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May 2021 · 88
Venice
Oscar stuta May 2021
😍😍😍

Why did the blonde die in a helicopter crash?
She got cold and turned off the fan.
What do you call a blonde with half a brain?.
Gifted 😍😍

Dear my future bride.
I dream of the day when you and I will be alone together.
Imagine in the evenings alone together.
How i will take you a beautiful place where everything exists just for the two of us.

Those hours will be the happiest and most beautiful moment for us.
I want to plunge into your arms.
Forget all the world noise and enjoy your presence moments.
Do you think you could hold on and not kiss my lips?.

Don't you want to hold me in your bosoms?
If ever this happens.
It will be the happiest day of my life.
I will listen to your needs.
I will help to sooth your feelings after a long hard day..
I am ready to prove my worth to you.
Apr 2021 · 100
25 minutes too late
Oscar stuta Apr 2021
25 minutes too late πŸ₯°

My personality is constantly shifting.
I am the most humble i act different scenarios.
Different characters place in this world.
A piece of me i can share.
But while you hiding your true self.

I am over protective of my hear will not allow you to touch the surface.
Like an insecure girlfriend who knows the hiky.
First you flirt behind my back.
You just another one down the line.
You let me have left overs.

While the whole world had the best of you.
I turned my back on family and friends for you.
How could you play me like an instrument's?
Your name was drag me to hell.
What more did you wabt from me?
I gave you my heart and my time but i was not enough for you .

How did i end up falling for you?
Like a puppy i followed you into the pit.
You asked me if i liked when you cry?
But those crocodile tears where just a display of your cheating habit.
Did you ever considered my feelings when you lie and cheat?

Honey i am sorry?
Are you joking.
I took you in and sacrifice myself to slave for your happiness.
It clearly shows you choose to ******* yourself around.
Although my heart feels thankful when you hold it.
I wish you can just send me away to the grave.

Into the dagent i keep feeling sad.
You told your friends you don't love me.
You said you sorry it was a mistake.
Now i am here your undevoted feelings are for another man.
I figured maybe i always been a fool in love with you.

Like a *** you marinated me on the fire with deception.
You made me feel so insecure and weak.
You come 25 minutes too late.
Saying to forgive you and give your a second chance.
Go to the man that you whisper his name when you are sleeping ?
You find yourself calling for me.

25 minutes too late.
You knew this is the type of ******* that can **** anyone who love you more than life.
As i load this gun with 3 remaining bullets.
My pride will not allow me to deal with this anguish and betrayal.
My finally words to you.
Hope your consciousness will **** you like the day you put me second to the world.
You cry in the darkness alone and cold in this cruel world.
You just send me away to my ancestors with a bullet in my head.
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’
Apr 2021 · 68
Skeleton in my closet
Oscar stuta Apr 2021
'Skeletons in my closet '

We don't decide who makes our heart race.
The corners of your lips just upturn so suddenly.
Until the love fades away.
You start weeping.

You start causing your own doomsday.
With war and rampage.
Brings forth depression and tears.
You resent that you once loved and cared so much.
Then you finally melt into an illness.
Dripping into one after another.
Until you are unrecognizable.

The day i fall in love with you again.
It's the day you know you will live for ever.
Not in this life but in the love that I could not seem to grant myself it.
Which I can give you all of it.

I will make you cry and happy the same time.
You will cry tears of happiness.
Your happiness will glow in the sky cause my heart chosed you.

Honey bee you lied when you said you loved me😊

I had no course to doubt you about the rumours,
I rather continue hearing and bearing your lies.
Then to go on living without your love and you. 🌹

Another event is deserted and I am covered all over with emptiness all around me.

If you will not come back to me, they can bring the white linens down.
Close the coffin with a nail and use the soil to cover me with it. 😊

Why have i been your favourite all along?

Because with you i cannot seem to add or utter words.....

Wow really?? 🌹

Yes cause the way you show that you love me, that you care for me. You can't live without me is absolutely amazing 🌹😊😍
It melted my heart away each time i can a glimpse of you.
Your like a morning star shinning my day.
My moon that becomes gloomy at night.
You love is like the entire galaxy star πŸ”₯
Oscar stuta Apr 2021
Rainbow 😍😍😍😍

I want to sink in your gentle hands.
In your hot kisses.
I want to feel your sweet smell.
I want to look deep in your eyes.

I wanna feel you are really my woman.
I would want to feel your hot passion and love.

I am a sweetheart.
If you get a taste.
You will not forget the taste ever.
I am shy and inexperienced.
I want to get lost in your arms.
I want to kiss your lips and be mesmerized by them..
I wish we could unite and stop chasing a rainbow.
So that we can finally say to each other "my love".

To know me is to love me.
To love me is to know me.
To love me and to love my pets.
I need you to complement me.
Support me.
Understand me.
To make life and love so much better and easier.
Mar 2021 · 73
Be My Music
Oscar stuta Mar 2021
🌹πŸ”₯

Today i watched a movie about love it made think of you.
I will cook your favorite dishes for you.
You will be the best friend of my heart.
Every time you go somewhere take a piece of me with you.
I am ready for happiness this times around.

Every time i missed you i look at your picture and my heart always rejoice.
I once saw the most beautiful couple that had a few hours left to enjoy the time because one had a brain tumor.
It made me shared tears thinking if i had the same hours what can i do to keep you alive in my memory and heart.
Each day could be our last.

Decided that our home should be filled with happiness.
Honey if you feel the same tell me to stop writing poems for you.
Let's leave ourselves only with each other and our future.
If we put efforts to making it work it could be beautiful and smiles will fill our house with tears of joy.

Be my music.
Let the lyrics of your heart synchronize with my feelings.
I know i don't say it often.
I want you to know my opinions are still intact.
I love you with every fiber of my being.
I wish to spend the rest of my life beside you.
Caring and loving you immensely.
I love you yesterday.
I love you today, tomorrow and forever.
You are just simply the best gift ever gifted to me by Mother nature.
You're my happiness and sunshine.

I consider myself fortunate to have met a woman like you.
With whom the world has become more interesting daily to live in.
With whom i smile more often with.
I was gifted to meet you.
You are my necessary.
You give me support and tenderness.
You are my shoulder to drown my tears.
You are my long awaited rip that was missing.
Thank you for being my music.
Mar 2021 · 100
Revival
Oscar stuta Mar 2021
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

I recognized your touch from a thousand years ago.
I have recognized you among the world.
When your soul came to me late at night in a dream.
Gently with a special thrill kissed my lips.
Leaving a pleasant feeling inside after waking up.

