Days by day as the world still continues spinning, where has it been all the time gone by? It’s feel like there’s nothing can be change now, it’s like you stuck in time but all the time has been left wasted without realizing it, what in the world that you want to live in?

Day by day as my life has been gone, I didn’t realize until it’s too late for me to catch it, it’s like the room are getting smaller and the lights getting dim, I’ve got nowhere to go, nowhere to live, nowhere to love nowhere else but me, I feel so hopeless and so empty, my life has gone away as my future is…

Days gone forever and my life is still empty, I think I’m giving up my life to whatsoever, I don’t want any future to come for me, all I can think everyday and every time is the death that will be always as a promise…

In the stillness of the night,
Where shadows blend and dreams take flight,
A whisper soft, a breath of air,
Full silence falls, and we disappear.

The world stands hushed, a velvet veil,
As stars recount their ancient tale.
No rustle stirs, no footstep near,
In full silence, we disappear.

The moonlight casts a silver sheen,
On memories of what has been.
We float, unseen, in atmospheres,
Of full silence, and disappear.

In this quiet, hearts find peace,
All worries, fears, and doubts release.
Embraced by night, without a tear,
We seek full silence, and disappear.

Beyond the realms of sight and sound,
In quietude, our souls unbound,
We journey where there's naught to fear,
In full silence, we disappear.

That feeling, feeling to die.
Like a rose when it doesn't bloom anymore ,
Dry, dead and faded,
So that people not pick you anymore,
So that people will not see you as a precious thing to talk about it,
So that people never want you anymore.  
Better like that, gone forever.
As dead as a roses .

I'm not good with people,
I don't know how to talk to them,
I'm so confused to start the conversation,
I'm to hurt to think about it,
It's not arrogant or something,
It's just, me.
I'm sorry to people, they have to know me.

Why are they talking so whisper
Why are they talking far away
Are they talking about me
Or it's just my mind
Thinking that they talking about me
What did I do wrong
Am I hurt them
Am I steal something from them.
I try to hear from them, I can't
They too whispering
I feel guilty, I got anxiety attack
What are they talking about.

Feel alone together.








Alone out here
Nobody listening
I'm the only one, my voice are echoing.
But, what if I'm wrong.
There's a million other has this feeling
I'm not alone here
We can be alone together
Suddenly, I'm alone again.

•Homesick.

Now I got nothing on me

You both give me to much

As univers in the sky

I know how hard to give everything

But you never stop to make sure we got it all

But how

Both are just a human like me

And how

You never complain about it

You two my superhero

My saviour

My everything

I can't reply right now for both of you

But I promise, I'll make sure you will happy

For the rest of your life

And I'll never let the pain come to you.

"One taught me love" - to love the subject what you study, to love the that learn is so much fun.
"One taught me patients" - while you failed the test you be patient with it and never give up to next challenge.
"One taught me pain"- when you can't get the result you want.

Sugar to sweet, Coffee to bitter.
When we combined in it together,
You will feel that happiness
But be careful
When you take to much
It can drive you crazy
Make you remember all the memories that you won't to remember while you mind still fresh to death.