A: Poems

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A Sep 2013

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I
hate
myself
I
just
thought
you
should
know

Will
you
even
care
when
I
go
?

A Sep 2013

If you loved me,
Why
Did you go
Away
I cared
More
Obviously, yours wasn't
there
In your heart
I hope
I stay
To return as
a thought
for you
another day.

Beauty

A Sep 2013

Beauty

A flower, beautiful with long strands of
hope, lies among the hills.
A bark in the distance, to remind her, beautiful
you are not alone.
A gust sends the slightest shiver down
the length they call her stem.
She is stronger than she thought after all
the times she has been damaged.
Picks herself up again and just like before,
beautiful stands again.
And though the sun may cause her to wilt,
and those heavy shoes may break her.
Beautiful stands again, nothing can defeat her.

Confinement

A Sep 2013

Confinement

I used to love you
adore you
Then my soul was demolished
Taken
Away from us both
I lost all interest
And it captured me
That thing
invaded me
Ruined all we had
but helped me.

Break away
The chains, you tightened
shackles
My invasion, my own
monster
Wrapped around my heart strings
And I was
free

I don't know if I'm apologetic
I am free.

For you

A Sep 2013

For you

You're slipping away from us
In-fact you're almost gone
I wanted final moments with you
to cherish ever-long
I love you eternally,
my dear.

You are the light that brightens up
every soul that meets you
And though you're almost over
and your soul is almost gone
In my heart I will cherish you
The memories will live on

Guidelines

A May 2014

Guidelines

They tell me

Absence makes the heart grow fonder
but I hate you.
Walking under a ladder is bad for the soul
but I like to.
Don't break a mirror you'll have bad luck
I broke them all so I could no longer see.
Don't do drugs
Why?
I was hoping it would **** this monster
in my bloodstream.
Don't inject
I'm dependent on everything else.

Don't cry
but I don't paint my face.

#love #heart #sadness #drugs #tears #society #mirror #destruction #rules #guidelines

I want to tell the world

A Sep 2013

I want to tell the world

I want to tell you all
every single one of you
I have been trying
things just get in the way
every time something stops me
I want you all to know.

Neither up, nor down.

A Sep 2013

Neither up, nor down.

Over-thinking only brings you
down.
Worrying over everything only brings you
down.
Smiling when you're empty inside only brings you
down.
Hiding in your room all night only brings you
down.

Society.

Sylvia

A May 2014

Sylvia

I think of you often.
Though you are not here.
Inspired.

Wake up.
Why won't you answer me?
Shake.
Nudge.
Wake up.
Can you not hear?
Or are you ignoring me?

Clouds suffocate your light.

You're already gone.

#love #poem #depression #sadness #death #cry #sylvia

That's me

A Sep 2013

That's me

Always trying to please,
That's me.
Always on my knees,
That's me.
Praying to the God's,
That's me.
Fighting off the odds,
That's me.
But this time things are different,
Not me.
Just the way I like it.
That's me.
The real one anyway.

Without You

A Sep 2013

Without You

If you leave what will I do?
Will I still be a star?
Without you
I want to be what you wanted of me
I couldn't do that gladly.
What will I do
without you
To hold me, tell me
I will be fine
I don't believe you
I have not a meaning
without you

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