I did it by gazing deep into those brown eyes full of tenderness and love.
It's magical.
It's incredible.
It's mesmerizing and for a moment I forgot how to breathe.
When my foggy mind after your sweet kisses illuminates the realization that is you.

The one amd only one my special and most beloved person I've been waiting for so long.
Touch, kisses and caress.
Be gentle and also passionate.
Inhale my smell desire and become over yourself not overbearing.

How nice is to fall asleep on the chest of a beloved person.
Do you miss this feeling?
Do you lack kisses?
You are alone and lack tender kisses and tender hugs.
I looked for you and find you lying in my bed.
You were never lost you just became isolated without my passionate love for you.
Mar 2021 · 84
My love.
Oscar stuta Mar 2021
Where do this road takes me?
My hopes and my worries leads me to where?
Make me an appointment in the middle of the dawn.
My love why is this heart feeling lonely?

Why does everything seem so distant to you?
The blizzards of separation may never reach out to us.
I wanna go through life with you side by side.
So that two destinations live in one harmony.

My love i feel good with you nearby.
There is a wonderful sign on earth that said..
To meet your love in the middle of the dawn.
Make me an appointment somewhere in the middle of hope and in the middle of the dawn.

Love is a complex feeling.
Difficult to find.
But very easy to lose.
Love is not an external feeling.
It is a moment of happiness.
I want that feeling of happiness.
I want to breathe deeply, i want to dance with happiness.
I wanna feel like a small child to enjoy every moment.
Give me this feeling of happiness.
Because my heart chose you to care for it. 😊😊😊
Feb 2021 · 109
Imperial
Oscar stuta Feb 2021
Imperial

One day i will not need love anymore.
I will not rise to open the door cause that sound i am hearing is all in my heard.
You loved him the way fragile kids love candy.
You wrote songs and letters about him.
You still sleep with his shirt  to smell the cologne on it.
Anxiety will not let me breathe.
Because i was a fool in love.

When i caught you cheating.
You made my heart bleed.
I attended a nearby funeral procession.
I joined mourners there to cry my heart out.
Than i realized i never loved you.
I felt pity for you and couldn't let you go.
You were suicidal and lost everyone close to you.
I did not want to see you in that dark place.
So i stay to keep watch on you.

It became a devil snare for me.
I got trapped in a situation where you always came first.
I tolerated your toxic behavior.
I had to support your childish trait.
Find myself accepting your drunkenness.

I really wanted it to be you.
I so badly wanted it to be you that i will walk with the the alter.
Until i understood i was never in your plans.
I was your cry shoulder in your darkest moments.
You had someone to entertain you daily.
Until you get bored and came running to me with your problems.

I was never a boyfriend in your eyes.
You loved me because i reminded you of your father.
So instantly i was a father figure you wanted to uplift you..

I loved you when no else did.
I sacrificed my sanity to se you smile.
I can't put into words what that did to my heart.
I was hurt so deeply that i thought i will never love again.

Now that the dust has passed and settled.
I found somebody to help me find myself.
Who appreciate and values my love for her.
I bought a dress and a wedding ring for you.
This person will wear them in your behalf.

I saw that's there's nothing painful like regret.
Wondering what could have been.
In this love month you are sending me messages for forgiveness.
I am preparing a wedding for myself.
I can't worry about spilled milk.
While i have a platinum in front of my eyes.

Finally i realized that i was never asking for too much.
I was with a wrong person to give me affection.
You were with me because i was your therapist.
I am with someone that love and support me whole heartedly.
You gave me a lesson in life..
That don't stay in a relationship because you are afraid of what will happen to another person.
Stay in a relationship because you are loved and appreciated.
Knowing someone out there is praying for you.
I am a living testimony of it.
I have found that one whonis os dearest to my heart and soul.
Feb 2021 · 68
Acrimony
Oscar stuta Feb 2021
Acrimony β˜„β˜„β˜„

Due to covid i kept my distance from you.
While i thought your new job was stressful..
Gave you much more than space to fix yourself..
How could you do this to me?

I sacrificed my time to keep you happy.
When you lost your loved ones i was there with you.
When people insulted you and said you were worthless i was there defending your honor.
Apparently the worthless one in your eyes was me.

You spoke in riddles and you said it like a joke.
But those were loopholes that needed to be filled.
While i was planning our engagement and to celebrate our two year anniversary.
You were celebrating a year relationship with someone else.

The liver you had to visit me and kept getting butterflies in your stomach.
They were all a smoke flame to get me out of the way.
Finally someone confirmed it that every time you came home you always had someone by your side.
You even said he was the last person love of your life.

So what was i too you?
A fall out guy.
Someone that has to be there for you in your dark days.
I applaud you for taking me for a ride.
You don't have remorse you kept calling me and making plans with me.
You don't know that all your cheating schemes have come to the lime light.

I even introduced you to my circle lately.
You were even excited to meet them.
But geez i was a dam fool.
You made me weak as clown.
Finally now that i know the truth.

I decided to drink all night.
But alcohol couldn't make me drunk.
I kept me anxieties feon it.
I remember everything and how awkward suddenly you were acting.
I can't sleep and something inside me is eating me a live.

Thinking about all the girls i turned down.
Thinking about the opportunity i let pass by so that i can support and show you love.
You don't have even an once of mercy to tell me its over and that you have moved on.
You keep coming back to me.

What is it that you want?
You said you always have to have options available.
Well since you don't want to meet me.
Let me write this letter and make sure since I am your option.
I am not going to confuse you anymore.

But letting you visit me ever again.
I don't want to be your friend..
Let alone to fix whatever you called what was happening between us.
I have never felt so hopeless.
Don't know whether to run or cry.

You stole my time.
You wasted my dreams.
You made me a laughing clown in your friends.
You made me a puppy in your family.

I used to read about it on social media.
That being cheated by someone you love more than life can make you lose weight in seconds.
Here i have become a testimony of it.
Life has no regrets.
Time waits for no one.

I regret that I can not get you out of my mind.
Your face linger in my mind..
You played me like a prepared soup Oprah.
I can't get out of bed.

When i look at the guy in your pictures.
I only pity you.
Because you will never get a love back from me even a second chance.
Its over between us.

Although the heart doesn't want to accept.
I made my mind.
To start again and find someone that will mend this broken man.
So that i can start to love again.
Jan 2021 · 92
25 minutes too late
Oscar stuta Jan 2021
πŸ₯°

My personality is constantly shifting.
I am the most humble i act different scenarios.
Different characters place in this world.
A piece of me i can share.
But while you hiding your true self.

