Heres to the lovers Heres to the ones who have never felt the same love mirrored back Heres to the ones who love one another Heres to the ones who have never seen themselves depicted in media Heres to the ones who have seen themselves depicted in media, only to be killed off when the directors think that your story is over Heres to the ones who love like no other To the ones who love books on a rainy day, who love sipping coffee looking out a store window, who love staring up into the vast blue of an afternoon sky Heres to the ones who love Heres to the ones who try to love themselves To the ones who try to love themselves because nobody will do it for them To the ones who cradle their own face To the ones who rub their thumb over their own cheek Who toy with their own hair Who hug themselves tight Who hug pillows and blankets and walls Who hug friends, family Who will hug strangers Heres to the lovers who will put the ******* spider back outside Heres to the lovers
What is sleep? All I ever do at night is think The thoughts moleste my mind And there's no air left to breathe Am I even loved? Is it worth it still to be?
What am I even doing here? I don't know my purpose There's always someone loved more Is this even worth it? Is it worth it to struggle to socialize With people who cant see With people who don't care individually about me?
They say they do but everyone loves someone else more
Cry me a river Of insure little tears Sparkling like diamonds Filled with your greatest fears Let it glisten, Let it flow Down your cheeks To the land below Salty to the tongue Taste it upon your skin Be still my little darling He's watching with a grin Thriving off your sadness He pushes the knife further in Prying on your weakness To unveil deeper sins Sins that have been locked away Beneath the facade of a smile Nothing bothers the angel dear Even those who are vile Emotions make you weak Nobody wishes to see the evil Disgusting feelings of envy That you so dearly keep Rage and jealousy Hide them away Calm and gentle Let them stay For nobody will love A girl who displays Her heart boldly upon her cheek They will fire their arrows at the rate Of the time it takes for your heart to break Run and hide with all your might Do all you can but fight Foxes they play Snakes they bite In the den you are trapped You know that I'm right And while in the home of the serpents You will come to know That the faces you loved Are the first to go And its then you will see That surrounded by people Is the moment you realize You are truly alone
For nobody is willing to enter the den of those that break As all the friends you loved turned out to be that of those very same snakes
Spontaneity planned every afternoon There was plenty of time to be responsible later It felt like freedom, sunlight beaming down and a gentle breeze It felt like freedom, running through the rain It felt like freedom, the plans to run away with you
Comfort wraps me up every night Time to reflect on the day It feels comforting, open ears await my rambling thoughts It feels comforting, the warmth of you holding me while I fall asleep It feels comforting, to finally be where I am supposed to be
It feels free to love you It feels comforting to love you and be loved by you
A poem that reflects one of the most joyous parts of my life