It was not memory but
mere imagination
A heavenly bud
Enticed by the beauty of earth
left its throne up above
In mountains it desired to grow
In hills it wanted to flower
In plains and pleatues
of everywhere in earth it needed to reach
dancing with sandstorms
swirling in hurricanes
floating along streams and rivers
meeting the waves of ocean
it was not dream
a mere imagination
a heavenly flower
encapsuled in golden vase
in world of dreams

I cumber into invisible *****
at the corner of my solitude
When I see my path ahead
so full of crowds
waiting for me to bring them
the flower of heaven
they seem so happy
and I can hardly smile looking
at their eyes
There is a wild mushroom
inside my head
everything seems so beautifully frightening
I feel why Plath couldn't ask for more
Courage feels so heavy
that comes naturally with spines of belongings
and there is so much darkness ahead
if only I had a light of in my dreams
a desire that outshines my fear
Can't just forget this warmth
blowing out the clouds from mouth

Dreams cone as one
under the lights of city
of city hustling inside mind
Rustling breezes of letters
seeking stairs on your service
under the night of city
of city bewildered so high
here, dreams cone as one

the beauty gasp under the bridge
praised under suffocation
On sale for shillings
while truth flowing out of town
seek solace beyond moutains
and shines under moonlight
we hold hands with smile
with dream of our own
there, a star falls for each dream

Who was searching for whom
Still shivering
in certain madness
An agony burning but in ice
when was it that eyes met but
never did dreams

Who were you when
we crossed our way
In quivering desperation
Still falling under the feet of fate
we crossed and only I noticed
I noticed and never did you

Under the dustless sky
Stars fall under your eyes
and only I noticed, never did you

It was you so strange
A stranger blowing hollow horns
and only I noticed, never did you

And what was it that got crushed
and only I noticed, never did you

who is who and who needs what
what was it when everything turned to dust
noone noticed, breaking right in two

जसरी तिमी मेरा पहिलो
किरणहरूसँग सम्मोहनमा रमाएको देख्दैछु
यो केवल सुरूवात हो
ना कि कुनै सुखद् क्लाईम्येक्स
बिस्तारै म तिम्रा आँखा
तिर्मिराउने गरि उचाई छुनेछु
तिम्रो शिरमा तापको फोहरा खस्नेछन्
अनि जुन किरणसँग तिमी मितेरी गास्यौ
मेरो उचाइ सगैँ त्यो साइनोले घोच्नेछ,
चिड्चिडाउने छौ तिमी
परिवर्तन नै यात्राहो जीवनको।
र
सोचौँउला तिमी यो कथा किन?
जे पनि हुनसक्छ
यहाँ छैन केही सदा सर्वदा हराभरा
म पनि सधै उचाइमा रहन्छु कहाँ
जुन वादलले तिम्रो प्यारो घाम छेक्यो
तिमी तेही खोज्नेछौ फेरि शीघ्र
जुन वर्षाले तिमीलाई हिलो छाप्यो
तिमी कुर्नेछौ उसैलाई म देखि पर
कुनै छहारीमा बसी
र यो सब
मैले बुझेकु छु
किनकी धेरै पहिलो घामहरू
अधेरीले निलेका छन्
र चिर्दै औँशी झुल्केकाछन्
हरेक बिहान नयाँ घाम
भोलि कसले देखेको छ र?

When you feel hollow
Like just space without the celestial
Please remember me
My purpose is you.

I am your shadow
You don't see me when it's dark
But when there is light, you realize
That I have always been there.

You don't know how precious you are
You are a beautiful pearl
Hiding in your oyster's shade
Well, I am always on guard.

You make me gasp
At how beautiful you can get
In just seconds you transform
Into a miracle, upside down, reset.

Strengthen your heart and hope
But do cry when you need to
Live the life of your dreams, warrior
I will always know how delicate you are.

I am the Earth beneath your feet
I am the air that you breathe in
I am the twilight that heals you
I am that tiny flickering light of hope.

When you feel unworthy
Like just space without the celestial
Remember what you mean to me
My sole purpose is you.

बिहान उठेदेखि नै टोलाईरहेका
एक जोडी नयन
पर कुनै क्षितिजमा, यो दुनियाँबाट अलग
धमिलिएको आकाश पारी

गौठलीको गुँड भन्दा पर
धुपीको सिरान माथी
साँझसम्म तोलाईरहेको, नथाकी
बिना झिम्मिक्क , ती एक जोडी नयन

ओइलिएर झरेको फूलको
वासना खोज्दैछन्
हिडेर बिर्सेका पदका
निसानी खोज्दैछन्
भग्नावशेष भित्रको
ईतिहास खोज्दैछन्
डुब्दै गरेको घाममा नयाँ
बिहानी खोज्दैछ्

अनि भेटिएका छन्
धुलाम्य स्मृति बीच सधाझै
बादलको सिरक ओढेको
त्यो सफा दाग, जून उदाएसगैँ