I am over protective of my hear will not allow you to touch the surface.
Like an insecure girlfriend who knows the hiky.
First you flirt behind my back.
You just another one down the line.
You let me have left overs.

While the whole world had the best of you.
I turned my back on family and friends for you.
How could you play me like an instrument's?
Your name was drag me to hell.
What more did you wabt from me?
I gave you my heart and my time but i was not enough for you .

How did i end up falling for you?
Like a puppy i followed you into the pit.
You asked me if i liked when you cry?
But those crocodile tears where just a display of your cheating habit.
Did you ever considered my feelings when you lie and cheat?

Honey i am sorry?
Are you joking.
I took you in and sacrifice myself to slave for your happiness.
It clearly shows you choose to ******* yourself around.
Although my heart feels thankful when you hold it.
I wish you can just send me away to the grave.

Into the dagent i keep feeling sad.
You told your friends you don't love me.
You said you sorry it was a mistake.
Now i am here your undevoted feelings are for another man.
I figured maybe i always been a fool in love with you.

Like a *** you marinated me on the fire with deception.
You made me feel so insecure and weak.
You come 25 minutes too late.
Saying to forgive you and give your a second chance.
Go to the man that you whisper his name when you are sleeping ?
You find yourself calling for me.

25 minutes too late.
You knew this is the type of ******* that can **** anyone who love you more than life.
As i load this gun with 3 remaining bullets.
My pride will not allow me to deal with this anguish and betrayal.
My finally words to you.
Hope your consciousness will **** you like the day you put me second to the world.
You cry in the darkness alone and cold in this cruel world.
You just send me away to my ancestors with a bullet in my head.
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’
Dec 2020 · 57
Tanqueray
Oscar stuta Dec 2020
πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’

Troubles occurs easy when i am with you.
There's danger in your smiles.
There's pleasure right now.
How do you make this beautiful.
Don't wanna leave you never.
I need you here while its still day light.
Can't you see that in my eyes?

I didn't want to go to you.
I didn't want to go at all.
I just got out of the December days.
I did not expect you in my  one sided fate.
I barely know you, so why did we get all of December?

You don't call at all.
So why would i look for you?
Neither the wax in blue water.
Not the rain outside the window.
Nor the steel in the surface ofbthe sea do not predict you to me.
Even waiting for you is difficult.

In the silence in the endless fog.
In the tiresome passage.
I'm running away from you.
I like you, but i don't......

I wanna hold your hand in public places.
I wanna laugh at your silly jokes.
I wanna snuggle on the couch with you everyday.
I wanna gaze into your eyes and look deep within.
I wanna lay in your chest and vent my soul out.
Lastly i wanna kiss your lips until they become sore.
One thing i know i cannot control the time we have with each other.
But the love i have for you will be separated by the grave.
While i am with you these words you have to hear them when you sleep and wake up.
Because you are part of my heart.

I will build my life upon your love.
It is a firm foundation i am looking forward to it.
I will put my trust in you alone.
I will not be shaken by my insecurities and doubts about us.
Dec 2020 · 34
Coffee getting colder
Oscar stuta Dec 2020
..

If you look deep into my eyes.
You may see a sensitive romantic guy with lot of love to give.
So i want to discover your personality and to be part of your life.
Not just in social media world, but in reality..

I have an important message to share with you.
This man craves your kisses and dreams to be next to you.
Want me to say his name?

But firstly you should know that he might be crazy about you.
With him next to you may have endless and restless nights of pure love.
Is this what you looking for honey?

Desirable guy with lips sweet like honey.
Which will give you unforgettable moments and emotions.
Nothing left to do.
Except being with this man all the time and treat him precious.
So he can reciprocate the love back to you.

If you are waiting impatiently for this meeting filled with love and lust.
Then look at me honey.
I am the man which want to receive your cherished attention.
Sudden urge to be next to you.
Overwhelmed my all emotions of my being.
I am caught up by your affection!
Call my name, honey it's a name of your love.
.........
Dec 2020 · 34
Spring in my heart
Oscar stuta Dec 2020
😍😍

Where are you?
Where are you?
How can i find you in the hundreds worlds between which you wander.
Casting these unbearable glances at me?
How can i not confuse you with your reflection in a hundred mirrors.
In a thousand sharp fragments of mirrors?

You're almost gone.
I won't find you.
No matter how much i reach for you.
No matter how much I search for you.
Tell me where are you?
You can hear me and even want to answer.

But you don't know where you're.
So don't utter anything.
Come, lets keep quiet and look at each other.
It does not matter where you are, where I am, where we both are..

I believe that in this case the prospect of meeting you is a sufficient excuse.
As you ponder these words.
How surprised would you be to find out that you are looking forward to spending some time with me.
How you just start to get a deep pleasure from it.
Now that i have finally found where you are.
Dec 2020 · 38
Last tear drop
Oscar stuta Dec 2020
😍😍

You know, i dreamed about you today.
Mainly sweetheart.
Your hands, hugging me tightly,
Almost to the point of pain.
As if you are afraid to let go even for a second.

Your fingers entwined with my hair.
Your kisses...
You kissed me with an unthinkable greed.
Almost with anger attitude.

It did not matter what was around the universe, cities or people..
If only i could be with you right now.
Just for a moment.
To hold you tight.
So you know I'm there for you.

So that you can feel me even at the distance of ten thousand kilometers away.
You know, i don't want to know anything about what's going to happen.
I don't want to lift the curtain and see the future.

I just want you to be happy today.
Here and right now.
I want and will fight to victory for your smallest happy smiles..
Eveif it is fleeting away.
Because nothing is more important to me right now.
So that you can reciprocate with your love.
Before the last drop of tears take it all away.
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯🌹🌹
Nov 2020 · 34
Higher Love
Oscar stuta Nov 2020
😊πŸ”₯😍

What game are you playing dear?
Well to say that i do not understand what is happening between us is to say nothing!
I have always been the one and only.
You keep me waiting and wondering all the time.

Are you not serious about me or our relationship oris this not what you are looking for??
We can be the best couple if we only we both put in a little effort.
I am ready and willing, are you?

Just write me an answer and share your thoughts and plans about the future.
I need to know if i am part of your plans or just a passanger in your moving train.
You are often in my thoughts.
I am not the type to pursue a woman!
I am looking for mutual true feelings.
Waiting in anticipation for your reply.
Oct 2020 · 37
I am always right here
Oscar stuta Oct 2020
In a forgotten town settled over with ash.
I was searching for what i had lost.
Though you prayed with reddened eyes and hushed voice.
I was plugging my ears.

