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  Oct 2014 renay esquivel
Rhona
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I can still feel your sweet kisses on my lips,
I can see the lids of your eyes closed.
Such passion in your kisses,
As if you had waited years for my lips.
Your hand caressing my cheek,
Such sweet tenderness.
We laid down and indulged in the pleasure of our lips.
Then you pulled away,
Stared at me in a way.
That I had never been stared at before.
All while grabbing my hand and tenderly kissing it.
I miss it.
We were in perfect sync.
Our bodies moved and nothing was retained.
We needed each other.
My mouth grew hungry for your kisses,
You didn't stop either.
I have never felt such feelings when I kiss someone,
Your are the only one.
You make me feel like my body is elevated,
Traveling over me and looking at the beautiful scenery.
I long for you,
I've tried to feel how I feel with you .
But I can't my heart hurts when I try.
My heart belongs to you,
And it's been that way all along.
I was blind to not see where it belonged.
You hate me,
Despise me.
And I'm stuck with this feeling that kills my heart.
It makes me cry.
Why do you kiss me with such passion?
Is it payback?
Is it a lie?
No it isn't a lie,
You can't lie that connection we have,
Those looks you gave me,
It wasn't rehearsed .
Are you punishing me?
Don't punish me , I wouldn't hurt you.
Not again.
It's hard to believe but I really wouldn't.
I always thought of you,
I looked for you.
Now that I found you,
And had you.
You seem to let me go.
if I told you that you have the looks of a Da Vinci painting
that your skin was soft as the canvas on which he was Raining his ideas
what would you do?

If I told you that your curvaceous body was vivid in its design
that being around me as you are, and not playing a role to try to please was just fine
if I wanted to tell the whole **** world you were mine... what would you do?

If I said that your hair sat like a little trophy
that every time I kiss your cheeks I love when they get all rosy
that your lips are soft and warming
like coffee early in the morning
what would you do?

if I said... that I'm falling hard for you
that I haven't like this in forever because it's true
that I've been hurt before
and I swear my heart just keeps on yearning for more...

what would you do?
  Oct 2014 renay esquivel
alone again
I may be broken
But im picking up the pieces
I may be weak
But my pain gives me the strength to go on
Like a bird with broken wings
I will soon fly away
From all this hurt
And live free
renay esquivel Oct 2014
so did you mean it? when you said you cared?
did you mean it when you said you loved me? or that you'll always be there?
you were my best friend.. the greatest part of me.
but you lied. the whole time it was all just a big lie.
you never cared.
i was just a toy to you. something to keep you occupied for a while.
i was starting to rust so you threw me away
and set out for the shiny new toy.
  Oct 2014 renay esquivel
alone again
No matter what you will love them
They may tease you or even break your heart
But, you know nothing could tear you apart
He is your guy friend, maybe not your best
But, you know you rather have him than all the rest
They can tear you down
But you know they'll always help pick up the pieces
A friend you can count on
A friend you can trust
Having a guy friend is an absolute plus

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