Last night, I fell apart.
I woke up blanketed in sodden ash,
Tears saturated into the eruption's fallout
The proximity of crackling fire assaulting my senses,
I was still angry.
I felt intoxicated, drunk on words never said
But the ones that were spoken lay spiked into my head
Partners apart, but strangers together
The hawks are gone in my life, but you can still find the feathers
Questions slicing through my mind
I run away from stormy brine
These tears that fall, I think you know
Have haunted me since long ago
Buried in formaldehyde
These skeletons reflect our inside
The secrets that we made to keep
Take me before I fall asleep
Though you're my fixer and my mess
The walls echo with you less and less
I fear it's not you running from me
I'm forgetting what we used to be
"You want them when they don't want you,
Soon as they do, feelings change"