Rather than reach out lets hide instead.
We will point at the fructured skies.
Laugh with childlike eyes.
I will sleep here bathed in the light that peeks.

Through the gaps of the night.
Together with you.
Now lets get started.
Leave your sorrows behind.

Flowers of joy are blooming.
From you know where it is.
The light starts to illuminate the sky.
Towards where the clouds drift.
Hey. Darling i am not afraid of anything suddenly.
Because you are here with me.

Wipe away your tears.
It is the song of a new morning.
A blindingly bright shining.
Quiet melody of love.
Without any hesitation.
You reach out your hand.

Hope hovers over an eternal isle.
Towards you know where.
Thats bright sparkle starts to illuminate the future with your heart in it.
Over dried tears stains.

Falling in love with someone.
Its a trap engraved into our blood streams.
My desires are already all fired up.
Look there thing happen to our once pure hearts.

They get infiltrated and crushed.
Do not touch me!
Let me touch it, your heart.
Wrench it open
Punish yourself more for letting your heart go astray.

Your nerves give in one by one by falling in love.
Love and enjoy the tranquillity of peace.
I want to know everything you want.
Lets reach out towards our dreams.
By giving me all your love.
But please give it all to me.
They are no handcuffs to hold you back from giving into meπŸ’πŸ”₯πŸ’πŸ”₯πŸ’
Oct 2020 · 33
So confused
Oscar stuta Oct 2020
I dedicate this letter to my future beloved. 😊
At this stage of my life.
I can't even imagine where you walk.
Where you live in this galaxy.
But i know for sure that you are in this world.

My beloved best friend i am looking forward to you and you know about it.
Because you are also searching for me.
Our roads so far are abound to cross.
This will happen when we completely despair and stop looking for each other.

We will meet at the crossroads of fate.
Our hearts will tell us that this is the real last love. We will meet and never part with you.
No matter what happens in life.
Your tender and romantic lover 😍

Sorry if I am distracting you.
But I need your attention like air.. What for?
Because i want to know which woman is hidden inside this profile pic.
I wanna know you better.
To meet, hug and kiss your sweet dripping lips.
What will happen next will both decide on it.

What do you think about it?
Will you give me your attention or your are too busy for me?
But i will probably understand you.
Although I will still think about it often and a lot 😊😍πŸ”₯πŸŒΉπŸ’‹
Oct 2020 · 65
Dancing on my own
Oscar stuta Oct 2020
Its not all the time someone cares for you.
Never ignore the effort of love.
Once you found that special love never let go of it.
They will never be anyone like her.
Books were written for your name.
Slowly you become a piece of me.

Find me in entangle sheets.
Weep for me with love gesture.
Wipe out the tears of sadness in my heart.
Let not my fading love taunt you away.
In this crazy world you are my home.
Where i can heal my wounded and tired soul.

My greatest moments.
Have always been by your side.
right after i had give up on life.
You put all the pieces back where i needed them to be.
Like an oasis's for my deserted weary spirit.

In another life.
I promise i will find you.
Maybe i had love you in another life.
Without my subconscience realizing that.
Pulling me in various ways.
Until i found you to rest in my heart.
I do know that I've felt you more than one lifetime has allowed.
You come rushing in my life unexpected.
Like a dream fading away you become a reality.

You were that someone i didn't have to translate my soul for.
You were my love language inspiration.
My burden barring.
You were out of my side but never out of my mind.
I can inscribe my things about you.
Even this page could never be able to contain the beauty that's you. 😻πŸ”₯πŸ’
Oct 2020 · 35
Cruise
Oscar stuta Oct 2020
Let the music be romantic.
The wine be excellent.
Rose petals, the bed is strewn 🌹.
Well our tenderness is scattered in them.
I will untie the eyes with my mouth and press against you with my tummy.

Gather love with coloured roses.
You will admire me a lot.
I will give you holy pleasure.
You catch magical moments..
I won't let the beast caress sleep.
Happiness will pour on us and yourself.

Perhaps i am the very soul mate who will be your friend.
The love of your life you have been looking for.
So i am patiently waiting for you to have the courage to write your first sentence and click submit.
I am interested in everything about you.

I will console you in sad times.
Rejoice with you in fun times..
Yes i am here to become the most reliable and loyal person in your world.
I wanna look in your eyes and see in their depths only your unique light..
No matter how difficult times fall to our lot.
I want to always remain by your side.
Sep 2020 · 37
The Glance of your Smile
Oscar stuta Sep 2020
I don't know what happened that made me think this way.
But there's no excuse now.
Let me come out and say whats in my heart.
I love you with all my body and mind.
My skin aches for your touch.
My mind needs your thoughts.

My ears can't live a day without the sound of your voice.
I shiver every time you let go of my hand.
My heart beats like crazy.
Whenever i lay my eyes on you.
I assure you that this will never change.

Every little inch of my body is in love with you.
With everything that you are.
I love your laughter.
Your kind smile and the way you look at me.
When you whisper i love you.
Aug 2020 · 29
Tell me it's real
Oscar stuta Aug 2020
😊😊

I wrote this letter in an amazing mood with honest desire to become your man in reality.
I love to write and act.
Not to just dream about something.
I like to feel everything on reality.
I like to touch my dream in reality and you happen to be my dream.
Are you prepared for such a bold confession from me?

How many sweet minutes did you give me in my dreams.
But you pay so little attention to me here.
I dream of spending my time with you.

I do not know anything about you.
Noe i am happy having invented your tender attitude towards me.
Your sympathy.
Your love.
I don't want to destroy this imaginary world with reality.

Just think, i am not only still capable of love.
It turns out that I can be jealous.
For the first time in my life I'm jealous.
Because it seems to me many that a lot of guys are writing to you.

I want to be the only one.
Thats writes and sing for your heart.
How many chances are there to get to know each other.
How many turns in life a dream gives.
If after the next turn there is a cliff.
Then there is always an opportunity to go the other way in the next dream.

Any free minutes?
These are thoughts about our meeting.
I need you like the plants need the rain.
Dreaming about you makes life easier.
Dreams give peace and drives away fear, delight and grieve.
Bring a smile and better tears.
Oscar stuta Aug 2020
πŸ”₯πŸ€—πŸ˜»
Look i am not gonna bend the entire world.
As long my lady remembers me fondly thats all i need.
Because one day she going to be my legacy.
She got to be special though.

