17th - Hello Poetry

17th May 2017

is this healthy?
no
is this worth feel bad for?
no
am I going to feel bad anyway?
yes

17th May 2017

descenso

vuelve a acariciar mi cara y rómpeme
ya de verdad no me importa
tú seguirás y yo me quedaré aquí
con miles de pedazos de lo que solía ser mi persona
con miles de sueños y esperanzas
con un corazón roto
una mente destrozada
un impulso
un latido
nada

#spanish #love

17th May 2017

sin título parte seis

odio tener que admitir que mis recuerdos siguen tomando vida cada vez que se cruzan con tu mirada

odio tener que sentirme indefensa, inútil e impotente a la vez cada vez que pienso en que tú ya no quieres

cientos de pétalos buscan un escape del cerezo
terminando muertos en el concreto

la última vez que me quedé callada por tanto tiempo no recuerdo haber explotado en llanto

la última vez que me sentí tan estúpida preferí callarme
¿por qué ahora no?

ah, cierto
antes tu sonrisa no me debilitaba
antes fingía tolerar y ser fuerte
antes tu mirada no me afectaba
antes era más

#spanish #love

17th May 2017

lovely

it hurts, it stings
it rips me off and takes me down
it makes me crawl
it makes me shiver
it makes me doubt
it makes me fear
it makes me cry
it makes me feel helpless
it makes me feel jealous
it makes me sick
it makes me sick
it hurts, it stings
it bleeds
it is love

#love #hate #hurt #meh

17th Apr 2017

sigh

I'm glad you could make it
Even if it means that now you hate me
I'm glad you made it.

It makes me a bit sad
I swear I was a bit mad
When I knew you were telling lies.

But now I don't care
Because I know
That no matter how much I give to you

No matter how far I go to be with you
No matter how much I spend thinking of you
No matter how emotional draining it is for me

You'll never see it
Because it is not exactly what you're asking me to do.

I'm glad you joined your old friends, even if it feels like dagger for me.

#meh

Mar 2017

Julia Mae

inlovewithlove.

you didn't fall in love with me
you fell in love with me because i happened to be the only one there

#love #you #me #nothing #inlove #lovepoems

17th Mar 2017

spring notes

currently waiting for you to come
waiting for your voice to speak to me
I'll breathe you in

currently waiting for the night to fall
so we can speak about your fears
I'll let you in

what am I to you?
a leaf falling to the ground
or a flower blossoming in your heart?

#her #me #spring #personal