willing to take anything
to make the hurting
stop
pop
a pill
till none of this feels real

s.s

i
am
trying.

I want to tell you
that I can do without you.
But I'd be lying.

i can’t get you out of my head
******* it’s the only thing i’m thinking
i don’t even want to get out of bed
**** why can’t i stop crying

this would never work?
i would have done anything to make it
but i would only be a ****
asking you to stay just to fake it

i can’t wait till the day
i get over you
instead of wishing you would stay
when there’s nothing i could do

i don’t want you to read my poems
i want you to know i’m fine

s.s

i hope your life
is easier without me
because without you
i can’t ******* breathe

s.s

we could have worked
it just takes effort

s.s