I need someone that's going to hold my hand and never let it go.
Someone that always going to love me.
No Matter what obstacles going to face.

I want her to love me so deeply that i am not afraid to show her how ugly i can be.
I want a woman to show myself to her.
I want her to show me scars i never knew i had.
I dont want her to make them go away.

I want her to hold my hand while i nurse them myself.
I need her to cherish the bruises they leave behind.
Someone thats not afraid to take a leap of faith with me.

Thats special someone who willing to defend me while i am not around.
Someone thats calls me and Angel send from above.
Because my love for her can never be treaded for a merely seconds temptation.
That her love is rooted deep inside my bones.
Her name can be calved inside my breath  
πŸ€—πŸ”₯πŸ€—πŸ”₯
Something for the soul
Aug 2020 · 38
I am not a deserter
Oscar stuta Aug 2020
😍πŸ”₯

I hope you get what you are looking for.
I hope you get the kind of love that makes you happier and stronger.
I hope you find something real.

That make you have children.
That makes you glow by the day.
Turns to a story telling at night.
That makes your smile whenever he is not near you.

Nothing is more beautiful than loving someone who loves you back.
That every effort you put in it.
Gets returned back with gestures and gifts.
The kind of love that flows even when you are sad.
When words randomly come to cheer another person.

The person that can light your heart.
Maybe i am that guy missing in the picture.
I am willing to be there to share this precious moments with you.
I am not a deserter but i am a lover in deeds 🌹πŸ”₯😍
Jul 2020 · 28
I see you too
Oscar stuta Jul 2020
😍😍πŸ”₯😍

I want to feel your breath on my shoulders and hear you laugh.
You can't imagine how much I want you at this present moment.
I love you.
But this pain of missing you that i am going through is absolutely worth it.
I can't wait to feel your touch.

I taste your name.
my tongue licks your scent.
The way my fingers follow trails you left on my body.
From the dripping corners down my chin.

Your are the only one who is worthy of my love and i could wait a lifetime for the most wonderful person on this planet.
You are my reason for living and my great love.
When i was not searching you fall right through my heart at the right moment.
I know i will never love anyone like i love you.
I would steal anything for your affection and i will right waste eternity of time with you.

My most wonderful moment is when you kiss and hold me tight.
It gives a feeling of being loved and taken care of.
Expressing our love with sweet words will make it grow even more.
You have my word that i have never felt anything like this for anybody before.
I hope with this letter makes you understand my penned down feelings for you of how much i love you and think of you constantly.
😍πŸ”₯😍πŸ”₯🌹🌹
Jul 2020 · 28
Show me heaven
Oscar stuta Jul 2020
πŸ”₯🌹

Saying love is difficult.
Saying sorry is even harder.
Saying goodbye is always possible.
Say leave at least every day.
Say come back not everyone can do that.
You can say love but is difficult to prove.

I love you with all my heart, body and mind.
My skin aches for your touch.
My mind needs your thoughts.
My ears can't live a day without the sound of your voice.
I shiver every time you let go of my hand.

My heart beats like crazy whenever i lay my eyes on you.
I assure you that this will never change.
Every little inch of my body is in love with you.
With everything that you are.
I am mesmerized by your laughter.
Your kind smile.
The way you gaze at me when you utter the words i love you.

Know that you are in my heart.
Distance is never barrier.
Whenever you tell me 'i love you' darling.
My heart starts beating faster.
Your love is like a melody for my heart.
As long as i breath i will never stop listening to it.
My heart beat if you knew how many times you come to my mind .
When i am in my dreams.
You're part of everything i do and think about.
I want you to know this will never change.
You send my burning love to heaven when you are around.
πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹
Apr 2020 · 44
Your side of the bed
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
On this day i want to do a confession.
I dream of being near you.
You are very nice to me and pleasant.

By the way you are gallant and beautiful..
Endowed with good strength..
Will you write me day and night?
I will wait with anticipation 😍

Touch your lips to me
I am dying without your warmth.
I want to soar into the sky.
As in a dream.
Only with you i'm flying into another world.
We will pass with you through time.
Let the planets and stars explode.

We'll tear apart the measurements.
Imagine... I hugged you.
Sat on your knees.
Captivating my affection
Slightly delaying time.
Imagine that i whisper to you.
Touching your lips slightly.
The fact that i want you.
To be by your side of the bed🌹😍
Apr 2020 · 46
How to be loved
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
If you are hurt.
I feel your pain and sorrows.
While you have problems.
I make them mine and your family problems become mine.
Then know you are loved.

When you start to have wrinkles.
I will be by your side.
When your grey hair feels like a wig.
I will love you eternally.
When you no longer able to do things for yourself.
I will carry you with pride in my back.
I will love you until you retire to no man land.

Cause the feeling I have cannot be put to words.
Cause with you I cannot thrive on bitterness.
Cause I know you love me with your whole being.
I am proud to utter this words to you.
Cause you gaze in my eyes taught me inspiring lessons.🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯
Apr 2020 · 43
Love like deep waters
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Her orchid eyes are glowing.
In flaming shades of blue.
So ardent is their blazing.
No well-turned word or phrasing describes their smilling, knowing in any way that's true.

Her voice is honey.
Singing she calls me to her side.
The words like gentle thunder.
Will draw me, pull me under as I am running.
Bringing the tender things I hide underneath.

Her form is like a craving in perfect, Perfect stone.
I stroke it with all the wonder.
My peerless, lovely plunder.
I am reeling, Starving.
To rest with her alone.

Her love is like deep water.
That flows from wooded glade.
A stream that's wide and rushing.
A swirling, dancing,gushing.
I feel my cheeks grows hotter within the glad cascade.πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯
Apr 2020 · 41
Melody
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
When I look in your eyes I see a love restrain.
I wrote a poem in my birth.
Another at my own burial.
If you wanna love me?
Honey don't refrain.

A melody of my confessions.
A drawing of my love To you.
A song for my charisma to your heart.
My own creation lived in your heart.

I see you with your platinum tears.
I gaze at your fragile hearts.
Never mind the pain we can still find the way.
Although memories live on.

I see you and I care for you.
I am a flower and you are the see.
Let me be with my memories.
Cause you will always be there keeping me awake.

I don't want to wake up one day and say.
I am in love with another woman.
All I want to do is hold you deep in my arms.
Cause you are the melody that I want to wake up next to.
Apr 2020 · 47
Harmony
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I break very easily
I am giving you my trust that belongs to a few.
I love you
It's a fact truer than true.

