There is a hole in my heart
That I just cannot explain.
Like a gun shot wound
It leaves a scar that remains.

This feeling of emptiness,
Embedded in my soul.
Unable to feel emotions
That I once could before.

I’m drowning in the horror
Of not being able to feel.
So scared that even death
Could not overcome the fear.

Am i just deluding myself?
Every touch, every moment we spent,
Was it all just a lie?
I hate you for doing this to me,
This feeling of love
It just won't go away,
No matter how many times i tried
It always finds its way back.
I hate this emotion
And i hate you for this,
But i always end up loving you.
Every mistake and every imperfection,
It all flies away when i look into your eyes.
Those eyes that keep me from drowning
From all the things that are weighing me down.
You were my light,
My home,
My god,
You were everything to me.
You painted colors to my monochrome world,
Opening my eyes to see the beauty within.
But it all fell apart when you left me alone,
Stranded in this world of black and white.
I will always hate you,
But i will never stop loving you.

As I fall deep
Darkness I see
I called for help
But they just left me be
A never-ending abyss awaited me
As I fall deep.

Every night the Dark Shadow comes for me,
Taking away all my hopes and dreams,
Leaving me in despair.
He sends his dark minions after me,
Clawing every happy memory i have
Until there's nothing left.
Until i'm nothing but an empty shell.

The sky,
A blood-like sunset
The fjord,
An endless, black chasm
Fire licked the place
All hell on Earth.
They left him behind,
Alone.
On the edge of madness,
The fear consumed him
Creating distorted images of reality.
Trapped in this swirling world of violent colours
A scream out of nowhere,
Voices, voices clawed at his mind
Desperate to be freed from this cacophony.
The light faded,
Hope went with it,
Until he submitted
To his delusional world.