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11:11

Dec 4 Cassandra

Liana

11:11

It's 11:11
I don't know what to wish for
So many things I want
But only 60 seconds to say them all

Anyways
I know they'll only be in vain

It's 11:11
And honestly
I'm really done with today
with yesterday
And tomorrow

It's 11:11
I don't know what to feel

(This note was written by your pillow's goldfish)

Dec 2 Cassandra

Pain

Dec 2 Cassandra

Zelda

Pain

All I wanted this year
was a little bit of fun
All I've gotten is pain
I don't know what that means

#pain #2024 #****

Dec 2 Cassandra

Sunshine

Dec 2 Cassandra

Zelda

Sunshine

I must accept—
sunshine never shines the same way twice.

I learned long ago
some cuts
are meant to scar

Tarnished pieces
of sunshine,
Sunshine.

Epilogue
__

Oh, but darling,
You'll always be a guiding light—
Rotating star, a burning warmth
It's alright.
You'll always be sunshine,
Sunshine

#sunshine #sad #loss #burning #light #pieces #lonely #scar

Dec 2 Cassandra

When I Was Small

Dec 2 Cassandra

Corrinne Shadow

When I Was Small

When I was small
I wrote a song.
It was as wild
As it was long.

I did not know
How to write words
And so I sang
With the morning birds.

Now I am grown,
I am depressed.
I write long things
Just to impress.

I do not sing,
I only sigh.
When I was small
I was alive.

Dec 2 Cassandra

Depression

Dec 2 Cassandra

Peter Garrett

Depression

Today I've just laid
In my bed the entire day
Feeling absolutely numb
And that's what scares
Me the most...

I don't wanna go down
That road again

Every word feels off... everything feels off. But I kinda needed to write it anyway.

#depression #bed #numb

Dec 2 Cassandra

Thrift item

Dec 2 Cassandra

Andres Martinez

Thrift item

Attracted to the broken
Like myself
I yearn to be fixed
To make amends
To feel once again
To wake up to my favorite person at my side
It’s not in the cards for me
And it wasn’t for you
So broken
No matter the repairs
I’ll never feel like new
Find me in a thrift store
Along with the other gems
Marked down due to being used

Dec 2 Cassandra

What I do

Dec 2 Cassandra

Liana

What I do

I breathe anxiety
I cry panic
And I carry bombs just waiting to burst all of it out

Dec 2 Cassandra

Sunday

Dec 2 Cassandra

Liana

Sunday

Oh no
Tomorrow is monday
Tomorrow is the beginning of the end
Of everything
How I am so supposed to smile with that knowledge?

This note was written by a uni-hamster (cute hamster with a horn) while he was contemplating the meaning of life :)

Dec 2 Cassandra

Okay

Dec 2 Cassandra

Liana

Okay

It's okay
Its okay
It's okay
It's okay
It's okay
You're okay
You're okay
Everything will be okay
Okay?
You're okay
It's okay
It's okay
It's okay
Breathe and everything will be okay

I feel like I'll never be okay...

This doesn't really count as a poem I guess but it is what I say to myself very quickly when I'm feeling panicked. I also loop the song "don't worry be happy".

Also in case anyone is wondering today I turned into a pterodactyl, and another pterodactyl called Bob told me to write this note while doing a backflip into a wormhole (Im not athletic so when I failed I was in so much pain I had to turn back into a human)

I think my notes are getting out of control, maybe I should stop...

Dec 2 Cassandra

While

Dec 2 Cassandra

Liana

While

While I'm here
Lying in bed
Shivering from the cold of night
And writing with all my might
I hear the noises from outside

Motorcycles roaring
Large groups if people laughing
Random fireworks launching
And planes soaring

They're doing things
Being alive and awake
While I try to sleep
And to calm down
They run around

I wish I would be out there
Running too
But I have to lie here
Cold and anxious
And just hear you

This note was written by the villain of my dream