Our consciousness is only a whisper.
It becomes a melody of emotions.
Battling trust and betrayals within.
Thinking of ways to be free from all of it.

Trying to immortalized emotional pain.
The wickedness of reticence.
I hate to be in love with you today.
As I find my lips sealed with silence.

I write hellos and goodbyes.
I bid with my heart
Only to reap sadness and loneliness.
Why would I plant a seed of my heart?
Only to be paid with misery.
Apr 2020 · 47
Every day
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Do not forget.
But until then.
On how true beauty.
Comes from within.

From the sparkles of your eyes.
To the pitch of your laugh.
Even the colour of your hair.
Someday I will love you.

I will love every part.
From every wrinkles.
To every crinkle.
But honey listen.

They will try to tear you down.
To make you frown.
To make think you're not worth it.
To be cherished daily.

From the way you walk.
To the way you talk.
You will be mocked for it.
Don't pay attention to it.
Cause the can never fill in the shoes you wear with pride.

From your weight.
To your height.
You are just perfect for me.
You are all wonderful to me with those scars.

One day you will see.
The beauty I see in you.
The way you were created.
So beautiful and perfect in every angle.
🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯πŸŒΊπŸ’πŸ’Œ
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I felt affection for you.
I adore your beauty daily.
I worshipped you day and night.
I cared for you on your weak moments.

I was partial for you only.
I was keen to give you more chances.
I was fond of your behavior.
I was evolved with because of your charms.

I fancied you the minute you walked inside the room.
I was attracted to you by the way you spoken.

I was devoted to the way you handle yourself.
When I was near you the passion got awaken.
You were so dearest to me.
Your lips tasted like honey comp.
Your fondness destabilized me completely.
You sweet words gave me into you for good. πŸ“πŸ’ŒπŸ”
Apr 2020 · 50
Anniversary
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
It took only for your lips to rest on mine.
My life improved every minute by the day.
My heart could not decide for me.
The dream was still haunting me.
When I whispered someone stole my heart.

You kept on smiling and you asked who it Was?
It was the girl that saved me from drowning.
I could see his face crystal clear but was this a dream?
As you pushed me to the deep water and kissed me.
I believed it was real.

You were the one who stole my soul.
You were the one I keep falling in love with all over again.
When our lips met I knew.
That you were the one for me.
You gave away you immortal life to be mine.

I sacrificed everything I have so that we can be together.
When you asked me to marry you.
I was stunned like a frozen food.
But tears told me I want to do it.
I always want to be close to your heart.
Cause you are every fibre of my living body.
I could be here without you the girl of my dream.
That's rescued me from slipping away.πŸ”₯🌹🌺✈
Apr 2020 · 53
Who is this
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Why am I so quiet?
There is a storm brewing in my heart.
When I spoke you interrupted me.
My voice is soft and supple.

Your interruption are so predictable i've stopped trying.
I am worried what you may think of me.
Anxiety makes my mind blank.
My tongue numb.
Sometimes I want someone who will listen. (Really).

I don't want to be noticed.
I just want to be appreciated.
What if I had fallen on my knees.
On a cold iced water and I could not breathe.
Screaming on a top of a mountain.
Asking for a chance to move on.πŸ’ŒπŸ”₯πŸ’ŒπŸ”₯
Apr 2020 · 57
Is it amnesia or not
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Knock! Knock! On the surface of your heart.
I am still are one that promised you heaven.
Willingly to fulfill your dreams.
I am still the one you heart lingered for.

Now I am hopeless confused.
The is someone you has captured you.
Now I gave you become you stalker.
People  have turned you against me.

Still the one who gave you butterflies in you stomach.
The one who sang you melodies before you sleep.
But your smile . . . . Still smelt my heart away.

I don't know if it's amnesia that made you forget me.
Did rumours play to your head that you abondened me.
You uttered that I am obsessive towards you.

My prize possession I have given you space and time over and over.
When I reach hight of loneliness I just gaze at our photos.
Wondering what happaned in a week that I was out on a work training.
Now I am unable to delete everything that's yours.
Cause the feelings and love I have for you wouldn't let me.
I am not trying to be weird of have stalker vibes let's just reach out to each other.
To find the cause of the problem we are having.

I feel like you mugg me off.
That you had no choice but to do it.
Truelly we are both weird and crazy.
Is it an amnesia or a fake one.πŸ“πŸ”πŸ“πŸ”
Apr 2020 · 45
Fear
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Need you . . . .

In the dark, lonely night
I needed you.
So I kept waiting for you.
But you were busy.

With other in your circle
Now you asked me?
Why I have turned into a cold person.
Cause you wasted my time.
Alone every day praying for your safety.

Yes I get jealous
The only difference  . ..
You call it" possessiveness "
To me its fear of losing you.πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯πŸ’Œ
Apr 2020 · 40
Italy
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
It's you.  . . .  
I am glad I got to know you.
Cannot get over your smile.
This probably looks boring.
But there is just so many things I can't explain when I am in your *****.

As I write these lyrics .
You are always the one I think about.
Get inspiration from your eyes and smile.
There is nothing that can be better than that.

Why I love you this instance.
Thinking about it I am glad it's not a dream or myth.
You are a true reality for me.
There are so many things I am thankful for,
I count you as one of those.

When I compliment you.
Your constant smile always leave me weak on my knees.
You got a valuable smile.
I can stare at it until sunset.

Your body gestures stunned me all the way through my spine.
I get lighter every time I hugged you.
It's as if I should beg you daily to stay longer.
I will never let you get away from me.
You have captivated me will your warm embrace.

You started drifting through my mind.
When the first time I gazed at you.
That's when I knew.
This feelings grew stronger when I was surrounded by you.
Every thing felt like climbing a mountain each time.
You melted my heart away.
In a glimmering way melted honey for your your love.πŸŒΉπŸŒΉπŸŒΉπŸ’
Apr 2020 · 43
The can only be one
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
πŸ”₯πŸŒΉπŸ€—

Highlight the lines that makes you feel something,
Get me a book as a gift,
Your favourite book.
Make a note on the passage that make you laugh.

Mark down the things that make you cry.
I wanna see exactly what kind of a person you are.
Let  me read what makes you special and unique.

There is an art in your heart.
Painting pictures when I lat down.
Singing lullabies,
There is a poem I  your tongue.
It taste like honey when I kiss you.

