
They are no handcuffs to hold you back from giving into me💐🔥💐🔥💐

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Paint me a picture of your smile.
Or sizzle and blush like your cheeks.
When you start to fall for me.
Is it love or your emotions intertwined?

Does it melt when you hear my name?
Can it taste like dreeping honey syrup?
Draw me a piece of your skin.
Does it bronze beneath the surface of your sun.

I dread the day i could get out of bed dreaming about you.
When i loved the darkness you were in.
The day i cure you of insecurities.
When you skin glowed  you were angry and sad.
I just knew waking up with you in my mind was a cure for my life.

I am sitting alone and all i smell is your fragrance.
Small music playing in the background takes to the moment i took you dancing in that raining day.
Sadly memories are hard to fade away.
We created a dream of our love.
I could have given you keys to my heart.
Made you a mother of ny new happily home.
💌💌💌💌🌹

The love i have inside me for you is an overdose of drugs.
Trying to take you slow.
Under the bed sheets.
Unprotected from it.
So weak i cannot resist the temptation.

The tingles and the chills i am getting.
That sensational feeling running through my spinal cord.
The reason to **** just awoken like lust.
To eat the forbidden fruit.

As we burn in eternal fire of passion.
Connection of the after death.
It cannot be contained.
What i have for you.
As our minds synchronized in a sweet classic melody.

Nothing can beat that rhythm of our song.
Fighting the corresponding temperatures of temptation.
You turned out to be ny everyday paranoid.
The fear of someone snatching you from my arms.

I get shy when i see you.
The love and passion i have for you is an overdose.
Of getting what i want from you.
In my dreams i hear your name calling.
Soberly nobody can predict my thoughts.
That run deep like a lake of fire.

Wondering if i am all alone in this.
Or your heart is feeling the same about me.
Honey i am living with this lingering thoughts every day and night.
I mourn your voice when you are not around.
Orchestrating our perfect wedding in my mind.
Hope you can make it to the alter in time.

Express the same feelings to the entire world thwt i am yours.
Cause i can see us colliding in eternity of love.

This is not an act from my side but an overwhelming overdose that cant be controlled.
I am masquerading your attire with me next to your arms.
So much i wanna say to you.
But too much drinking of five roses make me turn my tail and vanish in space.
Cause you are my own drug overdose that makes me woke up each day.
Without you i am a shadow lost in tombstone.
You my reason for breathing.
My soul snatcher.
My reflection mirror.
My disease that does not need cure.
By most of all my smiles bringer.
My sun glower.🔥🌹🔥🌹

Lets walk the beaches of Caribbean holding hands.
Watch beautiful sunsets together.
Explore the seven wonders of the world.
As we also explore each other minds.

..

If you look deep into my eyes.
You may see a sensitive romantic guy with lot of love to give.
So i want to discover your personality and to be part of your life.
Not just in social media world, but in reality..

I have an important message to share with you.
This man craves your kisses and dreams to be next to you.
Want me to say his name?

But firstly you should know that he might be crazy about you.
With him next to you may have endless and restless nights of pure love.
Is this what you looking for honey?

Desirable guy with lips sweet like honey.
Which will give you unforgettable moments and emotions.
Nothing left to do.
Except being with this man all the time and treat him precious.
So he can reciprocate the love back to you.

If you are waiting impatiently for this meeting filled with love and lust.
Then look at me honey.
I am the man which want to receive your cherished attention.
Sudden urge to be next to you.
Overwhelmed my all emotions of my being.
I am caught up by your affection!
Call my name, honey it's a name of your love.
.........

Turning over a new leaf.
You were cooling over crazy stuff.
You deceived me with a lying life.
You thought you were smart but got caught in the act.

I saw you with my own two eyes.
With another man in my own bed.
Had forgotten that while you lied in in my bed with me.
You shared my name and emotions in that bed.
How can I ever possibly trust you again.

While I poured my heart and inner most thoughts to you.
You were gazing in my eyes and never blinked not once.. When I asked you point blank you were cheating?
Now you come over with those crocodile tears.
They could not help or save you with anything.

So this words will never be repeated again.
Please back your bags and leave my house.
Don't ever set a foot nearby here letalone greet me in the streets.
You viper of a lustful woman who can't control yourself.
Why did you pledge love if you knew you did not have it in you.
So goodbye for being unfaithful and true to me.

🌹🌹🌹🌹

Maybe i will not become an ideal partner.
I will not be a faithful lap-dog at your feet.
I will not be able to faithful look into your eyes and live alone with you.
I will never take my palm from yours.
When it gets hard for you.
I will never turn my back on your sincere sadness.
I won't step on your feelings with a thin heel.
I just don't know how to do that...

Do not hide your hands this morning.
Let them travel through my body.
Give them the opportunity to think about me. Feel and touch me.
I want to imagine not only about your hands.
But your entire body.
Unless of course you allow me ti experience it.

