hey
i could've waited you know
could've gone with you
sometime

hey
did you really mean to let me
slip away
quite so easily

hey
you could call, you know?
you could drag me back
i would

hey
i'm still waiting
how much longer
now

girl
you just
walked right into the room
dazzled me again
didn't you
did you feel a thing
like i did
did you think the way
i thought

i'm going to travel to sadness soon
it's the only way to rid myself
of these thoughts

she's a dream
and i am the dreamgirl
all wrapped up in red

she moves so quietly
you couldn't tell
she's afraid

timid and tiny
obsolete wonder
in her eyes

floats to my staircase
in white

i didn't think you cared
when you ripped a little
from my soul
took a little more than you needed
from my heart
drained me of
living

i am not afraid anymore
for death has what it takes
and for me
that
was you

just a spectrum
just a binary
yet your words kick me out

just a gender
just a sexuality
yet you want me to leave

three precious seconds that we had
those tiny moments
just weren't enough

i'll sleep in your doorway regardless
quiet as a mouse
when you awake,
you'll find me
can we kick the spectrum out?

daily
it used to be
now its nothing

haven't touched you
in
four days now

i just miss your smile
babe
i just

sometimes it gets old
watching you shed those clothes
in the light
every night

if i loved you,
maybe i'd marvel
like those men

but it feels so grotty
so sleezy

nothing like those fantasies
i used to have

you're mine but you're not
every night

you belong to everyone
but no-one

i try and i try and i try
to feel something

but you gave yourself away