i'll gulp all my sorrows
i'll sleep all my worries
i'll wipe all my tears
And wear that fake smile on.

oh! hey, guess what!
I got the "society's" membership now!

Your words smashed me, honey
I m shattered into pieces already
I warned you "handle me with care"
Yet you never listened,
And now my soul is beyond repair!

A day will come,
I'll lie in peace ,wearing that smile.
The  tears will be yours,
But the casket will be all mine!

No more,

No more leaving the heat
No more indulging  in altered visions
No more fallacies played on repeat
No more ideas fuelled by unjust cohesions

No more higher voices over subjects characterised by ignorance
No more judgements given in the dark
No more cares given to things of no significance
No more enragements lit by a meagre spark.

No more wretched decisions
No more storms of pensive dust
Instead learn from past collisions
To cleanse my soul I must.

-Elliot J.