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 Sep 2015 Raakel
Unknown
One Day
 Sep 2015 Raakel
Unknown
One day you love me
One day you dont know
One day you hate me
What is left to show?

You say im your everything
You say you need me
You say you trust me
But you never believe me.

Then you started blowing me off
Then you started choking this love
Then you started pushing me away
Really now, what love has stayed?

I broke up with you
I was in pain
I knew you would move on
But ill never be the same.

Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the lessons
Thanks for the heads up
That our "love" wasnt destined.
 Sep 2015 Raakel
NV
18.
 Sep 2015 Raakel
NV
18.
it's sorta kinda my birthday today.
and i know i should be happier than i am right now.
but truth is, i'm not.
i'm pretty much depressed to be honest.
but not that it matters though.

i really just wanted to thank all you bloggers for giving me pieces of your heart,
the kindness and motivation that makes my world seem like a better place at times.
because if there's one good decision i've made in life,
it would be opening up myself to all of you.

this space has made me feel heard.
this space has made me feel wanted.
this space has made me feel loved.

and just in case you didn't know,
every one of you,
makes a difference,
every time.
and i know i don't know you - but i love you anyways
 Sep 2015 Raakel
Jude kyrie
Don’t take this as a love poem.
I do not care to relive moments.
Like when i saw you for the first time.
And the songs of angels rang in my heart.
I will never write a love poem for you again.
Like when we sheltered from the spring rain
Below a maple tree in olive greens
And the colour of its leaves
Were the exact colour of your eyes.
I am finished with silly love poems
And will never mention again
How i stop when i hear a laugh
exactly like yours.
Or see a woman from behind
And her hair is burnished gold
Just like yours.
I am now quiet over you.
I hardly ever think of you anymore.
Except perhaps in springtime
But then i should never think of springtime
For that would surely
break my heart in two.
loss bittersweet
 Sep 2015 Raakel
oni
my days
consist of
sitting around
waiting
for things
to get better,
while
making them
worse
 Sep 2015 Raakel
NV
he just sounded a bit down over the phone.
and all i really wanted to do,
was wrap my arms around his body like a ring on a finger.
to tell him about the times i get lonely too,
and how the only things that take up space is air,
and the echoes of my heartbeat.
and i swear to god,
i could have cried at the fact that technology only made it easier to love someone you aren't able to touch.
the drop in his voice deeper than any ocean i've been to.
but an ocean i don't mind swimming in,
sinking in.
it's 4:28 in the morning and i don't know if all this writing even makes sense,
or if it's just as bad as the one before.
but one day when he gets lonely again,
i just hope that i'm blessed enough to pick up the keys and drive my way into his arms.
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