I hear her name
Sometimes its not even her
So why do I still feel the burning torch on my skin
Why do i want to crawl out of my naivety and want her back
I shouldn't
Its wrong to want them back
They hurt me
Yet all i want it for it to go back to ‘normal’
Go back to when i was happy
When i heard her name and shouted from the rooftops
When i didnt curl into a shadow everytime someone asks me if i have seen you
Everytime i want to hug and stab you
Everytime i hear your name
Everytime i miss you

Even when i made the wish, apon evrey shooting star;
finding a place where i could keep you in my life, grew ever so more afar.

you lost all my respect, and even more so my trust;
Because all you wanted to do was lie, and hide in lust.

And now i wounder, if one day my heart will ever mend;
Or am i just waiting for my life, to finally come to an end..

Everyday
is another struggle
Everyday
is when I wish it'd end

Then I think
of my best friend
He keeps me from
ending them once and for all

Everyday
is another of loathing
Everyday
is another of despair

He not only saved my life
He made it worth living
My best friend
I truly believe loves me