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288 · Apr 2018
between
Midnight Apr 2018
chilled
to the bone
with the
good kind
from your
finger tips
their touch
on my
thighs
how they
grip tighter
and leave
marks
on my
skin
I live for that
272 · Jan 2019
I Hope You Know
Midnight Jan 2019
I hope you know that
When I say I'm sorry
For the blood
Its cause he used to curse me for it

I hope you know that
When I start to cry
It's because
He used to hit me, hard

I hope you know that
When I try to run
It's because
He would try to make me stay

I hope you know that
I'm the broken one
And that you did nothing
It was only him

And I hope that you can forgive me
When all you want
Is to piece me back together
But I still cower, in fear
I love you so much, but I cannot erase my history. Please be patient with me, and help me recover, from the hell I have been through, with him, before.
269 · Mar 2018
Now I Want More
Midnight Mar 2018
For some ****** reason,
You're stuck in my mind
And I'm dying to know,
But I can't figure why.

I've known you for months,
Or for years it so seems,
But I can't get you out,
You've appeared in my dreams.

We've spoken before,
But now I want more;
The gaze in your eyes
Lingers much longer this time.

The way that you touch me,
Just isn't the same;
Everything is softer,
Something has changed.

The echo of your voice
Is much warmer this time,
But I'm thinking I like it,
Oh, what does this mean?

This is all so **** sudden,
It never showed up before,
I'm confused as all hell,
But now I want more.
It took me forever to formulate my incoherent thoughts, and I'm afraid they are still haphazard.
269 · May 2018
Burned
Midnight May 2018
It's late at night
and you told me
you loved me
and i wasn't prepared
to hear that
and i got carried away
imagined a future
us married
maybe even kids
and now
you let me down
led me on
and dropped me
like hot coals
and i'm angry with myself
cause i let myself
get burned
again
It wasn't supposed to end like this.
269 · Feb 2018
A Journey for Discovery
Midnight Feb 2018
I'm on a journey
To find
What I lost
My soul
My spirit
My mind//
No map
No compass
No GPS
Can find
What I'm
Searching for//
A soul cleanse
Rediscovery
Unity
I crave it
I'll catch it
I'll become it//
225 · Jan 2018
What a Mistake
Midnight Jan 2018
Thank god
I can look back
And laugh
In your face

You weren't ever pretty
But rather
You
******

No beauty
Or heart
No character
*******

I don't know why
I ever loved you
Cause oh *******
I made a mistake
224 · Feb 2018
Decisions
Midnight Feb 2018
I want you
And you want me
So tell me,
What's taking so long
For you
To decide
Do you want her
Or do you want me

Did I say or do something
To cause you to hesitate
Did you prefer her all along
Am I just a second choice

You said I'm cute
You meant it right
Is this a game
I can't decide

Am I not enough
Is something missing
Am I too loud
Or too quiet
Tell me
Why can't you decide

— The End —