if you leave me alone,one day
and your mind takes another way
your heart reminds you not to delay
and your feet tells you not to stay,
i don't know what i will say
maybe i will scream like yebabaweee

if you ever push me away
and you opt to run away
my eyes will become a river of much tears
and they will stack where they will smear
your beatiful words will never leave my ears
i will fell my spine cracking like gears
and my arms will be shivering with fear.

if our ways turn black
and our relationship seems no coming back
our memories will never leave my mind
such beautiful symphonies of super kind
they'll never be blown in me with wind
because
you have immersed deeper in the entire me
i will have no chance to stop
the lovely you
over
the haunted me.

I am circled with awesome seeming symphonies
L ying my mind that nothing's special
O wing my heart an apology for these feelings
V ery hard to stop these
E mpty beautiful nothings
Y awning,overthinking,loosing sleep
O h God plz make me have some strength
U hmm strength,power and confidence.

And my feelings are here only
To Feel your hearbeat
body only to be with you
hands only to touch you
Voice only to talk to you
Eyes only to stare at you
Arms only to hold you
Words only to make you happy
I'm here for only you.

When did  all crumble?

When did relationship became
A gamble?

When did all snuggles
Became struggles?

And  those cuddles
Became pain bundles,

And those kisses
Became awful hisses,

The better caring
Became the bitter missing

When did depression take
The stage?

And Anxiety dance with
epic courage,

When did Sorrow croans trying to hide
its savageness,

And Loneliness lavitate freely
like
An eroded bird from its cage,

When did your break up became
A make up?

If the day seems
A longing
A wish for the sun to shine
A throat to deal with red wine
A prayer for God to make
This day not be your deadline.

Sighs,
Breathings,
Or maybe suffocatings
Might feel the place

If the day seems
A crying
The time is running
And your toughts are escalating
From your inner they are
Smearing on your face
As they harden your skin
And pervade your way.

Whatever the day seems to you
It is another day
Another battle,
Another sad day
Remember!
Another happy and fun day
Remember.