How are you there?
The sky turns gray tonight.
The wind blows strongly.
The stars hide.
But the moon shine through.

It's raining
Outside there, yet inside my heart.

Do you see the same sky tonight?
I hope so.
I sent thousand love for you tonight.
Just wish the wind will bring them to you.

...
Far,
Far apart.
...
But living under the same sky,
is a happiness for me.
..
OLD LOVE
OLD FEELINGS
JUST FOR THE *OLD-SAME PERSON.

who are you to appear, dancing, and smiling in my mind?
who are you to be an actor in my dream?

why am i thinking about you so often?
why are you appear in my mind instead of sitting next to me?

please don't be my thirty minutes thoughts,
i want you to be here
next to me

nobody really knows about life. some people are trying to be the good ones. some people aren't, this kind of people never feel enough and scared to try more. people are creating their own world. social media, wealthy, popularity and everything that similar with it. they never really knows about life, they're just doing something so they can live for tomorrow. 24 hours is not enough for human. they don't know that the true beauty is inside their soul. they are wasting their time just to be a good person, they don't realize by be a positive soul can create a good personality.

am i deserve to live longer?
the demons take control of my mind
it plays with my feelings
fill up my heart with dark things
sadness, guilty, dumb, weird, ugly

when will i can go?
how long can i survive?
how long?

don't fall in love with a boy
who smells like winter
because all he had is
frozen heart and cold soul

don't put your high hopes with a boy
who smells like winter
don't. you. ever.
because he just love a girl
who smells like spring
the one who are melting for
the one who keep him warm
even in the 0 degrees

don't you ever
fall in love
or put your high hopes
with a boy who smells like winter
because he will never love a girl
who smells like autumn