What happens
when I'm not
worthy of this love
we share?

Does that spell
doom and
disarray for our
duo?

Or does it
only mean I've
overlooked all the
obvious things?

Soulmates.
Do You
Believe in them?
A bond so strong.
Stronger than life and death.
Holding people together better than "love"
That human folly we claim to find and then
throw away when "it's time"


I...
I don't know if I want to believe in soulmates.
because I either chased mine away
or haven't found her yet.

BUT

if you were my soulmate,
then I'll be waiting for you.

Y o u  E v e r  J u s t  W a n t  T o  B r e a k  Y o u r  O w n  N e c k  ?
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because... Something... I guess... Keeps... Interrupting... my thoughts...?
M a y b e  T h e y r e  R i g h t  I  M u s t  B e  C r a z y  U n l e s s  I t s  A l l
justinmyheadlikeIthinkitwasbeforeItoldeveryoneabouteverythingha­ppeningin
my head... (Wanna know a secret?) ███████████████████!
O r  M a y b e  Y o u  W a n t  T o  F i n d  O u t  W h y  I  D o  W h a t  I
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That reflect everything (Were you listening?) [Because I wasn't] {But I was}

When I threw away my dreams.
Tossed away;
Discarded.
saved for a rainy day

When I came back home.
Found myself;
Changed.
A new start

The Divorce.
Two houses;
No home.
nothing will change

Glad I'm Almost 20.

I fly on borrowed wings
I stole from an angel
But now you call me yours
your guardian angel


I'm not sure what to think about that
because I thought you were mine
my beautiful angel
someone who cares

so which is true then love?
Are you my guardian
or am I yours?

I guess we'll see who gets hurt this time
won't we?

My jumbled
twisted,
messy
thoughts look something like this:
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I think I like it

Somehow you found a way
to cut through my inferno of pain
and find the icy source of all my grief

Broken heart.
Bleeding arms.
Battered soul.

You saw these things, and didn't shy away from me.
And I still can't find the words to tell you
exactly how I feel.

Sometimes, I look back at all the things I've done

and I sit.
and I wonder.


And then I think of you.