My lips are made to be kissed.
I want to lay you quietly in bed.
I don't hope you will not sleep.
I dream about how my tongue touches every centimeter of your body.

Strange times.
Phones without buttons.
Doors without handles..
People without brains...
Attitude without feelings.
And i am like a fool without you..

Love can change a person beyond recognition.
We are a bridge through eternity.
Rising above the sea of time.
Testing ourselves again and again.
Learning to crawl for the sake of love

Unimaginable love.
A love that sheds joyous tears.
Look me in the eyes tell me what you see.
A perfect paradise or a torn in between.

You keep and hallow me.
When i take a gun and it turned into a flaw diamond.
Its better than an angel with a rotten heart.
Cause the love will be extinct.
In the process i will be a bad lie that got trapped.

It heals without scars.
Heaven became a bliss for not erased memories.
Now i am a scared to see what lies beyond the door.
Scared of letting go my teenage immaturity.
I cant be what you need me to be.

I am afraid for who will stay and go.
I'm a lamb that has been roasted for a feast.
When reality come banging on the door.
Will the devil answer.
Or can my emotions return to me once more.
Can i be redeemed from my hopelessness of loving.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

☄☄

If my heart was a candle.
It could have melted long ago.
I will have died from tje agony that i face every day.

You felt like you deserved to prayed and lived on.
You will admire without sorrow in your heart.
You couldn't be satisfied with yourself by another.
You turned too cold for me.

Its seems like a painful silence without you.
Imagining seconds passing by separately within my thoughts.
Smiles couldn't win your heart.
Love couldn't change you.

At times i think of becoming an athlete
So that you can be my race and i can win you over.
Thought of becoming an musician so that the sweet melodies from my singing.
You are in my every thought.

How wonderful you are to be the one who beats outside my aorta.
I was wondering if i can sleep over your heart.
When you smiled in the middle of the kiss.
I knew you were after my heart.

I could love the distance between us.
You should take a step closer to my fragile life.
How can you still find me attractive even though i am not worthy of it?
I fell in love with your soul and mind.
Honey its times less.
It can't run out of time
😊😊😊😊🌹🌹

I dedicate this letter to my future beloved. 😊
At this stage of my life.
I can't even imagine where you walk.
Where you live in this galaxy.
But i know for sure that you are in this world.

My beloved best friend i am looking forward to you and you know about it.
Because you are also searching for me.
Our roads so far are abound to cross.
This will happen when we completely despair and stop looking for each other.

We will meet at the crossroads of fate.
Our hearts will tell us that this is the real last love. We will meet and never part with you.
No matter what happens in life.
Your tender and romantic lover 😍

Sorry if I am distracting you.
But I need your attention like air.. What for?
Because i want to know which woman is hidden inside this profile pic.
I wanna know you better.
To meet, hug and kiss your sweet dripping lips.
What will happen next will both decide on it.

What do you think about it?
Will you give me your attention or your are too busy for me?
But i will probably understand you.
Although I will still think about it often and a lot 😊😍🔥🌹💋

😍😍

Where are you?
Where are you?
How can i find you in the hundreds worlds between which you wander.
Casting these unbearable glances at me?
How can i not confuse you with your reflection in a hundred mirrors.
In a thousand sharp fragments of mirrors?

You're almost gone.
I won't find you.
No matter how much i reach for you.
No matter how much I search for you.
Tell me where are you?
You can hear me and even want to answer.

But you don't know where you're.
So don't utter anything.
Come, lets keep quiet and look at each other.
It does not matter where you are, where I am, where we both are..

I believe that in this case the prospect of meeting you is a sufficient excuse.
As you ponder these words.
How surprised would you be to find out that you are looking forward to spending some time with me.
How you just start to get a deep pleasure from it.
Now that i have finally found where you are.

Let the music be romantic.
The wine be excellent.
Rose petals, the bed is strewn 🌹.
Well our tenderness is scattered in them.
I will untie the eyes with my mouth and press against you with my tummy.

Gather love with coloured roses.
You will admire me a lot.
I will give you holy pleasure.
You catch magical moments..
I won't let the beast caress sleep.
Happiness will pour on us and yourself.

Perhaps i am the very soul mate who will be your friend.
The love of your life you have been looking for.
So i am patiently waiting for you to have the courage to write your first sentence and click submit.
I am interested in everything about you.

I will console you in sad times.
Rejoice with you in fun times..
Yes i am here to become the most reliable and loyal person in your world.
I wanna look in your eyes and see in their depths only your unique light..
No matter how difficult times fall to our lot.
I want to always remain by your side.

💌

The world stopped for the both of us.
When you asked if i still loved you .
I dont know yet.
Was my final response.

