i.
The LAUGHS, the SMILE—
Everything beautiful
             I showed to them TRANSPARENTLY.
    The CRIES, the GRIEVANCES—
Everything hideous
            I intentionally UNDISCLOSED to them.

ii.
I TRIED, I FOUGHT—
           Brutally following
           The TREND of this world,
     But their JUDGEMENT continues
           As if I transgressed
           The DOMINION of the kingdom they ruled.

iii.  
All I ever wanted is to be ACCEPTED
       All I ever needed is to feel the LOVE,
              but this world DENIED my EXISTENCE
              and they marks my life BELITTLED.

iv.  
They UNDERSTAND only my songs
       and HELPLESSLY UNHEARD my inner voice.
      They APPRECIATED only my talents
       and couldn't see my TREMENDOUS efforts.

v.
I might have the FAME,
           the WEALTH and the POWER
           But still my soul longs for
           PEACE, FRIENDSHIP and a LOVER.
    Inside of me was full of INSECURITY,
          ANXIETY and SELF-PITY
          and SHOOT! I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!

vi.
The AFTERLIFE awaits me,
              Maybe there, I can find SERENITY.
       A place where no people to please,
              No more hurting feelings
              And geez! No more of me
             PRETENDING.

vii.  
As the night begin to passby
              I could finally get some REST.
        To all perfectionist out there,
              be GLAD, cause you won't see either
              hear me anymore, ADIOS!

"FROM THE EYES OF A SUICIDAL"
Written by: Yhin2x (Ate Yhin)
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A cold dawn woke me up,

I stand alone on the cold mountain top.

Then I saw you down there,

Hugging someone; wishing I was her.



I know you hear me, when I shouted your name.

I know you see me, but you didn't dared to stare.

When you left, you knew without you I'll become lame,

That day when you left, you didn't even shown any care.



I cried as long as I can,

Even it makes my heartbeats to stop.

Its like without you, on my own I can't stand,

When you left me, automatically I became flopped.



I thought this is the ending of everything,

then there's one tap that ease my stupid feelings.

He offered his hand at the same time his love which eased my pains,

Now I can fly again because he's the one who fixed  my broken wings.



"The Black Sparrow and the Mockingbird"

082115 -by yhin2x

Oh Lord thank you for strengthening  me

In times I feel weak.

Thank you for comforting me

In times I feel lost.

Lord thank you for loving me

In times I feel unloved.

Dear God, I don't know who I am

If I didn't who you are.

So please help me to do your will

In a world that is full of sin.

Lead me to a place where should I go

Where I can share the salvation you brought

Oh Lord prepare me

in the place where you want me to be.

Anoint my words before I speak

Anoint me, so I can stand firm

In a place where people were chains on their own sins.



-Lead me Oh Lord!

by: Yhin2x

Philippines 101314

Lying on my bed, just thinking of you.

Waiting any reply that coming from you.

As the time goes by

My eyes starting to cry

you let this night to pass by

without even saying "Hi"


08-01-15 / yhin2x

A woman without her man.

Is like...
           ... A lyrics without a tone.
           ... A poem without it's  rhyme.
           ... A flower without it's smell
           ... A moon without the stars.

A woman without her man


is the same as...
           ... A math problem without it's  formula.
            ... A sun without its sunlight.
            ... And crying without  any tears at all.

The essence of a woman can be found in the presence of her man.

And here I am,
I'm just a woman without her man.

012017- Yhin2x