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332 · Jul 2018
pretend
Midnight Jul 2018
it's kinda ****** up
that when you miss someone
all you have to do
is close your eyes,
kiss another,
and pretend
331 · Jan 2019
I Hope You Know
Midnight Jan 2019
I hope you know that
When I say I'm sorry
For the blood
Its cause he used to curse me for it

I hope you know that
When I start to cry
It's because
He used to hit me, hard

I hope you know that
When I try to run
It's because
He would try to make me stay

I hope you know that
I'm the broken one
And that you did nothing
It was only him

And I hope that you can forgive me
When all you want
Is to piece me back together
But I still cower, in fear
I love you so much, but I cannot erase my history. Please be patient with me, and help me recover, from the hell I have been through, with him, before.
320 · Feb 2018
A Journey for Discovery
Midnight Feb 2018
I'm on a journey
To find
What I lost
My soul
My spirit
My mind//
No map
No compass
No GPS
Can find
What I'm
Searching for//
A soul cleanse
Rediscovery
Unity
I crave it
I'll catch it
I'll become it//
312 · Mar 2018
Now I Want More
Midnight Mar 2018
For some ****** reason,
You're stuck in my mind
And I'm dying to know,
But I can't figure why.

I've known you for months,
Or for years it so seems,
But I can't get you out,
You've appeared in my dreams.

We've spoken before,
But now I want more;
The gaze in your eyes
Lingers much longer this time.

The way that you touch me,
Just isn't the same;
Everything is softer,
Something has changed.

The echo of your voice
Is much warmer this time,
But I'm thinking I like it,
Oh, what does this mean?

This is all so **** sudden,
It never showed up before,
I'm confused as all hell,
But now I want more.
It took me forever to formulate my incoherent thoughts, and I'm afraid they are still haphazard.
311 · May 2018
Burned
Midnight May 2018
It's late at night
and you told me
you loved me
and i wasn't prepared
to hear that
and i got carried away
imagined a future
us married
maybe even kids
and now
you let me down
led me on
and dropped me
like hot coals
and i'm angry with myself
cause i let myself
get burned
again
It wasn't supposed to end like this.
263 · Feb 2018
Decisions
Midnight Feb 2018
I want you
And you want me
So tell me,
What's taking so long
For you
To decide
Do you want her
Or do you want me

Did I say or do something
To cause you to hesitate
Did you prefer her all along
Am I just a second choice

You said I'm cute
You meant it right
Is this a game
I can't decide

Am I not enough
Is something missing
Am I too loud
Or too quiet
Tell me
Why can't you decide
255 · Jan 2018
What a Mistake
Midnight Jan 2018
Thank god
I can look back
And laugh
In your face

You weren't ever pretty
But rather
You
******

No beauty
Or heart
No character
*******

I don't know why
I ever loved you
Cause oh *******
I made a mistake

— The End —