at tila ba parang limitado ang mga salita
sa takot na masaktan muli ang isa’t isa
ngunit ikaw ‘yong tipo ng sakit
na kahit paulit-ulit,
patuloy kong tatanggapin

I miss you.
You know that, right?

I miss the way
that you smiled
when the sky
was on fire
and warmed
your hands
in the blaze

I miss the way
that you danced
when the stars
were in bits
and pulled me
headfirst
through the haze

I miss the way
that you loved me
and filled me
with peace
when the world
was drowning
in pain

I miss the way
that you held me
so tight in your arms
to keep my pieces
from floating
away

When the darkness
was screaming
to take me away
you whispered
to me
as I cried

And even
when shadows
came creeping along
we were safe
when we were
inside

I miss the way
that you loved me
with all of
your soul
and held me close
in the night

for even when
my pain was sky high
you held me
and made it
alright

When my heart
was on fire
and everything burned
You danced
with me
through the pain

because even when
the sky tears apart
I know
I will see you
again

It all makes sense
Sense that I knew but
Never really delved into
My staying up at night
My hollow heart
And my lonesome
It all makes sense
Almost as if to rub it in my face
And maybe its too much
The way it all fits together
The way it makes me me
The way I know I don't want it but I can't find it in me to care
And I'm sat latching onto the little warmth I feel in this cold
It was supposed to be warm, but what is supposed to be?
And it hurts that the more realisations I have, the more I realise that maybe
There are things in the world that
I can never have
I would want want want, but I wouldn't find it within me
What am I supposed to be
To do





I'm trying but what point is there in trying if the end result is the same

You paint kindness in your words
That tell stories and emotions.

He cowers from his sins
Disgusted by his skin
His flesh that crawls
From shriveled up bones
For his sins he cannot atone
He is alone

This weakness deep within
Another’s patience wears thin
His eyes that wander
He is lost on his own
For his sins he cannot atone
He is alone

The black clouds are playing in the sky
and the cold wind is rising in the high.
If it will rain today I'll enjoy raindrops
I will take it happily in happiness!

The bride of the cloud weeps for the green trees
and the village forest wears wet clothes
Today, the rain loves the mountains and fields.

The shower washes the dust of the gardens
Today, restless souls are in a state of bliss!
Everything is silent with the raindrops
I'm sitting in the window and enjoying rains!

I wish to drift into the sweet fields
of your radiance, embrace the chill
nights like this as I travel through the
waves of your inland beauty.

I desire for us to make love
in our parked car, our hearts interlocked,
our succulent kisses creating hot heat,
the windows all fogged up as I lean closer
to you, feeling all over you.

I long for our engines to run forever,
to emerge and electrify each other,
to be together through whatever,
trapped in this whirling vessel of love.

I wouldn't live on this earth forever
God, I know, I have to say goodbye
But I wanna be in everyone's heart after I die!

I want you to give me the power of knowledge.
I'd like you to let me do some beautiful works.
That will help to make the world of equality!

I don't wanna smile only at sunrise, want it at dusk too!
I don't want this heart to be afraid always
I want the darkness will never back into my life!

Let this life be free for better things
Let it do what's perfect for the future
I want to stay away from all pride!