I see so clearly now
That I've had some time
Living in a separate realm
Somewhere I cannot find
Do not know where your mind is at
Only focus on one thing most of the day
Where do your thoughts go when you're well?
When you're high and your problems drift away?
I long to know where your heart goes
Often it runs somewhere far
It's there more than here with me
Some distant planet or star
To follow is my desire
Where my hands can reach
With not just physically
Aim to practice what I preach
The way you turn emotions off
Only a moment of dissent
Has me hiding so maybe you won't see
A thick yet transparent loosely guarded discontent
Cried many tears for you
Added up and washed my sight
Point of view began to change
Presently I realize that it wasn't right
The way life lived day-to-day
May not have noticed back then
Should have noticed a lot sooner
Of your flaws
It was easier to pretend
Well guess I should regret that now
A few years down the road I will
Hard to explain
Despite all the games
Do it all again for you still
You and I have something unique
Heart has never felt love this strong
Blind I may have been when we met
Still feel your arms are where I belong
To say I love is an understatement
Blame cupid
Making me fall
Maybe Aphrodite
Or St. Valentine
Has me heeding to your every call
Maybe it is the universe
Pushing us close with an invisible force
No cause for my attraction to you
Guess destiny is just running its course
Your behavior proves to be unchanging
Lose more you each day we make it through
More than 1/2 of your presence
Need to have all of you
Been taking sometime to catch up on all my old poetry I never had the chance to post on here