After the light passed through
the windows of my soul
After the moon shine so bright
on that lonely autumn night
After the talks, the sharing,
the small moments of truths
and smiles so genuine

You and I, even if we hide
Even if the world put a
great distance between us
for so many times,
You and I, We are possible.

And this is not the end,
Because every moment that
seemed too charcoal to see
The sun rises for new beginnings
No to goodbyes, I’ll see you again,
A new chapter to begin with you,
for us to start again.

Like the falling star,
out of the blue
and you, Out of the dark
Showed me I’m not really
completely falling apart

Like the stars,
you talked to me
Showering me with
kindness and vulnerabilty
Keeping me company
from my wavering sanity
and starting anxiety

Like the moon, it feels like
I knew who you are
but you’re a stranger afar
from the simple world
I created so far

Would you come again
like you did before?
would you show me again
How it’s easy to fall
and crawl and feel alive
Like how you patched
the constellation for me
on that lonely autumn night.

I never regretted loving you
In fact, I blame myself
For not loving you more
For not flooding you with butterflies
For not making a spark
in your earthly colored eyes
For not hugging your pain and flaws
For not being there
when your skin need me the most
I blame myself
For not being the perfect match
That I didn’t make it literally
After I said I love you so much.