DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, I don't know what that is?!-but yeah;]


believe me I don't know who 'you' is anymore to say
but you- never knew a label to you even before this May

okay the blue runs through the heart
but the adore you in the eyes once and for now been from the start

the golden table churned and dined
a whole new zoo other than butterflies you signed

remedy to the lost I fear this week six buried feet under
don't mind me in a stare just a wonder


                                                        ­                                   ------ravenfeels

I’m not sure why , I make him smile ?
Or if I could make him furrow his eyebrows?

All I know is, I love looking in those browns eyes
I wanna call mine . Or maybe it’s just a sign that I’m too captivated
By our time and the feeling that he gives me from time to time

It’s just so unexplainable , and I don’t want it to rush
But god knows
He can make me blush

Please make this feeling be clear and true
Because I deserve happiness when things , get dark , dreary and blue

And if not this feeling isn’t true , don’t let me fall too far through ..

Pity and sadness
Lust causes me madness
Roses and chocolate are needles in my eye sockets.
And moonlit nights they
Fog my eyes cause
All my life's been
One bad ride
I wish for death
Any
Blissful end
But it won't come
Life won't end
So
My eyes will weep
And all will see
A creeps eyes bread nought.
Save tainted seas.

tell me, whats it like
to feel alive?
whats it like to wake up everyday
not knowing that you have me
rotting on the inside?

im watching the trees sway
patiently waiting to see your car
pull up on my drive way

all the patience in the world couldn't **** me
because im lost in your eyes

time flies by and words are disappearing
i look into your eyes and its junior high
all over again

the weeks are growing shorter and everyday its a new month

all i can feel is your absence

im trying to find my location but i can hear your voice in the back of my head
soothing and sweet
manipulative and convincing

you've come to find me but it turns out you've just led me astray
all i want is for you to show me a way
somewhere i can go so i can forever leave

so i can have a chance to breathe

or maybe even the slightest hope
to once believe