Going offline byeeee

I was young and he was too and I don't understand why he said that no I don't understand some people even asked me do you understand why he left don't see why it never gets you is he was not here she never really fell in love with you that's what they will tell him and then he will ask me if it was true and I didn't know I don't know why but that's why I was rejected I was he wasn't he thought he had his life pathed out be done with me don't mention it when you talk to me I'm just I don't know I guess I'm just rejected R E J E C T E D...

He was perfect
Josh McClain
19 kind fun
And he was into me
He said he was in love
With my walk talk and at the time my purple and orange hair i wasnt falling for it he was so meant for me but two days after meeting him he was in a car crash hitting a car in front of him causing a casscade of cars to pile and crush him underneath he died November 24,2014 to days after my birthday.That's why i traveled the world to visit his grandparents in boston and his mother and father in arizona i lied im sorry the arizona boston thing wasnt for fun it was for his remeberance party i lied cuz i was,depressed im sorry thats why im more mature because thats what he wouldve wanted i need more support now more than ever

The ghosts that follow me aren't happy they're sad And depressed discouraged from right to left they don't care what your gonna say they couldn't care less the demons in all of us are working in our eyes making sparks fly And making the earth wither And die but these ghosts shall never cry cause according too me they only ever sleep in a pool of hatred And devourment but not only are they ghosts they're spirits that **** us all And will let us crash,fall And burn in a demension of another kind.

Roses are red violets are blue I don't know if I still can love you but I do!


Hey people I'm back I know it has been forever but I have been sooooooo busy but I misssed yall and I hope you missed me my heart is always with you guys I'm back!

Hi guys. I'm tired *** to go bed here soon




                Love my followers byezz
             T-zgold

You you you and you
you are always in my
space and then again
in my space so go
away before the
police arrive you
better get the hell
out of here or go jump in the water and swim
Across the country to someone
Else and cheat on em like.
you did to me you *****ing
******* me life up now get out
Of mine before I cause real ****

He was loved by all
By me by brother
By sister by mother
By lover by daddy
But now he's gone.
I miss him it was
Sudden he died at
Just after 1 it was my
Birthday november 22
after the birthday party
Ended I found out the news
My papa was gone
I broke down in tears
Went to bed came out the
Next morning afraid scared
And hopeless but soon I will
Be back to normal but forever
I will know him as a
*good man

When people compliment me.
           I dont know what to say because people are almost always way to kind to me!



     I want to thank yo all for being an amazing help to all of me



     *making me smile


making me happy


thank you for being there for me

    i appreciate you all

You used to be beside me,
when I walked these lonely barren night time scened streets.* **I can be cut away from the world seperated from hapiness but I will never fall no matter how hard you push me.

He doesn't talk to me even though he's my friend he may not like talking with me I don't know the true answer I doubt he ever willI secretly am falling hard or him and he doesn't know and if he did he probably wouldn't even care about me.

I have been acting more mature since going to different states I have been rejected by hot men in those states and told I was certain words so bad not shareable on HP due to the fact their may be children online I learned that adventure is meant to be spent on your own or it isn't as adventurous and falling in love is an adventure but should be experienced when one isn't depressed or hopeless but when the time is best such as when adventures are complete I think that everything by men and abuse i have received was intentional but it hasn't effected me it's made me stronger so strong to tell those men to go where they shouldn't want too I think going to different places in the world made me realize every thing in life isn't about the men who treat women wrong or about the money which isn't enough it's about living a free life and experiencing what the world has for us humane people and I think that we'll I am strong and free and I won't let depression overcome me like it has in the past I will let my heart fly to where it belongs and it belongs to freedom

Lost in a sea of love and hate
Lost in the mid second of hate
Lost in the world i have only ever known
Lost in my untold fate
Im lost in a sea of green and blues, lies and you.
True and fake
You and hate
Love and lies
Your next girlfriend starts making ties
She loves you
You love her
What am i
Im on the sidelines
Even if i worked harder to earn what i deserved
But in the end you decided you had to want and have her...

some people think I'm dying I don't know why makes me cry sometimes I stay up late just trying to figure out what hello poetry think of me I don't even think of I don't even think that I know what to say I'm typing words thinking didn't people want me gone what's going on I have no clue I'm just trying to talking about what people are thinking and not think about the fact that people think I just think I'm sorry should be back people think I am just waiting for something good to happen and then I'll just wait for fun bye I'm waiting for fun and waiting for deathgoodbye Obama wants freedom and my favorite thing about the world is the freedom and that's why I think death is the best thing for me goodbye try to stop me you may succeed save my life

Where is everyone?

[S]ecret
[T]elling
[A]nd
[R]embering
[E]very beautiful person you see!


    Your eyes they wander they look all over espcially on me. Staring, yes I caught you. But come a little closer see what happens. Stare at me again. Stare a little longer. What happens? You must know your the one who should know. Let me think, of a new thing to do if I catch you staring at me again. Oh I remeber now staring at me never ends, properly....

My birthday, was november.
I'm celebrating late







hehe

Reach down deep within yourself and find the good instead of the misery'

I have not
Been online for such a while...

Please follow Emma Potter my online and real life friend her poems are really good!

We don't need boys unless,
they treat us like princesses
and don't put us down,



-Tiffany Gold

Still in Arizona i'm staying with a friend and i'm having a blast
can you GUYS FOLLOWERS and others tell me fun summer things to do?