is it pain?
when you have the desire to touch someone you love
and to feel the electricity goes around your body
burning like golden flames inside your veins
but you know you just can't do it?

is it pain?
when you admire their pretty starry eyes
that shines so bright like a sunlight peeks around it
and you always pray they will turn around to find your eyes
and to catch your locked gaze,
but you know they will not do it?

is it pain?
when a one look of their eyes
suddenly reminds you with your old favorite songs
and a beautiful movie scene
and a love poetry or maybe old love letters
but you know they do not feel the same?

*and the pain goes through my fingertips
until the deep heartstrings of mine
until the white fragile bones of mine
and my eyes are numb
and all I know
is
just
pain.

I'm in love with what we had
with what we used to be
with our late night conversations
with your silly stories
and they all will turn into memories
soon they'll fade
soon will be forgotten
you didn't give me a love
that will last forever
but you gave a pain
I'll always remember
you were beautiful like a rose
red and bold
but I didn't notice your thorns
that's why I'm lying here
broken and bruised