With a buzzing chest I float into the abyss
Striving to recalibrate
Feeling the emptiness around me I regain my sense of meaningless
In the dark I don’t exist
No pressure
No expectations
No judgements
I feel total relief and utter bliss
I’ve abused this paradise in the past but not again
This time I will remain here forever

Wordless thoughts leak from the corners of my eyes
Each drip filled with so much meaning
I feel naked as my insides are exposed to the world
Darkness is my only comfort
It's the only mask I feel free to bury myself beneath
I allow it to embrace me while it keeps me hidden
I think I'm in love with nothing
More than ever
It's all I want to be