You know when someone else ***** up
But you apologize first
Because being mad is too much effort
And you expect an apology back
But instead all you get is
"It's Okay"

Those seven letters make me think of seven more letters that describe my feelings for you:
"*******"

Spending the first minutes
Of the new year in
The shower
So I can cleanse myself
Of all the **** that happened
In 2014

No longer kissable
Not soft and plush
Cracked and sensative
Stinging inside
Layers ripped off
Simply unavoidable
Chapped lips are like my life

It's not that I want to die
It's that I don't want to live anymore
Because there's a difference
Dying is for people who don't have a choice
Not living is for people who are too fragile to care
I guess I'm a fragile one

My 1 am thoughts
Make me wonder why I try
To impress myself

I'm
             heartbroken
      by
                    someone
          who
                           never
                 really
                                 wanted
                         me
                                        anyways...

you did what I expected
I knew it from the start
you said you wanted me
but you chose her
and broke my heart