You are my jaded eye.
My tortured steroids ,
I hear whispers when you dont talk to me.
They can only be one for my heart.

I chose you above the running train.
You make me blush in my dreams.
You take away my sorrow and sadness.
With the tip of you smiles I see heavens. πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹
Apr 2020 · 49
Blue moon
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I take a glance.
escaping from her.
I see my darkest dream.
As i become a captive in her eyes.
Cause her spell has imprisoned me.

That has become an oasis's of lost love.
Splendid of osmosis of her moon.
It glimmers blue in the night fall.
Lonesome felt like a midnight train moving away.

You turned out to be a potential paseing lover.
Your persistence showed you were worthy.
But you seduction was poisonous.
It captures the mind and failed the heart.

Blue moon you love sting liked a bee.
It could kiss anyone and made them feel the pain.
But for those who missed the opportunity of feeling the kisses.
Their hearts will forever remain lonely. πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯
Apr 2020 · 41
Shallow
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Unimaginable love.
A love that sheds joyous tears.
Look me in the eyes tell me what you see.
A perfect paradise or a torn in between.

You keep and hallow me.
When i take a gun and it turned into a flaw diamond.
Its better than an angel with a rotten heart.
Cause the love will be extinct.
In the process i will be a bad lie that got trapped.

It heals without scars.
Heaven became a bliss for not erased memories.
Now i am a scared to see what lies beyond the door.
Scared of letting go my teenage immaturity.
I cant be what you need me to be.

I am afraid for who will stay and go.
I'm a lamb that has been roasted for a feast.
When reality come banging on the door.
Will the devil answer.
Or can my emotions return to me once more.
Can i be redeemed from my hopelessness of loving.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Apr 2020 · 43
Drawing
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

Paint me a picture of your smile.
Or sizzle and blush like your cheeks.
When you start to fall for me.
Is it love or your emotions intertwined?

Does it melt when you hear my name?
Can it taste like dreeping honey syrup?
Draw me a piece of your skin.
Does it bronze beneath the surface of your sun.

I dread the day i could get out of bed dreaming about you.
When i loved the darkness you were in.
The day i cure you of insecurities.
When you skin glowed  you were angry and sad.
I just knew waking up with you in my mind was a cure for my life.

I am sitting alone and all i smell is your fragrance.
Small music playing in the background takes to the moment i took you dancing in that raining day.
Sadly memories are hard to fade away.
We created a dream of our love.
I could have given you keys to my heart.
Made you a mother of ny new happily home.
πŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸŒΉ
Apr 2020 · 38
Meet me half way
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
πŸ’Œ

The world stopped for the both of us.
When you asked if i still loved you .
I dont know yet.
Was my final response.

Neither of us was speaking.
Silence echoed through the depths of our hearts.
As i wondered of me being selfish without a valid reason.
You thinking maybe the love i had for you is fleeing.

You crumbled on the thought of whispering those words.
So your tongue did the talking by responding "maybe ".
That moment you realised it was over.
Your inner indecisiveness made me give up on you.

I had to stay afloat.
On the clouds of ultimate solitude.
Free from emotional attachment.
It was hard to face the reality of being responsible for you.

It was as if i was forced to breathe through somebody's pair of lungs.
To scratch the loneliness.
Out of my head.
Made to look through someone else pair of eyes.
So that i can't taste the blissful love you offered to me.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Apr 2020 · 48
Promises
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
You see tears.
That i failed to cry.
You'd see the demons
That consumed my head.
I failed to free them.

Finally my heart will be revealed.
That still bleeds and bleeds.
You will see the face I've failed to show back then.
You will be able to read a book that you never wished to touch or read again.
Cause of all the failed promises .

I wished your heart were not made of stone.
So that my words couldn't hurt you.
Hoped you were cold as ice.
Then maybe i will not be this lonely.

But you are only flesh and bones.
My words have left you bleeding.
You heart has been reaped apart .
Its a wonder its still beating.
Of all the failed promises to fulfil.

I will fix the broken heart.
Some how glued back together.
What we shared is in the past.
Time to write a brand new chapter.

You made up your mind.
Give me your final answer.
It may never feel the same.
It'll bare this scar forever.
You have failed in your vain promises.

But i am not angry or bitter.
I'll be strong ,I'll be alright.
Pity i cant turn back the clock.
Though i am not hard as a steel.
In time my heart will find peace  . .  And heal in time.
Apr 2020 · 57
Clear star
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
You were the moon  
Dancing among the stars.
Radiating in the blue sky.
The shadow that waxed and waned.

Like a full moon .
You shone brightest.
Without me by your side.
When she the moon .
She became oceans wave.

When her voice is a song.
She is thundering tempest.
Sweet caress in a melody.
How could i think i will be ever enough for you?

Ah for a mere second .
You turn me into a believer.
I believed in romance between Queen and mormon.

A speck among stars.
Of your universe so vast.
A love to final last.
But it cannot be uttered by mere words.
Only actions can save this drizzles.
Apr 2020 · 48
Its okay
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Its alright
Sometimes the sun does not shine .
And Its alright
There's time
When my nights are lonely and gloomy
Its alright .
My life aint great sometimes I just need a date with him
But its alright.


That is my own heart lingering.
But its alright
I got a bright new head start.

My ownlove.
Gives me glitter of blush. and Its not an ordinary butterflies crush and i am alright.
Cause my sorrows fades away.
Gazing through the soul of his eyes.

With his words
She holds me tight
Im his baby girl.
With his lips my whole body surrender to him.
Resting on his chest all my insecurities vanishes.
He's its alright.

Without his tender kisses i am in vain.
His dark brown eyes tell me i am the only one.
His dimples smiles at me and i feel the love is ours
But its alright.
Apr 2020 · 80
Love tears
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Her breath tranquilised my soul.
This glutton glass is filled.
Her smile is all over.
Half consumed by need.
Half filled with wine and love.
Blood rising to the lips.
Flooding my head with her thoughts.
She can never read.  . .
she is filled with love tears.

I think of the moments we gently stole.
From a curious eyes of crying soul.
Fiding the universe in our palms and we stare it unfold.
Driving the distance to escape our own.

Her thoughts and i,
Waiting for someone.
We stay awakened.
Hoping for something to numb the heart in sorrow.
Needed to tending.
With a pinch of divine and that platinum lining.

Seeing the empty seats in a car.
Is taken by her absence .
Her memories warm the gear shaft.
Without our fingers twined .
Is bare striped of our nakedness thoughts.

