Do I wanna leave? Or do I just wanna stay with you? What’s the point of this whole thing if I don't know what I’m gonna be? What do I do with my life? Where would I be without you? Think my health’s important, but how important could it be if they’re shoving homework down the throats of kids at 17?
I know I’ll regret staying in this whole thing, but when it ends they’d all love me. Doing it all for the wrong reasons. Maybe one day I’ll know what’s right. But what if it’s wrong to leave? What if this is what I’m meant to be but I might come out of it dead. Just wanna see what it’s like. Could **** me just to save time. It’s not worth the time if it cuts out years of my life, due to stress. The only reason to stay is for the "what ifs" and nothing else, so maybe I should leave. Not that that would be saving my mom any money But it’s whatever, I suppose. I’m better than I used to be, but I wasn’t built for this life. Is it self-hatred to say I wouldn’t make it? or is it protecting myself from death by mental illness?
I’ll think it over, I still have some time. Just feel like I’m misleading everyone, not that they thought that this thing was for me. But what if it was? Not that it has more positives than the opposite. They asked me if I’ll leave and I said maybe. I just turned 15, and I think I might leave ib.
Sometimes I wonder if this will be the cause of my demise. I cannot fathom such an incessant desire to see the good in all things; grant nations the benefit of doubt. I am blind to all but intent, intrinsic nature, and heart. I create euphemisms out of people. -Indigo B
Bad jokes, strong opinions, attention ****** galore Brown nosing, over-reacting, annoying and more Glorifying their actions, they're very self-centered Extremely sheltered with no sense of adventure
Striving for A's and everyone knows it But they have a big mouth, and they need to close it They think there's a big conflict between AP and IB But they can't just make friends, from what I can se
High school won't determine your life, wake up One bad grade won't make you start begging from a cup They think they're always right, and will never agree But they're bound by ignorance, and will never be free.
70% of them really grind my gears But I'm only here for one more year.
This was solely made by me, other people can have their own opinions on IB
Some days, well.. most days lately, I hate it! Or at least I think I do. But it isn't so bad, really. I think, just maybe, it's all in my head. Well, not just my head! I'm surrounded by these thoughts. We all, more like a lot, no, many of us think it is so bad. But how hard do we really try? It just comes from our tongues right into our ears then straight into our heads.
Would I do it all differently? No. Well, yes. I would. But not that kind of differently.