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Tori Barnes Jun 2018
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with you
it's slow like the syrup I
drowned the waffles
my mom used to make on
Sunday mornings in
the way you tilted me sideways
and let my sighs build up on the
plate’s edge only to drop me
at the last second
and let the puddle settle
before tipping me once again
Tori Barnes Jun 2018
open eyes, swing legs
over the bed’s edge, time to
wait till night     again
Tori Barnes Jun 2018
10 pm in front of Chipotle
and you said, this is my [rusty] Chevy [something],
which had a radio that played exceptional static
for us to tune out on the trek to Mount Washington.

It was raining, but we had already driven all that way
and so we stood outside anyways
in the low hanging clouds above Pittsburgh.

I said, I’ve never been on a date
         with a girl      before.

And you said, is it everything you thought it’d be?
And with that

we decided to see who could throw a rock the farthest
[which you won]
and who could name more constellations
[which nobody won, because there
were no stars in sight on that Tuesday night].

Then the couple next to us left
and a new one arrived
and the blanket of fog temporarily lifted
to reveal the UPMC logo.

We watched as the number of tiny office lights
diminished, looking a little bit like an end of the world
power outage in slow motion—

and we silently shrunk in the weight of the moment
as the Earth turned and dragged the seconds along,
and the water of the Allegheny and Monongahela
merged into the Ohio the way our bodies connected at the hands;
two posterchildlesbians showing a city
how
         to
                     fall
                                 in love.
first date magic, a homage to a tony hoagland poem i once read
Tori Barnes Jun 2018
My girl has the gravity of Saturn
Endless layers I have yet to discover
Her eyes, a smeared palette of every color
A surface it’s easy to get lost on
One large ring I often fantasize about
Wearing on my finger
my first girlfriend
Tori Barnes Jun 2018
To be honest
I’m not sure how it happened
For as slow as it came
It went — life, I mean.
All about routine
Nails cut, hair straight
Shirt tucked in
Spent waiting to die
Tori Barnes Jun 2018
Through the summer hail
I can see her from my chair.
Pulling back her hair, curtains,
searching the storm for something
she can’t find in her
marriage.

First, it was the nakedness that caught my gaze
but it was her face that refused to release;
the way she carried every trauma
in the oversized bags beneath her eyes, and the
realization

that could be me one day
or you
naked on a Thursday in your
kitchen knowing **** well a 19 year old girl
is watching you watch the storm but
not doing anything about it because
it’s the most exciting thing that has
happened all
week.

— The End —