Neither of us was speaking.
Silence echoed through the depths of our hearts.
As i wondered of me being selfish without a valid reason.
You thinking maybe the love i had for you is fleeing.

You crumbled on the thought of whispering those words.
So your tongue did the talking by responding "maybe ".
That moment you realised it was over.
Your inner indecisiveness made me give up on you.

I had to stay afloat.
On the clouds of ultimate solitude.
Free from emotional attachment.
It was hard to face the reality of being responsible for you.

It was as if i was forced to breathe through somebody's pair of lungs.
To scratch the loneliness.
Out of my head.
Made to look through someone else pair of eyes.
So that i can't taste the blissful love you offered to me.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

😍😍🔥😍

I want to feel your breath on my shoulders and hear you laugh.
You can't imagine how much I want you at this present moment.
I love you.
But this pain of missing you that i am going through is absolutely worth it.
I can't wait to feel your touch.

I taste your name.
my tongue licks your scent.
The way my fingers follow trails you left on my body.
From the dripping corners down my chin.

Your are the only one who is worthy of my love and i could wait a lifetime for the most wonderful person on this planet.
You are my reason for living and my great love.
When i was not searching you fall right through my heart at the right moment.
I know i will never love anyone like i love you.
I would steal anything for your affection and i will right waste eternity of time with you.

My most wonderful moment is when you kiss and hold me tight.
It gives a feeling of being loved and taken care of.
Expressing our love with sweet words will make it grow even more.
You have my word that i have never felt anything like this for anybody before.
I hope with this letter makes you understand my penned down feelings for you of how much i love you and think of you constantly.
😍🔥😍🔥🌹🌹

🔥🌹

Saying love is difficult.
Saying sorry is even harder.
Saying goodbye is always possible.
Say leave at least every day.
Say come back not everyone can do that.
You can say love but is difficult to prove.

I love you with all my heart, body and mind.
My skin aches for your touch.
My mind needs your thoughts.
My ears can't live a day without the sound of your voice.
I shiver every time you let go of my hand.

My heart beats like crazy whenever i lay my eyes on you.
I assure you that this will never change.
Every little inch of my body is in love with you.
With everything that you are.
I am mesmerized by your laughter.
Your kind smile.
The way you gaze at me when you utter the words i love you.

Know that you are in my heart.
Distance is never barrier.
Whenever you tell me 'i love you' darling.
My heart starts beating faster.
Your love is like a melody for my heart.
As long as i breath i will never stop listening to it.
My heart beat if you knew how many times you come to my mind .
When i am in my dreams.
You're part of everything i do and think about.
I want you to know this will never change.
You send my burning love to heaven when you are around.
🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹

😊😊

I wrote this letter in an amazing mood with honest desire to become your man in reality.
I love to write and act.
Not to just dream about something.
I like to feel everything on reality.
I like to touch my dream in reality and you happen to be my dream.
Are you prepared for such a bold confession from me?

How many sweet minutes did you give me in my dreams.
But you pay so little attention to me here.
I dream of spending my time with you.

I do not know anything about you.
Noe i am happy having invented your tender attitude towards me.
Your sympathy.
Your love.
I don't want to destroy this imaginary world with reality.

Just think, i am not only still capable of love.
It turns out that I can be jealous.
For the first time in my life I'm jealous.
Because it seems to me many that a lot of guys are writing to you.

I want to be the only one.
Thats writes and sing for your heart.
How many chances are there to get to know each other.
How many turns in life a dream gives.
If after the next turn there is a cliff.
Then there is always an opportunity to go the other way in the next dream.

Any free minutes?
These are thoughts about our meeting.
I need you like the plants need the rain.
Dreaming about you makes life easier.
Dreams give peace and drives away fear, delight and grieve.
Bring a smile and better tears.

Running after memories.

What is so special about this?
I mean writing poetry?
Every day sending it to different strangers.
All over the globe and to unknown readers.

The truth is that I met someone on that day.
That is why I write every day of my life.
To seek refuge and grace at the same.
Pardon for every day mistakes.

To ask for forgiveness.
When I chose my career over our relationship.
Apologies for each daily mistakes that could be taken back.
To say sorry when I hurt her and did have the guts to own up to the problem.
Most of all to ask forgiveness when I brought woman to her house for my own entertainment.

To beg mercy when she was praying for my protection and safety in was busy lying with another woman.
To plead for a second chance for my in maturity.
I want to say sorry when I forgot to tell her how much I loved her....
Assuming me that she will remain with me for eternity.
But I was totally wrong.
When she passed away in lost all that time.

That why wise people usually say the time is now!
I'f you want to love do it now!
If you want forgiveness ask it now!
If you want a relationship go for it now!
Or else you will sing "in my time" and find your self regretting you missed chances.
To all you people out there in a relationship, call or send a message to your partner tell her how much you love them.
To all of you wanting to have someone in your love pray about it and have patience about it.
You don't want to rush into something  after getting married.
Then true love knocks at your door.

