We are not the same, I am not like you
And that's not a flex 'cause honestly I constantly try too hard to
Every new "new me" falls apart moments after it's debut
If I stay true to who I am I promise you not a single person will enjoy that view
No one ever has, no one ever will, it's almost a skill, bullshido kung-fu
I've already been told, "look around fool, not a soul likes that you."
"You have nobody buddy except for maybe the presence of two"
"But only 'cause they don't know what's truly lurking beneath the surface level you"
Just a few more things I wish weren't true but life never forgets to remind me right on cue
It cuts right through, fills the blue, will be what leaves me the same permanent hue
The new question becomes do I need more than a few? Do I want a big crew?
And will they even stick around without some sort of voodoo or glue?
I have no clue, but it's never for long if they ever decide to
So what's a guy to do?

©2023

do not attempt any magic
when the full moon glow
during dark magic hour
powers are dull
we are already dealing with more than we can handle
so draw a bath
burn Palo Santo
Light a candle
and rest your precious soul
when the full moon glow
it will come
we will cleanse
it will go
it will leave our magic low
only to regrow
and overflow
until the next full moon glow

~take things slow

Intro:
Something happened with you soul...
Someone tells that you a fool!
Don't listen to anyone. They don't know anything.
Just listen to my whisper: "Take his ring".

Verse I:
You call me when you’re hurt and when you’re disconcerted,
You opened up to me ‘cause you disoriented.
Should I turn back time, should I give you his heart?
When you can't forget his lie you need to take that, brat...

Verse II:
Believe in me, he’s coming back.
The time is on your side, just wait.
Tears he made you cry, I’ll cry them for you
All this go back him, and you don’t have rue...
Tick-tock, tick-tock... Everything will come true...

Bridge I:
If you can’t have it, I'll just live my dear for you,
No matter how much, if it’s you I’m ready to get hurt too...

Chorus I:
From now on watch closely what I’m ‘bout to do.
If it’s you - my body is not wasted. Few...
Just say the name and I’ll bring them to you!
Tick-tock, tick tock... Everything will come true...

Verse III:
If I can’t give it to you, I'll find another way,
Nobody can treat you recklessly. Noway!
Know one: whatever reason is, you need me,
Me, that becomes a doll to fight for you. See?

Verse IV:
I shut my bleeding eyes and run,
Just please, don’t go. We have a fun!
All, that you want – I’ll give it to you,
However don’t look, what am I really do...
Tick-tock, tick-tok... Everything will come true...

Bridge II:
Even if I’m destroyed, as long as it’s in your hands,
Look, trust, hope, wait. Soon will be the end...

Chorus I:
From now on watch closely what I’m ‘bout to do.
If it’s you - my body is not wasted. Few...
Just say the name and I’ll bring them to you!
Tick-tock, tick tock... Everything will come true...

Bridge III:
I can go, I can stay,
I can take you away... (x2)

Rap:
Yeah! Open the nine’s gate of hell!
Sinners who made her cry,
Cry tears of blood, they tell:
“Sing it, the song of the curse, and try
Share me the hidden fury inside of you”.
I’ll devote myself to your happiness,
My flesh is an offering to you.

Bridge IV:
If you smile just once – I will satisfied,
I’ll do everything what give you gratified...
Even if my remaining time slowly comes to end...

Chorus II:
Now they think thrice, hurt you or give you pain,
And my body will washed by the rain...
Everything that they have is loyalty and fear
Tick-tock, tick tock... Everything will disappear...

Bridge III:
I can go, I can stay,
I can take you away... (x2)

Outro:
Will disappear...

Verse I:
No way would I not say such a thing,
Go away from you, leaving the ring.
Oh! Please: believe me, trust me right now,
Person inside me led me down...

Verse II:
Oh, I would like explain all of this,
I guess you think it's all an excuse.
Oh, I'm not the one you used to see,
There’s a crazy person inside me...

Bridge I:
Don’t leave me, please...
No, leave me alone!
‘Cause I love you, dear...
No, I hate you one!
I am both: angel and devil
Don't run away from me...

Chorus I:
I’m not so bad. I love you...
Don’t do such frightened eyes.
Please, believe me – there is a different person that is not me inside of me,
There is a different me that is not me inside of me.

Break I:
I can't control...

Verse III:
I was rude to you, ‘cause I have no choice,
I did not wanna hurt, try hushed my voice.
Oh, believe me, who’s in front of your eyes,
But not one who’s in my cold eyes...

Bridge II:
I was waiting for you...
That’s all a lie!
You know all my thoughts...
No, you don’t, but you can try!
I am both: angel and devil
Don't run away from me...

Chorus I:
I’m not so bad. I love you...
Don’t do such frightened eyes.
Please, believe me – there is a different person that is not me inside of me,
There is a different me that is not me inside of me.

Rap:
The devil you saw last night was not me.
Did not you see?
Actually, I don’t really remember myself;
I think I’m crazy, have you see?
I try to block myself but as I saw myself jumping around,
I knew I was sick.
I need a remedy called you...
Get out from my body by the click!!

Refraine:
Different person that’s not me...
Has been caught...
Inside of me...
What do I do?

Chorus II:
Only you know my secret.
You're my last chance and hope.
I'll go crazy, if you go away from me,
There’s a different me that’s not me inside of me...

Chorus I:
I’m not so bad. I love you...
Don’t do such frightened eyes.
Please, believe me – there is a different person that is not me inside of me,
There is a different me that is not me inside of me.

Break II:
Just let me go!
Don't let me go...
Just let me go!
Don't let me go...

Break I:
I can't control...

There are two voodoo dolls
In my room
But I'm unsure
How they got here

Many a night
Beckoned to leave
These crazy dolls
Just stare

I'm paralyzed with fear
And a broken leg
Trapped and unable to leave
my horrid doom

It keeps getting worse
Inscriptions on the wall
And lighted candles
Surround me

The silence; the screams
of these voodoo dolls
They echo
Even in my dreams

There are two voodoo dolls
Right here in my room
Great trepidation; great horror
All in front a mirror