This is not about love.
I was admired,
He loved me so deeply,  
I feel nothing toward him but merely friendship.
"Come on give him a chance"
I did and now I am stuck.
I don't love him!
If anything this is making me hate him.
I have grown cold to myself.
I am so unhappy.
Yet he smiles at me every day so happily,
It makes me despise him all the more.
What can I do?
My friends say
"Give him a chance"
I did and now I am drowning in my misery.
I have to stop this but when?
How?
Either way I'm the villain'
But it's gotten to the point to where I don't care If I am the villan.
*Categorize me as Evil