Samantha Louise

Samantha Louise Dec 2014

It's December, the cold weather is here.
I see ice blocks outside, and snow in the near.
It's Christmas time, Then New Years prime
2015 is a start of something fresh, brand new year.

Your dreams, are your reality.
You gotta believe in much more
practicality and swag
new shoes and hand bags
Party tonight
Classy and bright

Let's throw a New Year's Party
Kiss some random cutie next to you
Midnight fever, mega ******
Jello Shots throughout the clock
To stay awake for New Year's Day
It starts today.

© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt

#new #years #christmas

Samantha Louise Nov 2014

Stronger

I'm not going to let thoughts control my life anymore
Constantly wishing I had never been born
I have a purpose and I know what it's for,
Believe me. I'm going to change the world.

I'm stronger now
I have made my own vows
to let free of my fears
and get the hell out of here
I know someday
I won't feel this way
and if I try my best
I'll progress, and I'll make it

#depression #dreams #fears #stronger

Samantha Louise Nov 2014

School

Homework, Tests, Quizzes
I'd rather be doing competitions
for things that I actually love
Shredding, Music, and everything I write of.

What if I were to drop out?
Would my life exist on the ground?
Or would I have more time to make me
instead of boxing up all of my dreams

I'm sick of school 7 hours a day
I wanna stay home and go my own way
Compose music and post it
Go on the Voice and then host it
the education has my mind swirled
I'm stuck here I wanna transworld

#dreams #school #dropout

Samantha Louise Sep 2014

CHANGE

The only threat to me is society
Keeping you from being happy
So that they can be

It's sad to see the world
Forget what we've learned
Just ask for more and more
No help in return

So are we just gonna
let things fall apart,
Or actually try to play a part?
As a human
We made this mess,
So let's progress.

Spread positivity, be good to the earth, and succeed at what you want.

#society #humanity #earth #environment #impact

Samantha Louise Sep 2014

Depressed and Gone

I always have amazing things happen in my life
and then I just go stab them in the back
it's not right I just might
have to leave this world now
the only thing that made me happy
I've worn down

I don't get it
why me?
Things aren't as simple as they seem
I wanna dream escape reality
then maybe I won't have a chance
to take myself down in the mean time

I'm depressed like humanity
I'm gone and it's scaring me
Where have I been?
Where am I know?
I really wish I knew
so I could turn my life around

Samantha Louise Sep 2014

Never Land

She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape

She wanted to be happy
She just wanted to die
But she knew that she just couldn't
So she cut way up her thighs

The pain got to her stomach
She couldn't take her food
So she ate it then she threw it
In the toilet that's when she knew

She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape

Samantha Louise Aug 2014

Untitled

Sitting on the pavement
Where has all the daze been
Taking me over in my bloodstream

Can't really stop chasing
All the love I'm wasting
Wish I could take a moment just to breathe

It's killing me
Can't even see
I'm too far from the path
To speak
But there is no reach
I'm always gonna be me