Cause there is no love that begins after marriage.
Love starts right now and it never ends.
When last did you utter the words 'I love you'
Cause all I have now is memories.
Running after them like an antlete.

We felt in love when we we're kids.
Our bond was unbreakable.
The feelings we had was out if these world.
But strangely we grew up apart.

The love kept growing stronger.
The bliss kept blossoming.
The fire made the passion to keep burning.
I could believe you waited for me.

Your mother request ed too much bridal price.
She had a stronger influence on you.
She whispered lies in your ears.
You were torn between me and her.
Eventually you choose her over me.

Now that you are getting married.
To the person you have zero love for him.
I lead you to your alter holding your hands.
Love will make you do strange things.
The love i had for you wanted to celebrate with you.
Although I died inside while I lead you to your groom.

I could just let you go.
Cause my feelings for you never perished.
The keep burning even now.
I wish I had a knife that can switch off what I feel for you.

I am stuck to move on and start a new life as well.
It's you that I only see.
I need your love to move on.
They say time is a healer of pain but it could not bring you back.
The fastest way to **** a person other than a bullet is to fall in love.
And have the one you put your hope, feelings and dreams to piece it and distribute to the entire world.

I love you and I gave you away to your new husband.
I was honoring your wishes.
The uniqueness of love us that the is no escaping it.
The only way is to go the dam and drown there by myself.
You left my heart bleeding on the ground.

you have moments, where you can’t imagine a future?
you’re lying there, staring at the
same walls,
same ceilings,
same words,

Same life passing by.
with nothing but the same old feelings-of
empty and pale,
like there’s no reason to love and be loved.
when you can’t even do enough to fail.
the future is bright as advertised, but i don’t want to be in it,

can’t imagine myself in it.
where you just want to stop and vanish.
everything.
and just sit there for a while.

maybe not love, as that’s too permanent,
but something close to it.
when you can feel the rope around your neck,
the razor on your wrist,
the way the pills taste.

you can imagine it, and you aren’t sure if it’s what you want,
or just the feelings you imagine it will give you,

I know you said to move on.
I tried to be fine with wading this weather,
But the love in my heart still tells me it's wrong.

Now, I'm not saying I'm resentful,
But you did treat me like I was special.
Lately has been so uneventful.
And I'm starting to think this isn't a game...

I get a little jealous when you look at other girls.
I know we're not together, but... You are my whole world.

I get a little jealous when you talk about them too.
It's because we're not together, but...
You told me that you liked me... You told me that you do.
That i was your moon at night.
I was a sunshine that could not fade away.

Now, I'm not trying to be weird, but call me, I'd give you my time.
Actually, I will give you everything,
Because I just want you to be mine and mine alone.
You are not a trophy or prize to be won.

When I got too lonely, I'd just stare at your photos,
Soundless replacements for you, who knows?

I let different girl's touch me.
Because I wanted to know and feel.
Even for a second
What it felt like to be loved.
Even if that love was cheap.
And it tasted like ***
Like the punchline to a joke.
I never got it because it was me facing the mirror.

I let different girls have different parts of me.
Parts that they didn't deserve.
But I offered up willingly, because I couldn't give anything else,

Because you broke me,
And I was looking for different fingers
To place different pieces and hoping.
That the outcome would be a masterpiece.
That maybe one of them would find a way.
To cover up the handprints you left all over me.

I let different girls touch me because I had to prove to myself.
that you wouldn't be the only one.
That the scars that mark my body wouldn't define my worth to be loved.
I am still not entirely sure that you aren't the only one.
Who could ever touch me.

I let different girls touch me because that is all I have been taught.
To be a joke,
To be silent,
To be ready to give until you have nothing left.
- I am hoping one of them will show me.
But they keep leaving me. and I am to scared to offer up anything more. than my body to get them to stay and feel the vibes that made my spinal cord move.

That made me overcome winter and loneliness.
Showed me that waking up next to you was the only glow one should have.
I loved more than you,
Sadly i got broken like a piece of bread.
I have turned into a shadow of a man waking to his grave.
Self love has disappeared from inch of my soul. 🌺🔥🌺🔥🌺🔥🌹🔥🌹

Mas

Locks are never made without matching keys?
Luckily for me you came.
You came in this world with a key that unlocks my heart.
You are the missing piece in the puzzle.
You are the master piece that unlocks the treasure.
Which is my only fragile hearts.🌺🌹🔥

I miss your eyes
Which look at me with tenderness.
I miss your hands.
Which make me feel protected.
I Miss your kiss.
Which kiss so sweet and gently.
I Miss your laughter.
When you do your face glow with beauty and gentleness.
I miss your hugs.
When embraced in them I feel warmth and love.🔥🔥🔥🌹🌹🌹