i wanted you to love me on purpose.

Will we ever leave this page of hypothetical love?

I grew up knowing what my future held
My dreams crushed by aspirations
I didn't care.
But why
It seems
On the eleventh hour
Do I forget everything.
I don't know what I want anymore.
Please if it's one thing
Don't follow the crowd.
That's it.
Now I walk in a room full of forgotten friends
What happened in these past years?
Just
Don't let
Life slip through
My fingers.

lonely nights never bothered me
because thoughts keep good company
I’d rather be homeless
than hopeless

I prefer you over sleep
Your dark brown eyes engulf me
Keep talking
Drowned out my enemy's
I prefer sad faces
Over bright smiles
I'm attracted to broken people
So why can't I love myself?
Drape your black hair over my pillow again
Make these thoughts go away
I prefer you over sleep
I prefer music over nicotine

I simply think you're gorgeous beyond description.

I have this feeling
I think I lost something.
Or never had it at all.
Did it slip pass me as I daydreamed of tomorrow?
I need someone
A person who knows,
What happiness is.
Rid me of this confusion
Take me on a long drive.
Somewhere new,
Somewhere you knew,
And teach me
How to live.