When rain comes to me.
It floods my inkheart.
For a drizzle noon.
It is parked within .
Behind a sheet of rain and ink pouring out.
Our tongues were mating.
Like lost out love puppies.
We could shed love tears. πŸ”₯🌹🌹🌺
Apr 2020 · 56
Gone too soon
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
When i first saw you.
You were lying alone in bed.
I watched you praying in silence.
I asked myself whats happening?
I heard whispers in the corridors that you have limited time.

I stole your numbers from the information desk.
I drove the whole day questioning myself.
How can a beautiful creature like you deal eith that.
I return to drop you flowers .
But you were sleeping.

I gather courage to call you everyday.
To check up on you.
To take you out and travel with you.
Filled my heart with joy.
I knew you were alone in this battle.
Seeing you smile and appreciate my gesture i inew it was never enough.

I should have entered the room that moment you were praying.
I should have cried with you in silent.
I could have hug you and promised everything will be alright.
How stupid of me i did not grab the opportunity.

When you kept on postponing the news you wanted to tell me.
I knew you brain tumour had taken its tall on you.
I did not want to face this alone.
I wanted the chance to be part of you.
When i arrived with two tickets to Paris and flowers.
I saw people crying in the room.
I felt faced down with shock.
I was too late to spend another minute with you.
You were gone too soon my Queen. πŸ˜¦πŸ˜¦πŸ˜¦πŸ’ŒπŸ™€πŸ™€
Apr 2020 · 109
Next level
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Packed in vials sublimeΒ 
Untouched pure in timeΒ 
Their base Property lyrical,

Reactants , The Thoughts and Emotions,Β 
To balance the emotional equation,
Poetic are the words omniscient,

Combustible the thoughts, fragile the emotionsΒ ,
Cold storage processed, refilledΒ 
Magnanimous, distilledΒ 

take my outstretched hand,
when you feel so painfully uncertain
when you can't hold back your tears,
when you're screaming inside,
and gripped by your darkest fears.

when your spirit is weeping,
seems there's no comfort in sight,
energy depleted too weary to fight,
if you've depleted your blessings
and the box lays bare
and angels are no longer there.

If you feel you have no value,
to most you're just there
just a shadow of a person,
can't bring yourself to share,
no point in talking
just deeply,

to find a solitary place to hide,
shut out the noise block out the light,
lie anxiously in wait prepare for the flight
into the deep and endless night,
you don't have to go there alone.

i'll try not to falter or stumble
though unsteady shaky I may be,
we both may take a tumble
but we'll get back up you and me,
next time we'll be stronger,Β 
though bruised well.

should writeΒ 
About how I lied and got away with it,Β 
How you got caught with
Your hands tied and no one to blame.Β 
About how it was over before we waved the white
Flag, and I know what it means now
To hold onto a sinking ship.

I've never had anything to die for.Β 
I should speak about how I've never wanted
Something so much that I devastated it completely.
We loved in harsh conditions, under sun and darkness and
I don't know how to talk about howΒ 
The love didn't save us.Β 
I don't write about letting go as much as I need about,

Holding on, and I want
That to change.Β 
I don't want to write hurt just to feel it.Β 
The next lyrics I scribble about you  will be
About me.

About how I held on and how I let go.
It won't be about your love, it will be aboutΒ 
Mine. It won't stop me from hurting, but
It is how I make it out
Of my love alive.

what hurts because I think it willΒ 
Stop me from hurting. If I put these words onΒ 
A page then they will be easier to digest.Β 
Poetry isn't curative by creation, it is
Just confession. Still, these remedial
Lines are what I turn to when I am holding
Too much in my hands.

Right now, I feelΒ 
Like I am overflowing onto the ground below me.
For the first time,Β 
I don't want to write about what hurts. I want
To keep it inside of me and let it burn me. I want
To carry it in my palms for as long as I can.
About how we've said goodbye soΒ 
Many times that it turned into a threat, a weapon
We made with our tongues.Β 
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Apr 2020 · 45
You are worthy
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
heart of mind onceΒ 
I'm slowing down nowΒ 
Gone and got myself married.
This so wonderfully.
would be drowning, my head under completely
and my oxygen quickly depleting.Β 

If confusion was cold,Β 
My fingers would be numb and I wouldn't even
have a coat to ward off the freezing.Β 

If youth was you,
It would be slipping away by the second,
And I can't get a hold to stop it.Β 
I'm shivering to the bone,Β 
and can't keep a hold on.
But, this is only a poem

late at night, i lie awake
thinking of things i should have said
all the mistakes i've made
and signs i should've read

then think about what i can't live without
you, front and center in my mind
sometimes it feels like halfway love
almost, but not quite

still, parts of you make me whole.
i think of love letters that weren't torn up
feelings of blue and green

when i'm without you
blank page, artless innocence
i realize how dependent i've grown to you
and feel the need to create a distance.Β 

but still couldnt forget you,
number five

Me who loved everyone of youΒ 
but you left me wanting more,
was being loved.
but not anymore.

Show me you are different.
Show me you will not leave bruises on my throat from holding me close to you too tightly.
But show me you want me.

tell me, not my inner thighs.
Because I want to show you I want this.
I want to be there when you look at the sunset and realize it is the most beautiful thing on this earth.

I want to be there when it is hard to breathe because sometimes this world only does bad.
Show me you want this too.🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯πŸŒΉπŸ“
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Tell her how gorgeous she is,
She is not broken, cannot be fixed.
Only lost hope that she matters in this world.
Grab her on her waist pull her close and kiss her.
She's beautiful still with her broken smile.

Although she hides her scars behind the make up.
She's worth the effort and fight.
You can try to make her worthless she has rhe strength.
Cause her humility can draw you close to her.
She is not one in a million she is the only one.
Purely for my heart i cant wait to make her my bride.

Whether its the impossible odds or the rain.
Her neck can be caressed gently.
I kiss her in the forehead cause i touched by her strength.


whether in a picture or sat against the sea
as a cloud she floats gently above me
the currents and the streams.
her neck where sections sit
the way her necklace rests ever so delicately
her soft brown skin
through all this .
I am touched in so many ways.


whether its a mirror or stood against the sky
as the music the cosmos makes in our silence
the stars and the planets
her neck where moons beam.

the way her necklace follows her collorbone
through all this space,
whether its gravity
and we are in every moment as we are together.

our quantum dancingΒ 
the way her necklace falls so gracefully into place.
through all this give her love and compassion.
Cause she is a beauty
With her broken smile.
After all she is a hirls with dreams.
That needs a support structure.
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