It sooths my soul, Easing me into a secure state. Persuading me to lift the corners of my mouth And smile a sparkling grin.
Then it snaps, And screams nonsense in my ear. Causing alarm and panic to kick me in the gut. Causing my head to spin, And my stomach to clench.
It tries to sooth the whirlwind it has lead me into, To put me back on steady ground, To breathe through the confusion. It whispers soothing lyrics to me To lift my spirits once again, Encouraging me to smile Imploring me to steady my nerves.
But panic for some unknown horror has already sunk in, And the alarm bells are screaming in my ear.
With gasping breaths, Clenched fists, And a pounding head, I release myself into sleep Where even My Voice doesn’t have control over me. -ALC January 18, 2019
Everyone has an inner voice that helps them to do bad and good things. Sometimes it just likes to **** with your mental state and send you into the rabbits whole.
Your sitting and someone pops you a question. Your sitting in a room where everyone avoids the eyes. Not the eyes of one person, But the eyes of everyone around them. There here to help were all here to get help. I came here to get help. Someone pops you a question. The brave one. Hey, I've seen you at school. Why,are you here? All is dryly silent, Has it always been this silent? Why.....are you here? Hyper and curious they sound despite the environment already answering. I had an accident, I am being helped. It's quiet again. Has it always been this silent? Are you sure or is that what they've told you. No, I can feel the difference. The doctor will see you now........