Samantha Louise

Samantha Louise Jun 2014

Daze

Sometimes I sit out in the sunlight
And watch the clouds blow above my head
And then I look over to the right
Yeah, you
And I don't say anything

I'm just in a daze
I want to go skate
But it's rainy it's wet
my emotions are spinning
I'm thinking about you
As I lay here
Drenched in the grass

Wish you'd come my way
We could look up at the stars
I grab your hand and I tell you all the things I've been trying to say
From here to there across the trussle
My naive status could still be sane
And now I'm just jumping in puddles
Dancing in the rain.

There's a saying that the good girls always fall for the bad boys
I'm beginning to believe it's true
Everything about you makes me feel some type of way
I'm starting to get confused
Aw you're so cute
I really wish you knew

© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt

Can't stop thinking about him

#nature #crush #boys #high #adventures #skating

Jun 2014

Muggle Ginger

Don't Settle for Stars

Love like the sun
Loves the earth
Ever since they met
They dance every day

The sun makes the earth
Look on the brighter side
The earth gives the sun
A reason to wake up

Love like the earth
Loves the sun
Because the earth isn’t distracted
By the stars and the moon

Samantha Louise Jun 2014

High

I don't know
You know sometimes
What's it's like to feel reality
When you're too overwhelmed for anything

I'm just like this
Thinking in my head
Confusion in my mind

Life man hits you like a stoner
So motivated to do crazy **** in life
And taking that opportunity to get there

I've always felt so trapped in my existence
Nothing felt right since I was here
There's just no connection to the vibes I have,
but just never come out

Dude this music is hitting me
In a way that talking can't complete
What would I do without it?
I just wouldn't feel right

My thoughts right now are insanely prepared
His smile makes me light up like a sunflower
**** he's so just what id catch
One in a million

This summer tho
Probably going to be the best
Finals aren't done yet
Just one week left.

Gonna be hittin the beach
Laying in the sun
Playing volleyball
Spending all night
Outside, watching the stars
Having picnics on sunny days
So bright.

**** what has gotten into me
HIGHSCHOOL is driving me sane
Into a way that I've never imagined

I'm just gonna sleep and eat and watch tv,
Reminisce on all of my senseful dreams
Or maybe write a letter
Or two
Don't know exactly what to do

Samantha Louise Jun 2014

Run Away From Society

She didn't want to be there
so she left to a place
where she could be free
among the while
with a smile upon her face

**** the society, she said
"Take me to the fairytales"
like in the books she read
It's better when you're dreaming
than to wake up to a world
with a numb like feeling

The american dream never turned out right
it's all about currency
not even our rights
we are forced to work
to live our lives
so we can afford
food to keep us alive

What if we just took a chance?
Going against the government
so we can change it
life is what you make it

Let's just turn this around
are you in?
Shut the whole system down
we can win

The girl feels free right now
she lives on her own
grows her fruit and builds a town
for herself in the woods
just know that she just could
if she dreamed it she can receive it.

© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt

Samantha Louise Jun 2014

The Next Page

I just wanna sit here
at the bottom of the ocean
and I'll dwell for a while
but I'll, get up and smile
at the end of the day
but sitting here
takes the pain away

Down here I'm feeling so blue
I've lost myself a bit but
it's a little different when I'm with you
all my friends pick me up and
I'm, a little stuck but
I'll swim my way
to the top

Now it's time ,
to rise above the rest
I'm gonna take my happiness
to the next page
I'm done with this place

I just wanna sit here
at the bottom of the ocean
and I'll dwell for a while
but I'll, get up and smile
at the end of the day
but sitting here
takes the pain away
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt

#sadness #happiness #ocean

Samantha Louise Feb 2014

What do I do know

I'm a little lost now
you've helped me reach the inbound
I'm broken I cannot be found
I need to leave this town.

What am I supposed to do?
I've tried to run away from you
Now I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I have wasted time

You tell me that you're going to change
but every time you're still the same
I can't even continue
to play these games
it's my mistake
for heaven's sake

please just let me go baby
that's all I think about lately
you make girls feel like their your baby
but I needed you to save me

when you call me gorgeous
I don't even feel worth it.
I know how you feel,
but you're so bad at being real

I think I've spent too much time
hoping that things will turn out fine
because we're still in this tragic mess
and I'm stuck in the neverless.
© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt

Samantha Louise Feb 2014

Wings can't fly

I just want to cry tonight
but Winter's almost done
and it will be alright
I'm just so sick and tired
and I ain't trying to fight.

But I'm broken
and it's so hard when I've fallen
and hit the ground so many times
I'm trying baby but I don't think
we'll make it tonight

I'm sad but I've finally learned
to run way out of sight
I'm just really way too damaged
and my wings can't fly
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt