I forget I've lost a friend...
The times we vented, laughed and weeped, you heard me..
Watched me grow into who I am
But not who I'll be..
Time froze that morning.
I'm still going to see you again, I know you'll walk through that door
But I guess that was it, you ain't here no more
Part of me died that morning.
The part I was when near you
The part I loved to brag about
The part I loved full stop
Puts me at ease to know it's just for now not forever
Till next time Brett...

I could free myself laughing from all of your words
I could **** sweet emotions that had me so cursed
Riding from dawn until sunsets our eyes
Soaked by intentions, all's well, I have tried
Miserable Mary get up from your bed
Please guardians, please hear the words i have said
Losing it all without having a clue
The angels will send me and I'll be with you .

'Welcome to reality'
Is all I heard that night
Reading into all my madness, trying not to cry
Crazy, needy, stupid girl why must you trust such fools?
Being lazy, freaking out, Breaking all the rules
Getting close yet pushed so far, I'm lying on the edge
Wish I could stop lusting you 'I will' now hear my pledge
Finding all the stars at night don't  shine quite like before
When I'm with you I realise 'it's you that I want more'

.... One to hide all madness is a fool without belief...

Your heart is set to dwell and drag on constant ties you seek
For those who wish to lay with you are those you shall not keep
Sickened by a piercing blue I wish I wouldn't lust
Not me, not you, not everyone is someone who I'll trust
You're just so imperfect It's so sick I hate the site
You may be so imperfect but to me it's only right.

I cannot look upon your world that I am not apart,
I daydream that in my head I'm somewhere in your heart....

Time and all left blue and out
My conclusion all but doubt
Future, present, trees of the fall...
Makes no sense, no sense at all.