They run deep
They are heavy
They make the heart unsteady
Easy to flow
Harder to control
They blind & make the mind weary
To share is to expose
Ones mind
Ones body
Ones soul
These are the feelings
Unwarranted
Denied
Or
Yet to be made known

Either

you're going fast to nowhere

Or**

going Slowly to somewhere

~~~~~~~~

Though I'm broken

I'm in the process

Of making progress

**Mendings my focus

The blame I own

Give excuses to deny it

i won't

Say lies to hide it

I don't

Cause that behaviour I don't condone

Just One question for you though...

**are you willing to take credit for blame of your own?

When you live in order to survive

Yet you need to revive

The slither of life you hold inside

You must decide

Be successful and feel alive

Or

Deprive yourself and be unsatisfied

**

sometimes we live only to exist, waiting for something to give meanings to our lives

*We need to remember we are solely responsible for our own happiness and we chose what brings meaning into our lives

Life weighs us down with burdens

But

We have reason to raise our heads up

dont forget to raise your head

:)

Silent pleas

Become the loudest screams

Of one begging help me

From day to night

By your side

There I'll wait

To be your aid

I'm all ears

For you

my dear

Names were casted down like stones

Layers upon layers

We lied buried beneath its weight

We were crushed  

It'd been too heavy to carry

Too much to bare

We'd succumbed

For today we'd lost the battle

When all is wrong with the world

But the world says

'something is wrong with you'

Do you comply to their judgement?

Assessing all that is wrong with you

Picking and prodding

Changing and morphing

Till there's nothing left of you

But a mere whisper of what you once were

Becoming a product of the world

Say this to the world

Say that Your life

begins and ends with you

Don't take much to shatter,
what's already bruised & battered.
Cant say "no offence intended"
Cause the content of the next sentence
you spew,  you know wont flatter.

The intention is to hurt.
Grind your target into dirt.
Passed off as a joke
****, felt my self confidence just broke.

Putting in all that work
takes courage to believe in your self worth
only to have people on a mission
sharing all their criticism
non-constructive just destructive
making you question all decisions
till the mind can only think in tunnel vision

brings you to the point when your alone
all those affirmations become monotone
cant draw inspiration cause all feeling has turned to stone
Some take it to heart till all they long for is to turn into bone