scarlett

Aug 2016

Katie Ann

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You walk into my mind
You take over
Its beautiful for a moment
And then you leave
And then its torture

#love #alone #leave #beautiful #obsession #torture

Aug 2016

complexify

air

lately, it's hard for me to breathe. i don't know why, maybe it's just a flu or maybe i'm starting to miss you, again. i hope the second possibility is not true, because my body can't handle it anymore. last time this happened, i nearly lost my mind. and i hope that i will not lose the remaining pieces of myself. i'm not ready to suffer again. i need some air.

#heartbreak #air

Aug 2016

complexify

happy

i never said that i was unhappy when you left me.
i was happy.

i was happy for you
because you'd not end up with someone like me.

i was happy for me
because i can't hurt you anymore.

i was happy for me
so i won't make you cry anymore.

yes i know
i might be a little unhappy
because you left me
because i can never find another you
because i will lose your complexus
your kiss and your touch
everything that used to connect us.

i might be a little unhappy when you left
because i can never love again
i vowed to the clouds that you were my last
because i thought you were the last.

but nah
i was happy when you left me.

#love #heartbreak #feelings

scarlett Aug 2016

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the arch of your back
the curl of your toes
your grasp of the sheets
your moans in my ears

I wake from this recurring nightmare
and instantly I want you back
both of us shivering together

but I am alone in my cold room
consumed by thoughts of you

#love #*** #breakup

scarlett Aug 2016

everlasting love?

hand me a thousand pound weight
right after you tell me i'm the strongest person you know
and i will begin to wonder
what is love if its not everlasting

it is not love, then
it is betrayal
suffering
desperation

what was once a feeling is now just a fact
but you will remain inevitable to me
and i will always take you back

#love #heartbreak #sad

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