I'm just a confused teenager.

Everyday is a bad hair day;
Everyday is a struggle to get out of bed.

Sometimes I can't find my pencil in class;
Sometimes I can't find my razor blade at night.

I like to dream of traveling the world;
I also like to dream of what it would be like to not exist.

I go to school and I go to work;
I hate myself and I hate others.

I'm just a confused teenager
Who has no idea what to with her life.

A rush of relief as the cold edge runs across her skin.

She looks down to see that the blade has drawn a thin line of blood from her wrist.

The relief lasts only a second.

She sighs, deeply. Then begins to cry.

The relief is gone...

She slices into her skin once more- longing to feel the relief for a second more.

The relief comes and goes as fast as it did once before.

She needs to find relief

The next time she used that blade, she made sure it was the last.

She found her peace in eternal relief.

~sas

Our days together are numbered
but you'll stay in my heart for all of eternity.

Four years passed in the blink of an eye
growing
learning
and succeeding together

A bond that can't be broken
A friendship remaining unbroken.

Four years passed in the blink of an eye
loving
caring
and helping eachother.

Our days together are numbered
but you'll stay in my heart for all of eternity.

~sas